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430 Tough decision

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He made a simple diagnosis for Renly and learned about the past period in detail. He also asked Nathan some detailed questions, but he was unable to do anything. Judging from the diagnosis alone, there was nothing serious wrong with Renly's body. It was just a slight chill at most, but Renly's reaction was so intense that it was really hard to understand.\r

Finally, the doctor suggested that Andy take Renly to the hospital for a comprehensive examination before making a judgment.\r

After sending away the personal doctor, Andy was thoughtful. A bold idea flashed through his mind, but he immediately denied it. He thought it was too incredible, shook his head, and then walked back to the bedroom.\ r

The doctor said that it was best for Renly to eat some liquid food to replenish his energy without irritating his stomach too much or causing severe vomiting again. So, Nathan went to the kitchen to prepare food, and there was only Renly is alone.\r

Andy walked to the door of the room and saw Renly sitting on the bed at a glance. He was looking out the window in ecstasy, his eyes unfocused on the sparse light. That lonely figure had an indescribable loneliness. The fatigue and fragility between the brows are like the drizzle in March, sparsely dizzy, making people feel a sore nose.\r

Andy's movements involuntarily slowed down, and the thought just now popped up in his mind again. He tentatively called, "Adam?"\r

Then, Renly turned his head reflexively, with a questioning look in his eyes. The flash of sadness seemed to seep out from the depths of his soul, which made Andy's heart rise slowly. Slide down.\r

His guess is true.\r

When Renly was filming "Buried Alive", Andy had not yet signed a contract with Renly and did not know much about the filming process of the movie. Later, Andy heard about Renly's story of lying in a coffin and experiencing the character's almost obsessive behavior. He just listened and didn't really feel the impact of the incident. He even used this detail as a bargaining chip for publicity.\r

After all, hearing is just hearing, after all, it is not real enough.\r

Just now, Andy was guessing whether these sudden changes were due to being too deep into the drama? Like, a sudden change in personality? Another example, unexplained health problems? Or, for example, uncontrollable anger? If this is the case, then it makes sense.\r

But immediately, Andy denied his thoughts. He was an agent, not an actor. The so-called being too deep into the drama and the so-called obsession were just terms seen in textbooks, and they had no sense of reality at all. , he believes in talent, devotion, and concentration, but he cannot understand the feeling of being stuck in the mud and unable to extricate himself.\r

Now, Andy believes it.\r

Looking at Renly in front of him, Andy opened his mouth, but found for the first time that his mind was blank. He didn't know how to react or how to speak. After countless words in his mind, he just said one feeble sentence. , "Are you okay?" \r

Renly pursed his lips and formed a smile, "I'm sorry, I acted like an asshole just now. Were you all scared by me?"\r

This is Renly, but it's not Renly.\r

Andy knew this was ridiculous. If someone said this to him, he wouldn't even bother to respond and would just treat the other person as an idiot. But at this moment, this is what Andy thinks. The person in front of him, Looks like Renly, but not Renly. Andy knows, he should be Adam.\r

“There is no need for me to speak like that, you are just trying to show concern." Renly closed his eyes gently, exhaled slowly, and his words became gentle again.\r

Although his spine, palms, and soles were all bone-chilling, and his whole body was still feeling heavy, his chaotic brain finally calmed down. It seemed that along with the earth-shattering vomiting just now, all the irritability disappeared. Of course, it is also possible It was because I vented all my roars heartily just now that everything calmed down.\r

The following explanation should be more reliable.\r

“You don't have to worry about me." Andy showed a smile, "Believe me, I have encountered crazier situations. At least you are not Dwayne Johnson. Otherwise, one punch would be enough for me to lie down for a week." \r

Renly chuckled. Although he was still very tired, the corners of his mouth still rose slightly.\r

Andy hesitated for a moment, walked into the room, then stood at the end of the bed and said seriously, "Renly, I am your agent. In the absence of a manager, I am your most trustworthy person. So. , you don’t need to worry about me having problems with this, because I am the one who least wants anything to happen. For my own benefit, I don’t want my previous investment to go to waste.”\r

The slight sarcasm was conveyed in Andy's style. Renly slightly retracted his chin and smiled without retorting.\r

“So, do you need help? "Andy isn't very good at handling situations like this, but he's doing his best.\r

