246 Exhausted physically and mentally
Quiet, besides quiet, still quiet.
The whole apartment was quiet. From silent communication to tough confrontation, from clear conversations to vague roars, the atmosphere always remained tense, but the sound was like a roller coaster, rising and falling, and the emotions also experienced this thrilling experience. An exciting experience. But in the end, when all the noise disappeared and only silence remained, the helpless sigh and helpless loneliness made people unable to make a sound..
It wasn't until the olive oil in the frying pan splashed out, and it seemed to get intense, that Drake shouted "Ka". However, after shouting, he realized - he really was a little bit The sound was gone. In the end, I could only wave and let Brian shout instead. This ended the filming of the whole scene..
Drake started watching the replay and re-examining the scene.
However, Renly did not pass this time. He was still sitting where he was. The pleasure of the performance returned to his body again. He could feel the difference between reality and illusion, and he could also feel the difference between himself and Jacob. The difference between the cloths, but the whole person was still deeply immersed in the helpless and confused emotion just now. He needed a little time..
There were footsteps at the door. Renly raised his head and saw Felicity..
Felicity's face was also covered with fatigue. The fatigue that surged from the depths of her soul surged between her eyebrows and lingered. She even had no strength to smile..
The two people just looked at each other quietly without saying a word. The communication and transmission of their eyes spread under the bright yellow light. The emotions in their eyes were so similar, and the curvature of their mouths were also so similar. They were still Jacob and Anna. , but also Renly and Felicity.
She twitched the corners of her mouth slightly, trying to form a smile, but failed, so she pursed her lips and said softly, "Thank you.".
She needed to thank Renly, not only because of the inspiration brought by the song "Believe in It", which allowed her to reorganize her thinking; but also because during the performance just now, Renly's powerful performance aura firmly held her in mind. She controlled the rhythm. She didn't need to think or hesitate. Following Renly's guidance, all the performances were so smooth..
This was a brand new experience. She didn't even deliberately memorize the lines. Those words just came out from the depths of her soul, as if she was Anna, as if she had experienced so many vicissitudes with Jacob, as if she really Already exhausted, that sense of reality makes performing a pleasure and a nightmare at the same time.
Being immersed in Anna's emotions and unable to extricate herself, this made Felicity physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't even want to move a finger..
“Thank you." Renly replied.
Felicity was stunned for a moment, but then she realized that this was not Renly's answer, but Jacob's answer - because deep down, they all knew that it was over, everything was over, " Thank you." This is a way to express gratitude for the happiness and pain in the past years. It is also a way to thank Renly for the running-in and matching of shooting during the past period..
The boundary between reality and illusion was blurred again. She was Felicity and Anna. She looked deeply at the man in front of her, so calmly, without waves or embarrassment, as if she was just looking at a stranger— —Or maybe she was looking at an ordinary friend. The handsome face began to become blurry, and she couldn't tell whether it was Jacob or Renly in front of her..
But, it doesn't matter anymore.
Felicity watched Renly lower his eyes and avoid looking; she also lowered her eyes and turned to leave..
The last spark between them seemed to be shattered at this moment, losing light and color bit by bit, just like Anna and Jacob's exhausted love, gradually fading into death..
In the ending of "Crazy Love", Anna and Jacob overcame many difficulties and finally obtained a visa. Then Anna resigned without hesitation, rejected Simon's proposal, and came to Los Angeles; Jacob also asked Sam Moved out again to welcome Anna's arrival. The two lonely and exhausted figures finally reunited. They hugged each other tightly. Their persistence, their efforts, and their love finally defeated the constraints of time and space and left. Come together.
The movie ends like this. It seems to be a happy ending.
But Renly knows that they can never go back. The broken reunion is just a continuation of strangeness and alienation; the reluctant reunion is just the beginning of mutual harm. Just like Drake in real life..
Now, at this moment, Renly saw this ending in Felicity's eyes, and Felicity saw this ending in Renly's eyes. They found Jacob and Anna in each other, and they felt love. The origin of love, and now they feel the demise of love. In just two weeks, they have experienced ten years of vicissitudes. The spark of love that had no time to burst out has just died..
Actor is really a very special profession, isn't it? They have never loved, but they have truly loved.
