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“get off！”
Adam's voice was like a small boat in the storm, trying its best to maintain balance, but it was teetering in the stormy waves. The extremely tense emotions were likely to fall apart at any time, and the temperature of the air began to slowly rise. Emotions Waves came one after another, and even he himself couldn't distinguish the details of those emotions: Anger? sad? crazy? Pity? despair? Lost? Bitter? at a loss？
Maybe it's all, maybe it's not. But the only thing he knows is that the volcano is about to erupt. If Kyle doesn't leave, he doesn't know what he will do..
“Adam! "Seth was still nagging tirelessly, trying to express his emotions, but Adam couldn't help it after all. His violent and turbulent emotions completely broke out. He waved his fist crazily and smashed at Kyle, "Get out! Get out! Get off the bus for me! "The fierce fists were like raindrops, mercilessly and without any force, they fell one after another..
“Don't hit me! "Seth had almost no power to fight back. This was not a plot written in the script. The sudden outburst caught him completely by surprise and he had no ability to parry..
Although he screamed inexorably, "I won't let you do this!" He tried to rush over and resist the crazy attack, but it was to no avail. The whole person retreated again and again, and finally the whole person was like a Like a rubber ball, he rolled out of the passenger seat and watched helplessly as Adam closed the car door, causing a strong gust of wind..
“Jesus Christ! Man! " Seth roared towards the car one last time, but was still locked out without mercy. Watching Adam directly lock the door, he cursed depressingly, "Damn it.！”
Standing outside, a gust of cold wind blew, and Seth shivered, then another, and then another..
Only then did he realize that his back was completely soaked - the driving scene just now was completely improvised. He was really frightened to the point of peeing, and felt that his underwear seemed a little wet. It was like a life and death situation. The momentary, life-threatening fear tore through his heart without any compromise. He truly believed that the person sitting behind the steering wheel was Adam..
This is really funny, isn't it?？
Seth's mind was so clear, and he knew clearly that he was Seth Rogen, but the person sitting in the driver's seat was not Renly, but Adam. He had no doubt at all. What was even more incredible was that his His lines, his reactions, and his performance, under the guidance of Renly, blended seamlessly with Kyle. The whole scene was shot heartily and smoothly..
Even for himself, the boundary between reality and illusion disappeared at this moment.
Bending down and looking at Adam sitting in the driver's seat, Seth suddenly felt an uncontrollable sadness..
Kyle was pushed out like a gust of wind. Adam gasped for air, but even so, his chest was still like a boiling crater, gurgling, turbulent emotions were rushing around, and countless thoughts appeared in his mind. remember——
The first time I attended a friend’s funeral, the first time I smoked wantonly, the first time I was looking for a romantic encounter in a bar, the first time I was betrayed and abandoned by my girlfriend, the first time I saw fallen hair in my palms, the first time It was the first time I felt sympathy and pity in the eyes of others, the first time I was vomiting next to the toilet and the sky was dark, the first time I received chemotherapy, and the first time I learned that I had cancer.……
All the memory fragments were crowded into a ball, and disappeared in an instant, leaving only one piece of news: A volcanic eruption occurred on Mount Moa in the Savai Highlands, ejecting a black plume of dust and smoke four miles high. Initial reports said activity at Moa was declining, but now analysts have determined that the volcano's activity is actually increasing..
It was such a trivial and irrelevant piece of news. However, it hit his chest hard..
He is like that volcano. He has been silent for a long time, suppressed for a long time, quiet for a long time, accumulated all the strength, and burst out heartily. It seems that he has released the last trace of energy deep in his soul without reservation, etc. After the eruption is over, he will fade away, regain his composure little by little, and become completely dead..
Death. Just die quietly, like volcanic ash, floating in the air. Finally, it completely settles and dissipates, leaving no trace..
But, he doesn't want this, he doesn't want it to be silent like this.
He longs for another eruption. He longs to be like this volcano. An eruption is just a turning point in the road of life. After experiencing this eruption, he will recharge his energy and start a new round of eruption. Gradually Taking a new path in life. This is not a sign of decline, but a turning point of re-strengthening..
He longed for it like never before.
The emotions suppressed in his chest at this time were like the crater of Mount Moa. The roaring sound kept stirring in his ears. He kept suppressing it, fearing that one explosion would be the end. Worry once released will be the end, fear once bloomed will become nothingness. However, he will not be able to suppress it anymore.
