415 exert too much force
life-saving straw.
The doctor in front of him is the only life-saving straw. He knows that the doctor is a liar, deceiving him that everything will be fine, deceiving him that everything will be fine, deceiving him that he can still look forward to the future, deceiving him that things are not as serious as imagined, but... what if?？
What if.
The desire to survive began to burn in his eyes, calm and calm, but hiding a turbulent undercurrent, "But I will get better.".”
He heard his own voice and tried to remain calm, but there was a trace of trembling that could not be suppressed. Although he did not understand what this sentence meant at all, nor did he understand what situation he was facing. Since he was in the hospital, then The only way to get out of trouble is: get better, that's it？
Andrew had to raise his head, and then he saw those dull eyes, as deep as the vast night sky, but could not see the slightest light. He searched hard, but could not catch any breath of life, that magnificent and majestic The vast nothingness is terrifyingly empty, as if...as if he is killing that soul with his own hands..
This made him choke on his words and roll them on the tip of his tongue. Yu couldn't help but avoid looking at him again. However, from the corner of his eyes, he could see the fragile shoulders, the tight muscles, and the confusion bursting out from all over his body. Surprised, confused and angry, silent, yet piercing through clouds and rocks.
He is sentencing a man to death.
“Right? "Andrew didn't speak, so Adam spoke again. His voice was very calm, even too calm, as if there was not even a breeze on the glacier beneath the ground. The gentle voice was so light, as if it was touching him. Broken, even with a little force it is unbearable.
But Andrew's heart couldn't help but shrink, as if the rope of hope was held in his hand. With just a little force, the rope would be cut off directly, and then he would watch helplessly as he fell into endless darkness. This made Andrew's words couldn't help but get stuck in his throat, as if he had swallowed a big mouthful of sand, and it was so raw that it hurt..
He avoided looking and pretended to write something on the report, but found that this action was meaningless at all. He could only raise his hands uncomfortably, "If you want to find someone to talk to... our hospital has some outstanding people." Social workers and psychology experts, who are experts in psychological counseling, can provide some help.”
The doctor once again avoided looking, the doctor once again avoided the topic, and the doctor once again avoided contact.
He finally understood that this was what happened. So, he picked up his shoulders again, but failed. He sat there with a blank look on his face, his brain stopped rotating, his blood stopped flowing, and even his breathing stopped rising and falling..
Time, at this moment, stopped like this, as if a colorful butterfly stopped on the fingertips, and then time pulled away the colors bit by bit, and the final painting was black and white, heartbreaking.
“Card！”
Jonathan's rough voice rang out on the set, and his throat was so hard that he almost coughed. He stood up and wanted to say something, but his mouth was full of bitterness and no sound came out. He had to open his mouth. Mouth, breathing heavily, the breathless depression and despair spread throughout the set..
It's not sadness or pain. He doesn't want to cry at all, but it's just boring, so boring that it makes people panic, and it's so boring that it makes people want to escape. They just want to turn around and leave here, breathe some fresh air, as if they were in person. Witnessing the color world degenerating into black and white space, I beat my chest, covered my mouth and nose, and muffled my voice. I couldn't move, but my chest felt so hot..
Want to do something but don’t know how.
It wasn't until this moment that Jonathan truly felt: what is cancer?.
When standing on the sidelines, people always have the illusion that it’s just a certain thing, so why make a fuss about it?：
It was just a bad word, and no knife or gun was used; it was just a text message, and there was no physical harm; it was just a failure, and it was not the end of the world; it was just cancer, and it was not death on the spot..
Because this thing happened to other people, I never felt the same way. I always used my own thoughts to guess how others felt, and then I thought, "This is not a big deal. If it happened to me, it would definitely not be like this." So. , people like to stand on the commanding heights, make condescending remarks, and express their pity and criticism..
Cancer too.
Everyone knows that cancer is terrible, but after thirty years of development, cancer is no longer an incurable disease. When you learn that others have cancer, you will feel very heavy and sad, but after all, it is still I can’t feel the pain. Even my closest friends, closest lovers, and dearest relatives are no exception..
Because that's not true.
But just now, just at this moment, Jonathan felt the shock of "cancer" so clearly..
