028 unreal reality
Lamy stood behind the monitor, looking at Renly's quiet and peaceful back. The sunlight seemed to slow down, falling lightly and softly on his shoulders, gently patting away the faint sadness and loss between his eyebrows, quietly, Just stay there quietly, the sound of the falling hourglass of time lingering in your ears, and even the sound of the wind becomes softer, lest it break the tranquility of this moment..
An uncontrollable sadness surged over him. Unexpectedly, Lamy's eyes were already filled with tears. He lowered his head in embarrassment and wiped away the hot tears, but the tears that kept falling down couldn't stop at all. The vague loneliness in Renly's eyes was as vast and turbulent as the earth was falling apart. It hit the softness deep in Lamy's heart so hard that he almost couldn't breathe..
Not only Lamy, but Darin stood among the crowd, his eyes fell deeply, deeply on Renly's figure..
Renly now looks like he has just been fished out of a mire. He is exuding a stench all over his body. The blood and mud on his cheeks make it almost impossible to distinguish the lines of his facial features, and he can only vaguely see his deep eyes. , the dim light slowly rippled in the eyes, dazed, confused, sad, and numb. It was so quiet that it was as quiet as the night, but like a black hole, it absorbed all the warmth of the sun. Quietly, a stormy wave broke out. The huge energy hit Darin's soul violently, cruelly and directly..
Darin didn't like Renly, there was no reason, he told himself, it wasn't because he gave Renly a slap in the face on the first day of production, only to be slapped in the face. He just didn't like Renly's strong self-confidence. And calm and calm, shouldn't a fledgling rookie have to keep his tail between his legs??
But Darling couldn't deny that at this moment, at this magical moment, the energy bursting out of Renly's body vividly interpreted the thoughts and true meaning of the "Pacific War". What was the survival won after his hands were stained with blood? Luck, or torture? What is left of the broken soul that has experienced the baptism of war, faith, hope, persistence, kindness, or nothing? Everything, so cruel, so grand, so real, yet so delicate.
Darin could continue to deny that he could deceive everyone, but he could not deceive himself. He raised his head and looked at the other people in the crew around him. Everyone held their breath and looked at Renly in front of them with concentration, seriousness, and devotion. , even though the filming of this scene has ended, no one made any sound, for fear that the sound of their own breathing would destroy the tranquility of this moment. The cautious emotion danced on the fragile heart, blooming big flowers. Bright red poppy flowers, poignant and sad.
This is no longer a performance. Renly has pulled the illusion in the camera out of the camera and evolved into reality, truly making everyone feel the same and think deeply. That kind of powerful power crosses the boundary between illusion and reality. , breaking through different dimensions of time and space, triggering a storm of thoughts.
Carl- Franklin pursed his dry lips. Even though David praised Renly in front of him, and even though Tom and Steven appointed Renly to play Eugene, he still refused to believe in a newcomer. Ability - A rookie is a rookie. No matter how talented he is, the depth and thickness of his acting skills are still limited. But today, he knew that he was wrong..
Taking a deep breath, Carl looked left and right at the other staff around him. He knew that his actions would cruelly break the tranquility of this moment, but he still had to do it because it was his duty as a director, "Card!" Carl shout out.
Almost at the same time, everyone looked in other directions, either upwards, downwards, or outwards, as if a gust of wind and sand blew past, everyone's eyes were covered with dust, and they all raised their palms to rub away the sand from their eyelids..
Karl coughed twice, covering up the flash of disappointment in his heart, "Very good, this scene is fine, the next one will be fine"!”
However, Lamy stepped forward and boldly grabbed Carl's arm, "Director, can you rest for ten minutes?" Carl looked at Lamy without knowing why, but found that Lamy's eyes fell on Renly's. direction, "I think we all need a break..”
At this time, Renly had let go of the extra in his arms, and the extra had left, but Renly was still sitting on his knees in a daze, as if lost, as if time was completely on his shoulders. stopped.
“Yes, ten minutes, I mean, let's take a ten-minute break." Karl nodded quickly in agreement, his slightly sore nose almost lost control, he turned around in panic and ran away..
Lamy walked up quickly, but didn't know what to do. He walked lightly and squatted down diagonally behind Renly. Looking at the slightly stiff back and the lonely profile, he couldn't help but feel sad. It's a pity that James is not on the crew today. His role has been temporarily stopped and he will follow the second camera crew to another area for filming. Otherwise, he must know how to comfort Renly..
