332 Sleeping in ice and snow
The woman stood up, took the microphone from the staff, and stamped her feet excitedly, which made the scene burst into kind laughter, "Alan, thank you, I love you!" Alan also gave He blew a kiss in response, and there was another commotion in the audience, "Hello Renly, I really like your performance in 'Buried Alive'. Because of that movie, my boyfriend finally dares not to kiss me anymore." Locked in the bathroom.”
This joke won the audience roars of laughter. Renly couldn't help but smile..
The lady continued, "Actually, I am in a bad mood today. I just buried my dog the day before yesterday." There were sounds of regret at the scene, "He has been with me for ten years, during the years when I was suffering from depression and anorexia. Here, he is the only one who is by my side. Without him..." As she said this, the lady's voice choked up. She covered her mouth, but her eyes were still full of tears, and the whole studio was filled with tears. A touch of sadness.
“My condolences." Allen's expression also dimmed and he said in a deep voice, "At any time, parting always makes people feel sad and painful. I hope you can cheer up again. He certainly doesn't want you to fall into darkness again. ,What's his name？”
“Max." The lady's voice came out vaguely from the palm of her hand. She wiped the tears on her cheeks vigorously, "I know that he will leave one day, but when this day comes, it is still difficult to accept it. Alan, your show is the only motivation for me to keep going. I thought, I can't lie in bed and continue hating myself, so I forced myself to appear here..”
“I'm glad you're here." Allen stood up, walked straight to the lady, gave her a warm hug, and whispered in her ear, "Everything will be fine. Trust me, everything will be fine. Get up.”
Sitting on the sofa, Renly looked at the lady quietly.
In those pain-filled eyes, he truly felt the plight and embarrassment of that soul. In his last life, he stayed in the hospital for ten years, and for one-third of his life, he was firmly confined in this way. In that small place, I experienced birth, old age, illness and death, but I could never escape..
He knows that separation is a part of life, but it is the part that can never be learned. He made a new friend, but he died in just three months; he made a new friend, and he was lying on the hospital bed when he was seriously ill/ He vomited blood crazily, and life was worse than death... again and again, even though he knew that separation was inevitable, each separation was still unbearable..
He also knows that depression and anorexia are two simple terms, but they have fatal destructive power. No one can lend a helping hand. The pain of drowning and suffocation swallows the soul bit by bit along the pores, even if he knows This is wrong. Even though you know you have to make changes, you still can't do anything about it..
Words are so simple, so pale, not enough to support the weight of the soul.
“Madam, what is your name? "After Allen came back, Renly asked aloud, and his voice couldn't help but add a touch of heaviness..
“Rachel.”
“Rachel." Renly repeated the name and said with sincere eyes, "I can't imagine what kind of time you are going through, and I don't know what help I can provide. But I hope, I hope you can be there. Find a ray of light in the darkness and hold on.”
Rachel nodded slightly and bit her lower lip hard, unable to make any sound..
Renly lowered his head and looked at the strings under his fingertips. He was quiet and stiff in the refraction of the bright halo. It seemed that he could see the rays of light disappearing into the dark black strings, bit by bit. It was swallowed up, as if a black hole appeared on the vast ice field, absorbing all the light and all the temperature..
In the cold and vast ice field, with the rolling waves, I was left alone, alone, with the boundless white surging under my feet. I was extremely small, extremely lonely, and at a loss..
With a slight hook of the fingertips and a slight vibration of the strings, the clear musical notes bloomed in the air, like fireworks in full bloom. They were blue..
Move it again, and there is another musical note, which is red. Then, yellow, green, purple... one musical note after another is blooming proudly, and the boundless ice field is full of colorful colors, but it is getting more and more colorful. It sets off the vastness of the world, the endless glaciers, the untouchable sky, the unreachable sea. In such a huge world, human beings are as insignificant as dust..
The disorganized musical notes don’t seem to connect together, and are even a bit boring, making people drowsy..
But the audience in the studio was not impatient. They watched Renly and the guitar quietly. This was the process of music creation. Artists never really showed the process in front of them. Even Allen was the same. His face miraculously cast his gaze, full of interest and anticipation..
“Once upon a time in the spring, we built a boat together, using feathers and bones; we set our homes on fire and walked barefoot in the snow..”
Renly's hoarse voice sang a cappella without the accompaniment of the melody, relying solely on the performance of his voice. However, the melodious singing sound was like the sound of the waves of the sea, coming from far to near. In the photography The shed echoed gently, tearing apart the ultimate tranquility, breaking the ultimate tranquility, like a conch trumpet, coming with the wind.
