229 Stop at etiquette
Seeing Jennifer's boyish behavior, Renly couldn't help but chuckle. Felicity, who was standing beside him, raised her head and asked, "What's wrong?"？”
“Jennifer is full of youthful energy, isn't she? "Renly sighed lightly, and the smile at the corner of his mouth became wider..
Felicity looked at Renly carefully. Under the illumination of street lamps and moonlight, Renly's facial features seemed to be hidden in the shadows, and she couldn't see clearly. She didn't know if it was her imagination or because of the darkness of the night. relationship, but she captured a hint of vicissitudes between her eyebrows, experiencing the vicissitudes of years of precipitation and polishing..
Felicity shook her head and denied her judgment, "You're only twenty years old, aren't you?？”
Renli paused. At the age of twenty, he was really far away from his wanton and rampant youth. Even if he immersed himself in sprinting towards his dream, even if he unswervingly held on to his inner perseverance, he would still be there after all. I can't go back to my twenties again.
“No, I'm about to turn twenty-one." Renly turned to look at Felicity, with a touch of ridicule in his eyes, as if he was complaining about Felicity's "inappropriate behavior.”.
This look made Felicity laugh, and there were ripples in her heart. The throbbing was becoming more and more obvious, and it seemed that she could no longer suppress it, and was about to take root, sprout, and break out of the ground. She looked at Renly's eyes, thick eyelashes cast sparse shadows, and the dark brown eyes were completely hidden, making it unreal. He could only vaguely capture a faint light under the deep pool, and his heart suddenly contracted. Suddenly, breathing stopped.
pounding, heartbeat.
Renly couldn't help but stop, looking at the gleaming light deep in Felicity's eyes, like the moonlight rippling in clear spring water, bright and cold, but blooming into brilliant fireworks, that clear The translucent eyes reflected his face, and he could see the corners of his mouth rising slightly. The beating of his heart was not violent, but extremely clear. Every beat hit his chest hard, extremely real, and extremely excited..
From the corner of his sight, he caught those soft lips. The cherry-colored luster was intoxicating in the blurred night. Then Renly took a step forward, completely closing the distance between the two people in an instant, and finally disappeared completely. The curves of their bodies fit together, and they lowered their heads for a kiss..
The fusion of softness and softness, the collision of stiffness and stiffness, the encounter of hotness and scorching heat, the wonderful chemical reaction made the two people gradually merge into one, all the light around the body disappeared, and there were only the two of them left in the whole world in an instant , the thunderous beating of the heart hit the eardrums hard, all the noise became quiet, and only the "pop" sound echoed.
The hot breath between the nostrils is pulling and entwining. The dry woody aroma belonging to men and the delicate jasmine aroma belonging to women gradually become entangled together. They are so hot that they almost reach the boiling point. You can clearly feel the soft touch between your lips and teeth. Touching the hard barrier, the spirit and consciousness are lost in it..
separated.
The soft lips were slightly swollen, and the cold air surged in like a flood. From the lips to the cheeks to every pore of the body, one could clearly feel the coldness and loneliness of the night, from the boiling point to the freezing point, the powerful The temperature difference made both of them shiver, but they had no time to react, so they had to gasp for air to let the cold oxygen cool down their almost exploding lungs..
Only now did Felicity feel that those strong shoulders were almost crushing her thin frame. When her arms were released, her feet couldn't help but weaken, and she was almost unable to stand still. It was as if the person had melted in the hot temperature. The exhilarating feeling of breaking through the water after drowning made her avoid her eyes in panic. Her heart was beating wildly out of control. She didn't even dare to look at Renly. Even if it's just her arms or her shirt, she can only close her eyes.
Her chaotic brain couldn't sort out her thoughts at all. She took half a step back, only to find that her body was trembling slightly. The excitement and excitement still hadn't dissipated for a long time. This was even more beautiful than she imagined. But, But she can't do this.
Felicity clenched her hands into fists, forcing herself to calm down. Even though her brain was screaming, her body was responding, and every cell was excited, she had to calm down..
She looked down at the slightly damp road in front of her. She didn't know if the sprinkler truck had just passed by or if it had rained lightly before she came out. Renly's pair of black Converse canvas shoes appeared in her sight. She couldn't help but think of Renly taking off his shoes just now. In the scene when he takes off his shoes and sits on the bed, his socks are black. There are no fancy patterns or sloppy lint. They are just clean and simple black..
stop! she must stop！
Felicity knew that she was crossing a boundary. The illusion of the movie and the reality of reality were becoming blurred. The auras of Renly and Jacob made it impossible for her to distinguish clearly. The feeling of heart palpitations, heartbeat, and heart falling was unprecedented. The ground became real. The kiss just now had broken the boundaries. She could not make any more mistakes..
