2458 invisible hand
The back-and-forth conversation is going on quietly, and you can vaguely feel the feeling of "Horton VS Edmund". Although Cameron is still a little jerky and Renly is still adjusting, he is far from being 100% committed. The characters still need to work hard; but the two of them are indeed developing in the right direction..
Cameron stared at Renly quietly, and had a very subtle and unique experience. It was as if he was looking at Renly and facing Holden. That vague feeling made his attention begin to collapse. It was like falling into a fog, a hazy and fuzzy state that produced a wonderful hallucination. In a state of confusion, he said, "I like you.".”
It’s not like that you like it, but it’s like that you appreciate it..
Then Cameron could feel a line of sight directed towards him, half-smiling but not smiling, vaguely showing some panic and embarrassment, but the light expression did not look...repulsive, the halo of that expression The harmonious aura seemed to be releasing a warm and soft breath, which made him more and more excited. Deep in his heart, there was an urge to come closer. It had nothing to do with "sex", but just wanted to clear the clouds and see that face clearly. Kong and the emotions in those eyes tried to explore the truth hidden in them..
“Well, this is a beginning." The corners of the handsome mouth raised slightly, and he still had the half-smiling expression. It seemed that all the complicated emotions had been suppressed, and he regained his usual calm. He could only dodge. Judging from his eyes, the surging emotions have still not calmed down. This sentence is not about taking the initiative, but about passive avoidance..
snap！
At this moment, a light lit up in Cameron's mind, because Renly stood up and said with a smile on his face, "Just perform according to this rhythm." All the fog in his mind was dispelled, blurry and hazy. The outline of the world becomes clear again. The floating feeling of stepping on cotton is as if I have become a hydrogen balloon, floating in mid-air, up and down, left and right. It is really difficult to pin down..
Then, Renly turned around and left..
It took Cameron many, many seconds to realize: What on earth did I just say? Is it Cameron who is speaking, or is it Edmond who is speaking? So what does it mean under what circumstances?？
everything is so blurry.
It was as if... it was as if his body was controlled by a certain thought, and then his words and demeanor were expressed naturally, but he had no idea how this happened - it was just that his mind was extremely clear and he could feel the entire Every detail and feeling of the process.
So, this is... he knows what happened, but he doesn't know what happened.
Thinking back on the past carefully, you can notice the subtle changes in Renly's tone and eyes, as if there is an invisible pull, like a puppet controlled by silk threads, pulling emotions and actions, those words Just blurted it out unconsciously.
This is a magical experience that Cameron has never experienced before. He can't even accurately describe what it is and what it feels like..
What's even more commendable is that logically speaking, Edmund should be the one taking the initiative, while the fledgling Holden is the one being manipulated; but during the performance, Cameron could feel an invisible force. His big hands control the situation, but Renly is still able to show a sense of being controlled that is harmless to humans and animals..
So, is all this true? Or is it just his illusion and fantasy?？
If true, how did Renly do it? How should he describe it accurately?？
“Wow! "The whole mind was like a big explosion, and all the thoughts exploded directly. Cameron sat where he was, and his smile couldn't help but rise..
“Cameron? "Hannah's voice came - this time it was real. Her expression was a little stiff, she was apologetic, and she took awkward steps and explained, "Well, Renly said... you might need a little help... I...I'm sorry, I don't know...I really didn't mean it.”
“I know, I know, don't worry." After speaking, Cameron realized that his tone was a bit strange, as if Grandma Wolf was comforting Little Red Riding Hood - he still couldn't get rid of the role, and then shook his head repeatedly to wake himself up, His tone and tone returned to normal, "I mean, who could say no to Renly? At least I can't.”
Hannah breathed a sigh of relief, but still asked cautiously, "Are you sure you're okay?？”
Cameron nodded in affirmation, "You know what? Renly and I just practiced a scene together. No, this is not quite correct. Ah, I don't know how to describe it. In short, Renly really When you are in the state, the feeling is completely different. It is really amazing. Those characters and ideas hidden in your body will naturally be drawn out.……”
“But first, you need to know your role," Hannah added..
Cameron thought about it carefully and then nodded in affirmation, "That's true. I mean, I watched all of Edmond's documentary materials. I know his tone, expression and rhythm, but I'm not sure how to integrate it." Go to the show and face Renly……”
The words stopped here again, seeming to be lost in his own thoughts..