The poetic lyrics, under Renly's interpretation, have a kind of indifferent and casual grace, jumping lightly among the strings - Renly plucked the strings, just sweeping it, like a bird's The wings glide over the white waves, disrupting the airflow and bringing refreshing moisture, a little bit of the ocean, a little bit of the forest, a little bit of the sky.
“The rhythm of the drums comes far away, accompanying us as we drift towards the storm; the lion cub has lost its baby teeth and is now swimming in the ocean.”
The magnificent scene outlined in a few words is jaw-dropping: amidst the strong winds, heavy rain, and rough seas, a canoe heads toward the storm, and the penetrating drum beats move through the waves, firm and heroic; the spring breeze blows on the face. , amidst the lush green trees, the young lion replaced its teeth, got rid of the protection of its parents, rushed towards the vast sea, and leaped in the waves with its vigorous figure..
In front of the storm, human beings are so small; in front of the ocean, lions are so small, but they did not flinch at all, bravely rushing into the unknown, embracing the difficulties, the high-spirited drumming, the bravery of the roar, and the cruelty of nature. Among them, Yu Yu moved forward and opened up a world of his own..
Without any accompaniment, Renly sang completely acapella. There was only the last strumming of each line of lyrics, but the graceful melody, the beautiful lyrics, and the tenacious emotions were conveyed between the lines, as if The dance steps of Ireland's "River Dance" are like flowers blooming on the hard heart, sonorous and powerful.
Renly tapped the piano case lightly with his palm, striking the rhythm in the most primitive and simplest way..
The rhythm slowly raised its head, as if it awakened everyone's heart, and began to beat in the same rhythm. I saw that the slender fingers quickly plucked the strings, and the golden musical notes were released like a waterfall. Next, from thin to full, the whole world is suddenly filled with that calm and cheerful melody——
The darkness gradually receded, and the light came again, revealing the original appearance of the world..
“Confused thoughts are stirring in the chest, settling down to relax and rest; the bird leaves my tall friend and hits the sand with your body.”
Close your eyes, and you can clearly outline the little bit of brightened space in your mind, as if God is building a brand new world. The waves are roaring on the ocean, the deep forests are full of green, and the wind is howling on the far side of the sky... ... People can't help but open their arms, slowly put their feet up, and raise their chin high, as if they can touch the path of the strong wind, and their bodies become lighter..
A little higher, a little higher. With a slight push on your toes, your body flew away, your hands turned into wings, soaring in the center of the world. The breath of freedom surrounded you, and every pore in your body opened. Feeling the fresh and casual air, your fingertips touched the flow of the breeze, like flowing water, gurgling and delicate.
“Thousands of stars fill the sky, evolving into tiger eyes; looking down at my face, breaking free from the shackles of time and space.”
The world is so big, the world is so wide, but human beings are so small.
Once upon a time, we thought that we were abandoned by the world. We thought that we were alone in the vast world. We thought that the whole world was rejecting us. Every day we lived was like purgatory, and every moment we breathed was like torture..
But when I am in the vast nature, I find that even if it is loneliness, even if it is hell, even if it is suffering, life is still so beautiful. The magnificent scenery in front of my eyes makes everything pale. I just open my arms and enjoy it. Feel the pleasure of the strong wind passing through your arms, and embrace... freedom.
The moving melody is like a trickle, but also like a surging river. It is constantly tempered and collided in Renly's vicissitudes of voice. The romantic beauty among the scars makes the smile shine brightly amidst the tears..
“So, hold on..." The melody under his fingertips stopped again, and the corners of Renly's mouth curved into a smile, gentle and firm, as if it was like sand that has been tempered for thousands of times in the sea, unyieldingly maintaining its own edges and corners, Rampage, not giving up even if the head is broken and bleeding, not regretting even if you are alone. Then... the melody sings in unison, and all the emotions are vented heartily.，
“Adhere to pure self, adhere to one's own heart.”
Magnificent, magnificent, graceful, refreshing, and thrilling. That sentence "Persistence" is simple to the extreme, unpretentious to the extreme, but it bursts out with infinite light. Renly just hugged the guitar, gently swayed his body, and sang loudly "La la, la, la la la..." using the monotonous and boring onomatopoeia, humming out the perseverance and impassioned emotions.
Like flowers blooming on a cliff.
Note: Your-Bones——Of-Monsters-And-Men）
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