Generally speaking, this is left to managers or psychotherapists. In Hollywood, nine out of ten actors have their own psychotherapist; the remaining one who does not has one is a lunatic.\r

The pressure of living under the spotlight is unimaginable. It seems that everyone in every corner of the world is qualified and has the right to comment on the lives of actors, and even criticize them condescendingly. This kind of pressure is everywhere. , is a bundled product of Vanity Fair, which cannot be escaped, but not everyone can handle it well.\r

But Renly's career has just started, and he can't afford expensive psychological counseling. What's more, this is the first time Renly has a problem, and Andy can only bite the bullet and go into battle.\r

Renly laughed twice, and that dull smile rolled in his chest, making him relax a little. Looking at Andy in front of him, he was raw and embarrassed, almost at a loss, as if facing It's really hilarious to look like a newbie who is helpless with a crying baby.\r

“You can't help." Renly's answer was simple but accurate, which made Andy feel helpless for a while. Then when he saw the smile on Renly's face, Andy couldn't help but shook his head and laughed dumbly, "Don't worry, I'll be fine. of.”\r

Renly knew his situation. This was a situation he had anticipated before taking on the role of "Fighting Cancer" - although the out-of-control situation was a bit beyond the bottom line, it was also the goal he pursued.\r

Through Chu Jiashu's experience and Will's conversation, he truly felt Adam's pain. It was not just as simple as empathizing with him, but he also experienced it personally and was in it. Everything felt lifelike. When the boundary between reality and illusion After disappearing completely, the character and himself are completely integrated.\r

He is Renly, but he is also Adam.\r

This state is really special. He knows that he is filming a movie, needs to recite lines, needs to act with opponents, needs to change the angle of shooting, and may even make mistakes and start over; but at the same time, his performance is not just a performance, everything is Everything comes easily and naturally, as if everything is my own real experience.\r

This is something I have never felt before during the performance of "Buried Alive".\r

Driven by the method performance, but still maintaining enough control, the whole person is in the chaotic zone between reality and illusion. The loss of control of reality is replaced by the control of illusion. During the performance, it is hearty and true. The earth makes performance a kind of enjoyment; in real life, after suffering, the body is separated from the performance space, but the spirit and soul are still shackles.\r

In fact, Renly is enjoying this process, and hopes that this performance state can continue for a while longer, allowing him to slowly explore and experience it, and collect more information for the next Method performance.\r

Sure enough, there are no shortcuts in acting. Only through actual combat again and again, exploration again and again, and challenges again and again can we accumulate enough experience and then wait for the day when quantitative changes lead to qualitative changes. Renly was very fortunate that at the time Andy took over the work "Me Fighting Cancer".\r

This is a matter of performance. Even if Andy wants to help, he can't do anything. What's more, Renly really doesn't need Andy's help.\r

“are you sure? Your current situation looks really bad." Andy could feel that Renly relaxed a little, and his words became more direct.\r

Renly shrugged, but smiled.\r

“Regarding Oscar, were you serious just now? " Andy knew that this was not the best time, but after missing today, he didn't know when would be more appropriate. What's more, there were only a few days left before the award ceremony. So, he simply went with the flow and did it again. Bring it up.\r

Renly shrugged again and smiled, "If you ask me to attend, then I can give it a try."\r

Renly was telling the truth. He was now completely immersed in exploring his acting skills and didn't have too many expectations for the Oscar ceremony. He missed this year's awards ceremony, and next year, and the year after that, and the year after that, but he missed it. I have this opportunity to perform "I'm Fighting Cancer", and I don't know when the next time will be.\r

Andy looked at Renly's expression seriously and had already made a decision in his heart. But thinking about it carefully, he still found it incredible that he had made such a decision, but his reason told Andy that it was the right thing to do. The choice. Even if it is incredible, even if it is difficult, even if it comes unexpectedly, it still does not affect the correctness of the decision. \r

Taking a deep breath, Andy calmed himself down, then clarified his thoughts again, considered all aspects, and made sure that he was not making an impulsive decision. His eyes fell on Renly again, and he let out a long breath. He sounded as if he had gathered enough courage, then nodded and said, "That's it. This year, we will not attend the Oscars."\r

Even if he thought about it again, he still found it ridiculous. Andy himself couldn't help laughing. The smile on his lips rose and he nodded again, confirming, "Yes, I won't be attending."\r

With a week left before the Oscars, Renly made the impromptu decision to skip the Oscars..