“…… Renly." After hesitating again and again, Lamy began to speak, but he just called out, and the weight of the words made him unable to breathe..
Hearing the sound, Renly raised his head suddenly. The tranquil mood seemed to be broken in an instant. The debris on the ground was shocking. "Oh...hey, big eyes." Renly seemed to come back to his senses quickly. , a warm smile appeared on his face again, "How is it? The shooting just now went well.?”
“Everything went well." Lamy was a little uncomfortable with Renly's normality. He thought for a moment, carefully weighed his words and asked, "Are you... okay??”
“Haha." The smile slightly rose from the corner of his mouth, "Very good, I'm fine." Renly nodded and replied, but Lamy did not give up and looked at Renly intently, his huge eyes almost making him Renly had nowhere to escape, which made him a little helpless. He also knew that his reaction just now was a little abnormal, and he didn't even hear the "stuck" sound. "I was just thinking about some problems.".”
Renly paused and lowered his eyelids slightly, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, "What is the war for? What does faith mean? At the end of life, on the other side of death, is there really nothing? ? And...among countless lies, how should we find the truth, at least our own truth?.”
The gradually lowered words grabbed Lamy's throat, and he didn't know how to answer..
Immediately, Renly raised his gaze again and couldn't help laughing when he saw Lamy's tangled look. He patted Lamy on the shoulder, "There are no answers to these questions, or in other words, they require us to spend money." Questions that only take time to find answers to, some people may never find in their lifetime. I was thinking about these just now, so I was a little dazed. What I am more curious about is, has Eugene found the answer??”
In real life, Eugene died in 2001, so Renly would never get answers from him..
Renly stood up, and then stretched out his right hand towards Lamy, which made Lamy stunned. He raised his head and cast an inquiring gaze towards Renly, and then saw Renly showing a bright smile, "We must It’s time to shoot the next scene. I’m ready. How about you??”
It seemed that there was nothing unusual about Renly, as if the loneliness and loneliness in that moment had never really existed. Lamy carefully searched for the look in Renly's expression, but he failed. Renly was not as normal as usual. Both, just like the past few weeks.
Lamy reached out and grabbed Renly's right hand, using the strength to stand up. Then the two of them left the cabin, returned to the crew, and started filming again. In the following filming, Renly's performance was still very good. I can't see any impact; on the contrary, other actors were acting abnormally, which caused the filming progress to be slower than expected. It was originally expected to end at 5:30, but it ended up waiting until nearly 7 o'clock. day's work.
Renly is fine, he is fine, he's not lying.
He was not so deeply involved in the play that he could not extricate himself. The role of Eugene was indeed full of challenges and difficulties, but it still did not reach his limit. However, during the performance, in order to better interpret Eugene's mentality, he did I am thinking about those philosophical questions, about war, about life, about faith, about loneliness, about living. These questions not only troubled Eugene, but also troubled Renly..
Renly has had a lot, experienced a lot, and gained a lot in his two lives. Under the skin of this twenty-year-old man, there lives a vicissitudes of soul that has lasted for more than forty years. What he sees in his eyes Everything began to become different. The power of time allowed him to learn to think and settle..
Of course, as Renly said to Lamy, not everyone can find the answers to these questions. Time will tell everything. Renly is lucky enough to have a second life and a second chance to re-examine himself. , chase dreams again, and enjoy life again.
He raised his head and looked at the vast sky in the southern hemisphere. The stars in the sky made the deep night sky present a breathtaking and wonderful scene. Renly temporarily put aside all the thoughts in his mind and simply enjoyed the tranquility. The clear and translucent strings of the guitar rang in my ears, gently plucking the heartstrings of the night, as if the whole world was listening to the moving melody..
Involuntarily, a string of moving musical notes appeared in Renly's mind. Although performing has always been Renly's dream and his persistence, it is undeniable that music has always been his best partner. Since his rebirth, he has spent fearful days and nights. Only the musical notes dancing on the staff can know the deepest secrets in his heart..
“Rami, can you lend me your guitar? "Renly retracted his feet and looked at Lamy, who was holding the guitar and playing casually..
Without saying a word, Lamy handed the guitar to Renly, and then asked curiously, "I didn't know that you could also play the guitar."?”
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