2473 Explosive moment
You advance and I retreat. You come and I go. You attack and I defend..
A rich and intense confrontation is like a tango, taking place between Cameron and Renly. Hormones are mixed with fear, excitement and tension, bursting out between the interlacing eyes and the confrontation of body shapes. The boundary between reality and illusion is changing. Disappearing quietly, seducing the closer and closer temptation, the smell of blood began to quietly spread..
“I can easily kill you now, before someone shows up and does something interesting to you. Then you will be with me in spirit too.”
Cameron couldn't tell whether he was speaking or Edmond was speaking. The voice in his head kept whispering in his ears, and the tears in his eyes were filled with complicated emotions. , and he is enjoying the joy and beauty of this moment.
He held his breath.
But it made a faint smile flow from his eyes. He liked to see his nervous look. Then, the smile suddenly disappeared, just like erasing it directly with an eraser. His expression returned to calmness and calmness, and the gentle look was fading away. show hurt feelings.
“I've invited you to come and see me many times, but even this time, I didn't expect you to actually come." Then, he took another step forward, standing almost face to face with Holden, and his breath seemed to be able to beat. On each other's cheeks, the disappeared smile reappeared, extending from the corners of the mouth to the eyes, "Why are you here, Holden？”
Holden stares at Edmond.
Just watching like this, he couldn't react. The truth was waiting in his mind to come out, but he didn't want to admit it and didn't dare to admit it. So, he shook his head gently..
Just shaking his head has exhausted all the energy, but he shakes his head again firmly, trying to give himself courage with the shaking of his head, but the sound that rushes out of his throat trembles slightly uncontrollably, which is completely different from the force of the movement. Different, revealing the true emotion, "I don't know.”
he doesn't know.
He really doesn't know.
He doesn't want to know.
The answer was already ringing in his ears, but he refused to know the truth, for fear that if he knew the truth, he might completely fall apart, and he would no longer be himself, but... but Edmund's projection..
But obviously, his denial failed to deceive Edmund..
Edmond smiled, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, with a hint of pity and sympathy, but more tenderness and care. His whole face became warm, and then he raised his left hand and patted it gently. Holden's right shoulder - It can be clearly noticed that the entire muscles of Holden's right shoulder are so stiff and numb that it seems that half of his body cannot move..
This made Edmond's smile even brighter..
“Very good, now...this is the truth." Edmund said softly.：
The reason why Holden came to look for Edmund in a difficult situation was because deep down in his heart, he subconsciously believed that only Edmund could understand him in this world. Bill, Wendy, and Debbie could not understand him. He, only Edmund - this cruel and cold-blooded serial killer is the only one in the world who can understand him.
He, trying to seek Edmund's understanding and asylum.
So, does this mean he is the same as Edmond? Or is he evolving into Edmund? he will also be edmond？
Staring at his own reflection in Edmund's eyes, the fear holding his heart tightened his fingertips, clenching, and clenching again. The severe pain instantly made him lose his voice: No, it's not like this, absolutely not. This shouldn't be like this, it won't develop like this.
Fear caused all Holden's masks and armor to fall apart. He was afraid of Edmund, but he was even more afraid of himself, his demonic self..
But there was a hint of protective pity deep in Edmund's eyes, as if he sympathized with Holden's experience. Then he took the last half step forward, got closer, and then got closer. He opened his arms and chest like this, Gave Holden a warm hug and hugged him tightly.
“God! god oh god！”
The thick warmth surrounded him, and then Holden realized that this was what he was looking for - amidst the turmoil in the recent period, he had been searching for a warm hug, but in the end, he Found it here in Edmond, what does that mean?？
Holden even had the urge to close his eyes and enjoy it, but this urge really scared him, exploding like thunder..
open.
open！
His mind was roaring at the top of his lungs, but his throat could not make any sound. This made him widen his eyes and open his mouth. His dilated pupils were filled with fear, and it seemed that he could clearly see that his soul was moving a little bit. Dissipate a little, like a sandcastle gradually being eroded on the beach.
“open！”
The sound finally burst out, as weak as a mosquito's cry, but it was still able to be released. This made his body finally burst out with energy, and he broke away from Edmund's arms with all his strength. There was only one thought in his mind: run, Run away, run away to the ends of the earth quickly.
But his weak knees couldn't help at all. His steps slipped slightly, which made him look extremely funny, but he couldn't care anymore and just slammed open the intensive care unit. "Bang!" He said He used all his strength to slam the door of the room against the wall..
