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428 nameless fire

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After Jonathan announced that today's work was over, everyone was busy discussing that they would go to the bar to have a drink and relax in the evening. There were many people who responded.\r

However, Renly is not one of them.\r

He felt a little heavy all over. Although the afternoon shooting went very smoothly, his performance was still excellent, and he had no more symptoms of vomiting; but there was a lingering feeling of exhaustion all over his body, which made people feel uncomfortable. He couldn't muster any energy, and his aching head didn't help. He needed to go back early and have a good rest.\r

After saying hello to Seth, Jonathan and others, Renly and Nathan went back first.\r

On the way back to his residence from the hospital, Nathan kept looking at Renly carefully through the rearview mirror. Renly's physical condition was not good, and anyone with a discerning eye could see it. He didn't even need to put on makeup when he was on camera, and his pale face looked pale. With a tired and sick look on his face, the whole person has faintly lost weight, which is even more worrying.\r

Nathan wanted to help, but didn't know how to start. He could only close his mouth tightly and keep the carriage quiet, so that Renly could enjoy a moment of peace.\r

It was about a thirty-minute drive, and it was not as far as expected. Nathan parked the car in a parking space on the side of the road. Before he could speak, he saw Renly opening the car door and walking straight to the door of the apartment.\r

The tired footsteps seemed a bit heavy, and the cold wind outlined the weak lines of the shoulders. The dark blue jacket seemed unable to withstand the cold in Seattle. The gray sky seemed to be able to swallow up the lonely back at any time. Er Jing, this made Nathan's tongue feel bitter.\r

“Isn't "The Fight Against Cancer" a comedy movie? Why was Renly's filming job so difficult, as if he was burning with life to complete his daily work?\r

Nathan turned off the car, and then quickly followed Renly's footsteps, his eyes full of worry. Nathan took the initiative to step forward, took out the key and opened the door. After pushing the door open, he saw someone sitting in the hall. Andy Rogers, who was inside, didn't have time to say hello. Nathan just nodded and then made way for Renly to come in.\r

Renly walked into the hall and immediately saw Andy. He lowered his chin, but said nothing. He walked directly towards the sofa, walked slowly to the sofa, sat down, raised his legs, Lie down on the sofa, close your eyes, and start to rest.\r

The light movements seemed cautious, as if they were afraid of disturbing the dust floating in the air. They were meticulous and precise, without using too much force or amplitude. There was no sound, as if they were performing a mime, and they were vaguely lonely. It leaked out in every gesture.\r

Andy's mouth paused slightly, and there was a trace of doubt in his eyes. He raised his head and looked at Nathan, asking with his eyes. Nathan shook his head gently, and the worry between his eyebrows was clearly conveyed, expressing My own worries.\r

Andy's heart sank. The situation was worse than he imagined.\r

Recently, Renly's physical condition has not been very good. Nathan has been reporting the situation to him as soon as possible, which is really worrying. This is why he made a special trip to Seattle. Otherwise, now is the time for the Oscar sprint. Andy can't get out of the busiest period of every year.\r

But now it seems that Andy understands that words are too pale to describe Renly's condition.\r

“Renly, are you okay? " Andy looked at Renly, considered his tone, and asked worriedly.\r

Renly did not open his eyes, but you could see the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "Someone asked me this question this afternoon." Renly was talking about the filming content of "Me Fighting Cancer", Adam and Catherine's Psychological consultation, "I really want to give a positive answer, but it is probably more difficult."\r

There was a hint of humor in his self-mockery, a typical Renly style. However, after the little joke, his smile faded slightly, "I have a headache now. If possible, can you let me rest for a while?" ”\r

Polite and gentlemanly words, but there is a hint of determination that cannot be refused, and you can faintly smell his fatigue and impatience.\r

Such Renly was familiar yet unfamiliar. Andy raised his head again and looked at Nathan, only to see Nathan shrugging, as if he was used to it.\r

Andy hesitated for a moment, then said with concern, "Renly, what's going on? Are you feeling unwell? Do you need to rest for a while? Or do you need a comprehensive examination?" \r

Renly pursed his lips slightly, "Yes, I need to rest, but you are still talking." Those sharp words lacked some of the usual ridicule and banter, and became gentler, but to my ears, it felt... It makes people feel very uncomfortable, and the atmosphere becomes a little awkward for a while.\r

