029 nothingness
After staying on the set for a long time, the waiting time was too long. They had no other recreational activities. The guitar brought by James was the only choice. However, in the past few months, almost everyone had shown his hand, blue However, Renly just watched from the side and did not participate personally. Lamy thought that Renly could not play the guitar at all..
Renly shrugged lightly, "It's just for fun now and then..”
Holding the guitar in his arms, Renly slightly adjusted his sitting posture, looking for a more comfortable position, and then gently traced the strings with his right hand, one string after another, nothing special. melody, he just likes the sound of different musical notes.
When I was a child, I learned piano and relied on my ears to identify different scales and intonations. This was a basic course. Those courses were not only boring, but also required talent. It was really a constraint for the children, and it could even be said to be a kind of torture. The nobles with a glamorous appearance Life may be a gifted child, but the hard work and efforts behind it are beyond the imagination of ordinary people; but fortunately for Renly, who has lived in two generations, he is very willing to learn new things, and his rigid and silent childhood life has become a a kind of enjoyment.
Music is indeed a very wonderful thing. It is completely different from performance. It only relies on limited notes and different arrangements and combinations, but it can interpret different emotions, meanings and stories; what is even more interesting is that the same Melody will interpret different meanings on different occasions and different listeners' ears..
The stiff strings under his fingertips stimulated the thin layer of calluses on his fingertips, and the clear and melodious notes danced in the moonlight, exploring different levels of the world in the dark night. Renly tried to find the connection between him and Eugene. bridge of time, trying to recall the reflections and reactions of the afternoon scene, trying to find answers about war, faith, and life..
At first, they were just scattered musical notes, without any structure, but gradually, the musical notes became a string, melodious and quiet, soothing and peaceful, but there was a faint loneliness and loneliness entangled in the melody, as if You can see the endless ice field, it's vast, and you can't see a trace of other colors. Even black and green are swallowed up by the endless white. The ground and the sky seem to be inseparable from each other, and you can't see the direction of the horizon. The entire The world merges into one, leaving only endless white.
I am so small in it, just like a speck of dust in a huge world, standing alone, swallowed up by the surging loneliness, the coldness that slowly penetrates into my bones calms down all the noise, and it seems like I am just there. Even breathing was meaningless. I couldn't help but close my eyes and feel the deep tranquility. It was like jumping into the sea. After giving up the struggle, I slowly sank. It was extremely quiet and extremely dark. Moments are so wonderful that they are intoxicating.
Lamy opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he was afraid of breaking the beautiful tranquility. His eyes fell on Renly's slender fingers with clear knuckles. It was unimaginable that just a minute ago, that guitar He was still playing fragmented pop music in his hands, but now it was full of vitality. Just the collision between his fingertips and the strings actually sketched out such an ultimate melody..
“What song is this? "The voice next to him broke the tranquility. Everyone sitting around looked at the source of the sound and cast an angry look, as if to condemn the other person's lack of taste. Karl was besieged by so many eyes and took it. Holding a bottle of beer at a loss, he could only shrug, "I haven't heard this song, I'm just curious what it would be like if it had lyrics..”
Although he is a director, Karl has actually made guest appearances in many TV series, so the relationship between him and the actors is relatively close. After hearing Karl's question, everyone turned their attention to Renly, because this is also the reason why he has a close relationship with the actors. A question that everyone is curious about. This melody that has never been heard before easily caught everyone's ears..
The corners of Renly's mouth curved slightly, and the faint smile was filled with warmth. It bloomed with a faint light in the haze and thickness of the night, and the tips of his eyebrows were dyed with a milky yellow halo, slowly outlining The sparse eyebrows and eye contours are revealed, quiet and beautiful.
He lowered his head slightly and looked at the gently trembling strings under his fingertips under the starlight. The melody slowly flowed in his thoughts, as if he could hear the whistling wind above the silent ice field. Then, Renly Then he hummed softly, "Isn't the night nothing but silence?"？”
As soon as he opened his mouth, dense goose bumps appeared on Lamy's arms. The lingering and ethereal voice gently touched his heartstrings, and he couldn't help but shudder..
“There was once a small boat, but now it is drifting into the distance. Have you ever escaped from rumors and illusions? The truth is no longer true in the shadow of lies. Pick up your sword and shield and prepare to fight..”