The doctors and nurses who disappeared from the monitoring room just now were standing at the door. They had not gone far, but all this was no longer important to Holden..
run！
run away！
Holden had only one thought in his mind and ran away. He didn't even care about his etiquette and precautions, nor his timidity and vulnerability. He just ran forward in big strides..
breathe！
After just taking a few steps, the suffocating feeling of being unable to breathe finally came to his senses. He forced himself to start breathing. His throat seemed to finally open, but because he was breathing too quickly, he started to cough. He needed to leave! He needs to get out of here as soon as possible! But he needs to breathe more！
he can't breathe！
He can't breathe！
oxygen！
he needs oxygen！
The pace was forced to slow down, and Holden took big breaths, which became more and more cramped and intense. His chest began to rise and fall violently, but he still couldn't feel much oxygen support, and he felt the fear of dehydration and exhaustion. Hit your stomach so hard that your knees give out and you can barely stand..
Holden tried to find the armrest next to him to support himself, but his vision began to blur, and all body functions began to weaken rapidly due to lack of oxygen..
armrest！
caught！
However, his hands could not exert any force at all, and his knees and legs could no longer support the weight of his body. All his strength was drained, and he was staggering and unable to control his steps. His whole body fell to the ground softly..
He supported his body with both hands and tried to continue to escape. He had to escape far away from the cage behind and the Edmund in the cage. Even though his legs had no strength, his hands still stubbornly supported his body and moved forward, one step at a time. Start crawling on the ground step by step.
breathe！
he needs to breathe！
But there's no air in my lungs！
That fear had a firm grip on his heart and refused to let go.
After drowning, he struggled hard to no avail. He still couldn't feel the presence of any oxygen, and then the strength in his hands completely disappeared..
Even the light in my eyes is disappearing——
what to do？
He is disappearing, Holden is disappearing, and is replaced by the Edmond deep in his soul, the one who speaks softly and considerately, the one whose IQ is so superior that no one can understand him, the one who is organized and tries to help all potential criminals, the one who is lonely and helpless... That Edmund with bloody hands.
what to do！
“How are you? "The nurse's voice of inquiry came to my ears..
“I can't breathe. I can't breathe." Holden kept mumbling like this, his helpless eyes calling for help, he was about to be swallowed up, he was about to be torn apart, help! Help!！
“did you eat something？”
“I have no idea.”
“do you have any allergies？”
“I don't know." He couldn't answer, he couldn't think, he couldn't breathe, "I'm dying.”
“You're not going to die, you're in the hospital……”
The nurse's voice gradually faded away, eventually becoming a blur, like a hollow echo, gradually drifting to the far end of the darkness, and then the light began to dim, and the whole world began to gradually become distant..
he is dying.
Holden is dying.
Edmund is taking over his body.
He's becoming another Edmund.
kill him！
Kill him now! Otherwise he will evolve into another killer.！
But he wants to keep living! Who can save him? Who can save Holden?？
Come on, come on, help him, kill the Edmund in his mind, come on, save the Holden in his mind.！
“I'm dying..." Did anyone hear his cry for help? Holden is dying! "I'm dying……”
He just fell completely limp to the ground. His whole body was curled up like a ripe shrimp. The suffocating darkness was overwhelmingly enveloped. His hearing, smell, vision, taste, touch, etc. were all degrading. Open your mouth and try your best, but still can't breathe.
“I warned you, your attitude will eventually bring you consequences." That was Bill's voice..
“If you continue this pattern of behavior, you will destroy yourself." That was the voice of the boss..
“Not the treasure you think you're digging." That was Wendy's voice..
“Are we friends? Horton? "That was Edmund's voice.
And he was like a dead fish out of the water, breathing continuously with his mouth wide open, but in the end it was all in vain. With his pupils that gradually spread, you could clearly see the whole process of his soul being fragmented. It was grand and spectacular, but silent. , and then the light of the spirit dimmed little by little..
“Who do you think you are, a police officer? "That's his own voice.
“Torture and mutilation. That is your world, and it also makes you suspicious." That was...whose voice was that, was it his own, Edmund's, or someone else's voice?？
He opened his eyes wide and tried his best to catch the last remaining light in the world, but he failed. A drop of crystal clear tears flowed from his eyes, but it reflected a hint of despair. Then, his breath... …was choked off.
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