“Very good, there was nothing wrong with the scene just now." Brian said hesitantly, and after receiving Derek's nod of approval, he gave a thumbs up, "Perfect! "Then I saw Drake smiling brightly..
After hours of tossing, Renly and Felicity finally got into shape, which was undoubtedly the greatest good news. However, the scene was still not finished filming, and they changed the angle and field of view and reshot it. The entire crew I was busy until after ten o'clock in the evening, and then I ended the whole day's work.
Generally speaking, Hollywood also guarantees the working time limit for actors. Every actor must work within eight hours a day. If it exceeds eight hours, you need to negotiate with the actor and get a positive answer; similarly, at night Or during abnormal working hours in the early morning, communication needs to be completed before filming starts..
However, the situation of "Crazy Love" is really special. With limited funds, they really race against time. After obtaining the consent of the two actors, they worked more than twelve hours a day, and finally they were able to All shoots were completed according to plan - and most importantly, with no cost overruns.
After leaving the filming location, Felicity took the initiative to say hello to her colleagues on the set, and then trotted straight ahead. A man in the driver's seat of the car got out, opened his arms, and gave Felicity a A big hug. Felicity buried herself in the man's arms and took a deep breath. After a while, she breathed a sigh of relief, raised her head, and showed a shallow smile, "Let's go back." Home bar.”
“It seems that you are exhausted today." The man patted Felicity's head lovingly, then put his arm around Felicity's shoulders and escorted her to the passenger seat, and then walked back to the driver's seat. Get in the car, start it, wave to the crew members, and finally drive away.
That was Felicity's boyfriend. After returning to London, he would come to pick her up from get off work on time every day. He had never formally introduced himself to the crew. He just nodded and said hello from a distance every time, remaining professional and objective enough. Not to disturb Felicity's workplace; nevertheless, everyone on the set has recognized his presence.
“Model boyfriend." Brian's voice rang from the side, and everyone immediately said, "Do you also want to have a boyfriend? "The atmosphere couldn't help but become relaxed again..
Walking along the dark blue street, the silver-gray four-door car parked not far away turned on its cabin lights. Renly knew that it was his car. He waved goodbye to his colleagues on the crew and looked Seeing that Derek was completely speechless, he pointed at his throat and signaled him to have a good rest tonight, then turned around and walked towards the car..
Matthew picked up his briefcase from the passenger seat, put away the legal documents he was working on one by one, and then put the briefcase on the back seat. All actions were orderly. When Renly came over, He opened the passenger door, watched Renly sit in, and said with a smile, "I got off work twenty minutes early today. Are you sure you can finish all filming tomorrow?"？”
Renly shrugged, "My part has been completed." Tomorrow is Felicity's scene. She and Charlie Bray still have a few scenes to wrap up, but they are not very difficult. "Today's work is done. , the biggest difficulty is over. I can finally breathe a sigh of relief.……”
Suddenly, Renly's voice disappeared. Matthew was looking to see if there was a car behind him. He was stunned. When he turned his head, he found that Renly was leaning on the back of the chair and had fallen into a deep sleep. He was still chatting a second ago. , he fell asleep in the next second, which made Matthew laugh dumbly and shook his head helplessly. It seemed that today's work was very hard, and Renly was completely overdrawn..
He lowered his head to confirm that Renly had fastened his seat belt, and then saw a piece of art paper falling out of Renly's pocket, crumpled and folded into a ball, and the paper was irregular and looked like it had been torn off from nowhere. . People who don’t know will definitely think that this is waste paper, but Matthew knows Renly, and this is most likely an important document. Typical Renly style.
Matthew spread out the waste paper to confirm whether it was waste paper or an important document, and then he saw the familiar handwriting on it. Renly's sloppy and elegant handwriting came into view. There was only one row of words on the first line, "Believe in it" ", and then the second row is...poetry？
“In the night you declare the end of everything, but you are just lost in the darkness.”
Matthew slowly browsed through it. Unconsciously, he slowly leaned against the back of the chair and read it carefully and seriously. After reading it, he couldn't help but read it again..
Turning his head and looking at Renly's calm and peaceful face, Matthew carefully flattened the art paper, folded it into a square, and put it in his coat pocket; then, he turned off the dim lights in the car and started the engine. , left the parking space.
The speed of the car was steady and even, moving forward unhurriedly through the night..
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