Andy adjusted his sitting posture and hesitated a little. If it was normal, Andy would have turned around and left, letting Renly have a good rest, because under normal circumstances, Renly would not make unreasonable demands; but now The situation is very special. Renly like this is really unpredictable. Andy is worried, really worried.\r

“Renly, you know what I mean." Andy's smile still hung on his lips, but his expression became sincere, "I mean, I can discuss it with the crew and let you rest for a while. Compared to filming the work Say, your physical health is more important."\r

“Ha." A slight smile escaped from the corner of Renly's mouth, but it was not excitement and joy, but ridicule and contempt, "This is not like you, Andy. For an agent, the most important thing is the artist, but more importantly It's profit. Suddenly he became so friendly and benevolent, and the agent's charm disappeared."\r

Andy's expression froze slightly, but he didn't get angry. Years of self-restraint allowed him to remain calm and collected. What's more, he knew that Renly was in a really bad state and was full of firepower. On the contrary, Andy Instead, a trace of bitterness flashed through his eyes. It seemed that he needed to go through the firepower that reporters had endured in the past.\r

“Renly, we are just worried about you." Nathan said with some urgency, but his cultivation skills were not yet up to par.\r

“Are you worried about my condition, or are you worried that I am in such bad condition that I will not be able to attend the Oscars? "Renly's harsh words gave Nathan a heavy blow without mercy. Nathan was stunned on the spot, unable to react for a moment. Even Andy showed a surprised expression.\ r

This kind of Renly is not only unfamiliar, but even beyond recognition.\r

Normally Renly is always a gentleman, not only in his behavior, but also in his speaking style and manner; but the Renly in front of him is filled with uncontrollable anger and calm. Under the surface, one can clearly feel the raging anger in his chest.\r

Even a little cynical.\r

This is not the Renly that Andy knows, but it is also the first time that Andy sees Renly losing control. Could this be Renly's true appearance? Before the idea had time to pop up, Andy shook his head and denied it. There must be other reasons. Immediately, Andy's idea was confirmed——\r

“I'm sorry." Renly's voice came over, and his faint words were full of frustration, and his whole body exuded a strong sense of frustration.\r

Renly rubbed his aching temples, and the twitching sensation of popping blue veins came one after another, as if the nerves in his whole body were being pulled and tightened. There was an unknown fire deep in his heart, moving randomly, and there was no trace of it at all. I can't control myself. Even Renly doesn't feel comfortable with this kind of self.\r

In the last life, after he truly realized that he was paralyzed from a high position, he went through such a stage during that period. That kind of inexplicable anger dominated his brain, and anything, anyone, any small detail, even just one action, Anyone can easily anger him, and he vents his anger on everyone without hesitation. Even the kindness and kindness of others are just sympathy in his eyes.\r

However, the feeling of being out of control has been too long. Unexpectedly, he felt this angry emotion again.\r

He knew that this time, not as Chu Jiashu, but as Adam, he finally truly experienced the impact of cancer. The side effects of chemotherapy were on the one hand, and the body that began to lose control was on the other hand. Fear and irritability began. Gradually breaking the original routine of life, and at the same time breaking the original emotional balance.\r

“I'm sorry." He emphasized again, "I shouldn't have said that. What I said just now was really bastard. Please forgive me for losing control." He gently rubbed his temples with both hands, but the sharp and hot pain was felt. It cannot be eliminated, as if the whole person is being roasted on a flame.\r

Andy and Nathan looked at each other. They were both just ordinary people, not doctors or psychotherapists. They had no idea how to deal with the current situation.\r

Finally, Andy could only tentatively say, "What happened? You seem to be troubled. What is going on? Is it an emotional problem?" Although Renly never mentioned it, he now has He was dating someone, but this was the most reliable guess in Andy's mind, "Renly, talk to me, tell me, I can only help if I know, if you continue to remain silent, then things will always be Can't be solved."\r

“I need to rest, that's the root of the problem." Renly's tone became impatient again, "You came to Seattle specifically for my personal issues, right? So, if there is anything, just say it directly, there is no need to go around in circles. If it is about the Oscars, then I can tell you that I do not plan to attend."\r

“What? "Andy was stunned. He didn't expect things to turn out this way. Even though he had experienced many battles, he was still a little confused now..