“It just came out naturally." Hannah added the second half of Cameron's sentence.
Cameron nodded repeatedly, "Yes. Yes, that's it..”
“Phew, then I'll be relieved." Hannah exhaled a long breath, "You know what? I just went to the break room to get coffee and chatted with Rooney. I mentioned that you were nervous. It was obvious that you were not sure what to do. Then Renly offered to help. He was willing to talk to you..”
“God, I'm not sure if it's my imagination. I always feel that Renly is very gentle, even gentler than what I saw in Sundance Live, but also a little stiff. I don't know how to describe it... uh, I think it is definitely I am neurotic and misunderstood. You can ignore my contradictory thoughts.……”
Hannah rambled on about what happened in the lounge just now, completing the puzzle for Cameron. However, Cameron did not respond aloud, but gradually fell into his own thoughts, and couldn't help but think about it again. From Renly's message on his black notepad.
“Dear Cameron，
You can be any actor you want to be. Now that you start dreaming, why not dream bigger?？
your，
Renly-Hall.”
Such simple words, but you can see Renly thinking about them seriously, fell deeply into Cameron's heart, driving him to work harder and focus more..
But he didn't expect that less than a week after the first meeting between the two of them, he was already standing in front of Renly to perform, and he took the initiative himself. It was like a fantasy dream, really happening, sweet. And the happy dream made him unable to help but want to laugh.
Then, the corners of his mouth raised, but the heat and excitement in his mind turned into motivation - he knew that he had to be more determined and focused, otherwise the next performance would probably be messed up; and he definitely didn't want to mess up. , especially when the actor he plays against is his idol.
An idea flashed in his mind, and Cameron interrupted Hannah, "Tell me, is Renly practicing?？”
“What? "Hannah didn't understand.
“I mean, Renly is practicing Holden's demeanor and habits in his daily life, living in Holden's way, thinking in Holden's way, etc." Cameron paused here, and then Hannah also Stunned on the spot, both of them were lost in their own thoughts, and the stormy waves.
I can’t describe exactly what this feels like: admiration? Or... fear？
……
After turning around and leaving, Renly temporarily put Cameron in the back of his mind, not knowing the conversation between Cameron and Hannah at all, but even if he knew, Renly wouldn't care: in his opinion, these integrations The performance of life still has not found the right rhythm and still needs more adjustment..
Due to burnout and laziness, Renly's understanding and capture of the character seemed to lack some spark. At the same time, Renly's enthusiasm and concentration when he devoted himself to the performance also dropped a lot. These differences in details affected the presentation of the character. This is in This was absolutely impossible before.
For Renly, he needs more time to adjust and more energy to invest..
The only good thing is that the character of Holden has indeed developed and transformed step by step. He does not need to exert any force in the initial stage of the series, and the entire performance is relatively light and simple; moreover, Holden himself has many rules and regulations, and the whole person It seems that their characters have been framed, which also means that Renly only needs to understand these frames and then perform according to the frame to meet the initial requirements of the series..
It's not difficult.
The reduced burden allowed Renly to truly return to his roots and figure out some basic performances. Renly was indeed able to travel lightly: David was not talking nonsense..
It is precisely because of this that Renly has always been trying to figure out the role, carving out Holden's personality bit by bit through more conversations, more actions, and more exchanges, and adjusting the proportion of the performance bit by bit. Through different interactions, Put Holden in the corresponding situation, simulate a real reaction, and then make adjustments according to the effect, big or small, and finally find the most correct and appropriate performance method..
It's like... just like the shape game played by babies under three years old during the babbling stage: on a hexahedron, each side has a different shape, such as square, rectangle, pentagon, circle, etc.; and then there are corresponding solids next to it Cubes, they need to find the correct position and fit them perfectly so that they can place the three-dimensional cubes into the hexahedron..
Right now, Renly is going through such a process.
In the eyes of others, it is a bit boring, a bit cumbersome, and even a bit tired - the same is true for Renly. He may not have done it before, but it is true now. However, Renly still persists because he needs this process, and then gradually let it go. If you focus on yourself, things will become easier..
Gradually, Renly found some tracks. Although he was tired, he finally gained something..
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