What's even more ridiculous is that when he watched the TV news, he was stunned by the magnificence and magnificence of the volcanic eruption. The sadness that he felt and the regret of being outside were swirling in his eyes, and a slight warmth was in his eyes. A thin layer of mist covered the depths, but it could not condense..
He wants to climb those rolling mountains, he wants to watch volcanic eruptions up close, he wants to walk through the dangers of the tropical rainforest, he wants to stand on the top of the turbulent waves, he wants to be free at high altitudes Falling down to appreciate the steepness of the coastline, he wanted to feel his own insignificance in the violent wind and rain, and he wanted to look up and watch the volcanic ash slowly falling from the mountains and fields.……
However, he could only sit on the sofa at home and watch the news; he could only be pressed on the sofa in the hospital, receiving chemotherapy; but he could only stand helpless, waiting for trial..
Before he has had time to appreciate the splendor of this world, and before he has had time to taste the taste of life, his life will be declared to end..
At this moment, all the fragments of memories spewed out like a kaleidoscope. But just now, he could not think of anything he wanted to do in his mind. He just blurted out, "Drive." It was obvious that his life had just begun. , there are countless things waiting for him to explore and conquer, but the night before the operation, the only thing he could think of was driving..
Reluctance, anger, and bitterness explode on the tip of the tongue; regret, despair, and pain keep hitting the chest; helplessness, depression, and dullness ripple in the mind.
The heat in my lungs gradually began to lose control, and I was almost out of breath. I opened my mouth wide and tried to breathe, but I couldn't feel any oxygen. I just felt that my whole body was swollen to the extreme and was on the verge of exploding at any time. I tightened my hands. Holding the steering wheel, veins burst out. I tried my best to suppress it. The steering wheel was almost crushed, but it was still in danger..
He could no longer suppress it, just like the erupting volcano on Mount Moa. But he didn't know if this was his last eruption..
“ah！”
Roaring, roaring crazily, grabbing the steering wheel tightly, pouring all the emotions and anger into his hands, but still unable to control the gurgling emotions, "Ah!" He burned his life, pouring all the colorful energy into his hands. , all the magnificence, all the dazzling colors burst out, and then the whole world fell into black and white bit by bit..
But even so, it's still not enough.
“Ahhhh! "He beat the steering wheel angrily, raised his legs and kicked all the obstacles around him, as if he was trying to break free from all the constraints in his life, fighting against the weight of fate, but he found himself trapped in a narrow rut. Inside, no matter how hard I struggled, I still couldn't stretch, "Ah ah ah！”
He grasped the steering wheel tightly again, his whole body muscles exploded, and his upper body pressed forward tightly, like a drowning man desperately calling for help, "Ah!" Did anyone hear it? Can anyone hear his cry for help? Can anyone hear his roar? Did anyone hear his unwillingness and despair? Can anyone hear his depression and pain?？
Tears filled her eyes, but before they could gather into drops, they were evaporated by the scorching anger and boiling despair, leaving only a faint red mark next to her eyes, as if they were left behind after a volcanic eruption. The fire clouds on the horizon fainted slightly, and then sparsely continued to the place where the sea and the sky meet..
“ah! "Once, again, Adam smashed the steering wheel angrily, squeezing out the last bit of strength from his body..
Seth, who was standing outside the car window, quietly looked at Adam who was venting madly. His mouth opened slightly involuntarily, and his emotions stagnated between his chest and throat, seeming to block the breathing passage, and his whole person floated in mid-air. , can't go up but can't come down either.
He knows that Adam has cancer, he knows that Adam is about to face surgery, he knows that Adam's life is in a sensitive period, he knows, he knows it all, but he has never been able to empathize with it because he is not the person involved, and he has not tried to understand. Adam's emotions, but he had never known that hidden under Adam's calm expression, there were such turbulent emotions, which erupted in an instant, even more violent than a volcano.
At this moment, Seth felt the approach of Death like never before. He seemed to be at the corner of the street, holding a sickle in his hand and staring at Adam expressionlessly. He wanted to step forward to stop Death from coming, and he wanted to help Adam. He regained his energy, but his steps were nailed to the spot and he couldn't move..
Seth blinked, hiding the warmth around his eyes, and pursed his lips slightly, only to taste the bitterness in his mouth. He couldn't bear to continue reading..
Heartily, his emotions were finally vented. Adam lay weakly on the steering wheel, breathing heavily. The rich darkness began to penetrate slowly, gradually eating away all the light around him. The world was becoming bleak. , that fragile shoulder seems likely to be crushed and destroyed at any time.
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