The ethereal and unrestrained words like poetry collided with the melodies to create a dazzling light, touching the depths of Lamy's heart truly and warmly. Slowly, the cold air surrounded him and isolated him independently. Come, it seems that no one else exists, and there is no meaning. He is the only one left in the whole world, with only the beautiful voice humming in his ears..
“Is the night nothing but monotony? There was once a tomb, but now it is forgotten somewhere. After a moment of meditation, I began to pray. The broken oath became a trap, meaning no sincerity..”
Lies and truth, trust and betrayal, oaths and farewells, birth and death... It has nothing to do with sincerity or not. They are two sides of the same body, eternally dependent on each other. The illusion of illusion and reality is indistinguishable, just like the sea in the middle of the night. Like sailing, I moved forward quietly, groping, trying to find a lighthouse to guide my way forward, but I stumbled into an iceberg, and was covered in bruises and scars. In the end, I forgot where I was..
“Is the night nothing but blessings? There was once some gold, but now it is scattered all over the world. When will faith hold its head high again? Oh, my God, please tell me why faith is given supreme power..”
I closed my eyes, and the hot tears wet my cold cheeks. I followed the footsteps of God, followed the guidance of my faith, and walked forward resolutely. I still had no regrets about the thorny stumblings along the way. But looking at the devastation and corpses everywhere, , the cold and freezing world suddenly became confused. The memories of the past, the friends of the past, the passion of the past, the persistence of the past, and the faith of the past are scattered all over the world..
Lamy suddenly cried uncontrollably. He finally understood Renly's inner cry. That silent cry came from Eugene, but also from the depths of his own soul. There was no victory or defeat in this game, and there was no goal. , and in the midst of a just war, everything they once firmly believed in collapsed. Looking at their hands stained with blood, dragging heavy and clumsy footsteps, they didn’t know where they should go or where they could reach..
“Is the night nothing but silence?？”
Listen, that is the whisper from the depths of the soul. Is the night nothing but silence? Is war nothing but death? Is faith nothing but self-deception? Is persistence meaning nothing but struggling alone? Is the world nothing but yourself?？
The boundless and endless loneliness permeates every note, making Lamy unable to extricate himself. Opening his eyes, the stars all over the sky seemed to be dancing, with the cold and soft melody falling down like a waterfall. It usually detonated the energy of the whole night, but the loneliness in the hustle and bustle dragged his ankles, falling, falling, falling, falling into the bottomless abyss, with no end..
“There was once a treasure, but now the news is lost. Have you ever escaped from rumors and illusions? Yes, there is a bit of corruption in beauty. Pick up your sword and shield and prepare to fight..”
A part of the soul seemed to be left behind, forever left on the battlefield, forever left on the land soaked in blood, forever left in the world penetrated by death..
Turning his head, Lamy truly understood the meaning of Renly's performance this afternoon. It was a farewell, a gentle farewell. Eugene left a fragment of his soul here forever, along with the woman's. After a long sleep, he could no longer become whole. Even if he survived the battlefield, even if he could escape from the disease, Eugene would never be the same Eugene again..
“Yes, there is a bit of decay in beauty, pick up your sword and shield and prepare to fight.”
“Ernest Hemingway once said that the world is beautiful and worth fighting for. I only believe the second half." This line comes from the classic movie "Seven Deadly Sins", This sentence suddenly appeared in Renly's mind. Perhaps, this is the motivation for Eugene to continue to survive, and it is also the motivation for Eugene to get rid of the nightmare..
Eugene may be like Tim, who spent his whole life not understanding what war is, or even what faith is, but they are still fighting for it. Even if they can't see the end.
Renly's fingers stopped, letting the aftertaste vibrate gently in the air, enjoying this moment of tranquility, as if he could clearly hear the whisper of the wind and the laughter of the stream, and even the playfulness of the stars. In this way. moments, pure and beautiful.
Wiping away the embarrassing tears on his cheeks, Lamy didn't feel shy at all, because he was not alone. The embarrassed faces next to him were much worse than him. Even Karl, who was standing next to him, turned away. This is the second time in one day.
“Renly, what was the name of the song just now? "Lamy involuntarily lowered his voice, just like feathers falling..
“‘Was-There-Nothing? '" Renly thought for a moment, then said the name.
But because there was a question mark at the end of the sentence, Lamy couldn't help but be stunned and confirmed once, "'A piece of nothingness.’？”
Renly nodded and replied in the affirmative, "'A void.？’”
Note: Was-There-Nothing - Asgeir）
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