From the moment she decided to become an actor, Felicity knew that people are not machines. It is impossible to pull away when you say it, and to calm down when you say it is. There are countless cases in Hollywood where people pretend to be in love and act in real ways. This has nothing to do with acting skills. It has nothing to do with it, just related to personal emotions.
However, Felicity didn't expect that this day would come so quickly..
The kiss just now was really too beautiful, so beautiful that it was like a dream, making people unwilling to wake up. But the more beautiful it was, the more she knew that this was wrong. The strong chemical reaction was breaking the film performance. The barriers are confusing, and if left unchecked, things will only get worse..
“I like you." Felicity closed her eyes tightly, gritted her teeth, and summoned up all the courage to say. After saying it, she finally felt a little relaxed in her heart, "Felicity likes Renly, not just As Anna, I like Jacob. In fact, I can’t tell whether it’s reality or acting... But, this is how my heart feels now. Yes, I like you.”
Felicity opened her eyes and raised her head to look at Renly again. She could find a hint of joyful smile in those deep eyes. It was not strong, but extremely mellow. The faint halo seemed to be The first light after the Big Bang made her heart beat rapidly. "No, listen to me. If I am interrupted, I will not have the courage to continue." She could sense that Renly wanted to continue. Opening her mouth - or maybe it was her imagination, but she couldn't care about that at this time, she had to grit her teeth and finish speaking in one breath..
“But I know this is wrong. Work is work and life is life. We can't mix things up." Felicity said without taking a breath. She had to say it all before Renly could speak, "It's more important. The thing is..." Felicity bit her gums gently and said it smoothly, "I have a boyfriend in London. I know, I was going to say it before the kiss, but everything happened too much. Come on, it's my fault.”
“We've been dating for six years and he's great and everything is fine, he's an artist and just recently came back from work and he got a job in LA designing interior sets for 'The Big Bang Theory' so, we don't Being separated and just flying back and forth. We're not Jacob and Anna. I mean, we're fine, everything's fine. I love him so much. Yeah, that's it.”
Felicity knew that her words were messy, almost disorganized and confusing; Felicity also knew that she was really too self-righteous. Maybe the kiss just now didn't mean anything at all, maybe Renly It's just that she doesn't feel like walking out of the shooting, she can't help it, it's nothing at all... But she has no choice, she needs to say it, not only because she needs to keep herself sane, but also because she likes Renly, and as a member of the opposite sex, she also as a friend.
“After the filming of "Crazy in Love" was over, she also hoped to be friends with Renly. Even if she couldn't, she didn't want the two parties to continue to be embarrassed. Therefore, she knew that it was too selfish and too stupid for her to take the initiative to say these words. Even too neurotic, but she still had to say it.
After finishing speaking in one breath, Felicity waited for a response, but did not hear any sound. After waiting for a long time, she carefully opened her eyes, and then she saw Renly standing next to him, with a smile on his face. With a faint smile, a little joking, a little proud, a little cheerful.
Felicity didn't know what reaction she was expecting from Renly, but at least it wasn't like this..
“Huh... I'm really relieved." Renly had a slight smile on his face, which made Felicity confused. She didn't understand where this sentence came from. Did she really make it by herself? Amorous? "I thought you were going to say that the kiss just now was really terrible, or that you had bad breath. This was not an experience worth remembering. You know how terrible it was for the person involved. accusation? Especially men." Renly blinked and lowered his voice slightly. "Men always have some inexplicable self-esteem and pride. So, you didn't express criticism. This is definitely the best news I heard tonight..”
Looking at Renly's happy expression, Felicity was stunned for a moment, and then she laughed dumbly, "Renly!" She was very serious, but when Renly teased her like this, all the atmosphere disappeared. Yi/Li also lost her embarrassment. She didn't even realize it, and the smile at the corner of her mouth rose again..
“I'm serious." There was a smile in Renly's eyes, but his words were still extremely serious, showing his determination..
Felicity looked at Renly, and Renly looked at Felicity. The two of them paused for a moment, and then they laughed at the same time, a light laughter overflowing from the corners of their mouths..
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