That is cancer, a cancer that can destroy a person's life. Even though there are relatively effective control drugs now, and even though a small number of people have been cured, it is still cancer, a cancer that represents the sickle of death. Real touch Let the blood become cold and cold, as if you can clearly see the whole world falling apart.
Even Jonathan, who was standing behind the monitor, couldn't bear it, let alone Andrew, who played the opposite role.？
Jonathan turned around and saw that everyone in the crew had turned away and pretended to look elsewhere. There was a sourness that could not be vented in the quiet and peaceful atmosphere. Even Will is no exception.
Originally, Jonathan wanted to ask Will what his mental activities were like at that time. Did Renly's performance live up to expectations? But now, Will's actions are the best answer. There is no need to ask questions at all. Jonathan can feel the fluctuations deep in Will's heart from his complicated expression..
So, Jonathan withdrew his gaze, turned to look at Renly, cleared his throat, and said loudly, "Let's shoot it again from another angle." This is equivalent to saying that he successfully passed the one he just shot..
“Wait." However, Renly stopped the crew from making any further moves, which made everyone's attention fall on Renly..
Renly was sitting on the chair, motionless, as if he had lost control of his body..
In the short scene just now, the emotions were so intense that he almost couldn't breathe. The sense of reality that broke through time and space was so real that everything was out of control..
He knew that at that moment, he was not Adam, he was Chu Jiashu.
The nightmare invades again, and those long ten years are still like poison, deeply rooted in the soul and never disappear. There is no freedom, no hope, no sunshine, not even darkness, no despair, no sadness, He doesn't even have the courage to commit suicide. It's pitiful, sad, but also ridiculous..
Even though Jonathan interrupted the filming and his thoughts, he still couldn't get rid of the coldness that penetrated into his bones. He kept telling himself that he was not Chu Jiashu, that he had won a new life, that he had gotten rid of the nightmare, but his muscles Still terribly stiff, almost losing all feeling.
Finally, he moved his fingers slightly, which made him let out a long breath. The reality of reality made his blood warm again, and he felt his limbs again..
“Can I go back and watch the performance just now? "Renly's voice was a little hoarse and a little deep. It sounded very calm, but it concealed so many emotions that it was difficult to distinguish..
Jonathan looked at Seth. He didn't quite understand the meaning of this request - for comedy, they don't focus on the details of the performance, but more on controlling the rhythm of the performance. Therefore, if the rhythm is correct on the spot, then there is no problem. Now, Jonathan rarely watches replays.
After receiving Seth’s affirmative reply, Jonathan shrugged and said in the affirmative, “Why not?？”
Renly did not stand up immediately. He seemed to be adapting to his body. This familiar yet unfamiliar feeling was like starting to breathe again after drowning. He had to breathe on his own in big mouthfuls, as if he had forgotten how to breathe through his nose..
After a while, Renly stood up. The slightly warmer blood was flowing in his limbs, but it still did not completely relieve the stiffness of his muscles. This made his movements a bit clumsy, like a robot..
Under the puzzled looks of Jonathan, Seth and others, Renly walked behind the monitor and began to watch the replay of the performance just now..
In fact, this performance is not long, only seventy seconds from beginning to end. Moreover, this is not a long shot from one shot to the end. Jonathan arranged four camera positions to capture images from different angles and different depths of field, and then Supplementary shooting of close-ups and close-ups to complete the entire seventy-second plot segment.
The playback will end soon.
Jonathan couldn't help but raise his eyebrows again. Even after watching it again, he still felt extremely shocked. The delicate performance that penetrated into the bone marrow had a strong ability to explain. It didn't require too much interpretation at all. The plot of the story was already laid out in front of him. This His acting skills are truly impressive.
Moreover, it is worth mentioning that Renly also interspersed some small humor into his performance, such as, "Did you just speak English?" Such lines actually often appear in comedies to mock each other. It's too professional, and sometimes it's used to mock otakus who like superhero comics. Another example is the self-deprecating smile and confused eyes. Such small details are really great.！
Jonathan really liked the performance just now. The style was a little dramatic, but just right..
“No, I don't like it." However, Renly's words came to his ears, and Jonathan's smile couldn't help but stiffen. He frowned and looked at Renly with surprise on his face, "What?？”
Jonathan thought he was hallucinating.
Unexpectedly, Renly shook his head again and said decisively, "This performance is terrible..”
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