2210 Blizzard is coming
Let it end like this, let everything end here.
Renly loosened his hands, took off his strength, and then... gave up resistance, and just quietly watched the life force flowing away from his body bit by bit, just like the blood dripping down his fingers, slowly disappearing. He will never come back; the light in the depths of his eyes dims bit by bit, letting the darkness in the room begin to invade and devour his brain, and it seems that he can truly feel the dissipation process of himself being wiped out..
The body is just floating in the biting coldness. The body and soul are quietly dissolving into the boundless darkness. In the end, nothing will be left, no trace at all, just like It's like he never came to this world.
“snap！”
The switch of life was pulled down like this.
“roar！”
The ferocious and frightening demon opened its huge mouth to devour him, and disappeared without a trace in an instant. Only the light of his soul was still faintly bright, and his body and consciousness seemed to have lost their support, and then he Completely reduced to a wisp of lonely soul, but the full burst of pain stimulated the nerves, as if a giant hand passed through the layers of surroundings and armor, grabbed the brain and began to exert force, just like five horses tearing the body apart, completely destroying the soul. fall into pieces.
Suddenly, Renly sat up directly. The splitting pain in his head exploded under the suffocation state. A mushroom cloud appeared in the depths of his mind. The whole world began to fall apart, but the powerful power that burst out in an instant made him The nightmare dissipated and returned to reality. All the magic seemed to be released. He sat up straight and breathed fiercely. Because it was too fast, he began to cough violently, as if his entire lungs were about to be coughed out. But still can't capture oxygen.
He is suffocating. He is suffocating！
“Bang！”
The door to the room was pushed open fiercely, and Matthew's figure appeared in the darkness, shouting urgently and anxiously, "Renly?" Those frightened shouts and strange sounds spread throughout the night, throughout the house Everyone could feel the heartbreaking pain, which made everyone wake up from their sleep and start running in panic..
But Renly shouted in horror, "No! Don't come over! Stop! Just stop there! Don't come over! Don't!" The muscles in his body were completely tense, as if they might explode at any time, and his blood vessels, which were extremely tight, were struggling to break free. Holding the restraints of the skin, trying to get out directly, the twisted muscles seemed to be able to see a ghost face running rampant, and even the night began to become turbulent and fierce..
“Get away！”
Renly's ferocious and desperate roar made Matthew's footsteps stop in place. However, he saw Renly grab his throat with both hands, force, and force, and then his whole face turned red. , he was almost unable to breathe, but the strength of his hands still did not relax, as if the devil had taken possession of him - the devil was devouring his soul..
“Renly！”
Matthew's footsteps moved forward again, and he quickly came to the edge of the bed, grabbed Renly's hands, and shouted in panic and fear, "Release the power! Renly, let go! Quick! Renly! Wake up, wake up ! This is a nightmare, Renly, wake up, it's just a nightmare! Let go!！”
Matthew's whole body's strength burst out, and he unreasonably opened Renly's hands, forcing him to let go - but Renly still didn't wake up, and desperately tried to break free from Matthew's restraints, just like a wild beast. As if on a rampage, he kept mumbling, "I hate you. I hate you! I hate you!" He even lost control, his saliva flowed down like this, he screamed inarticulately, and the bruises and struggles spread all over his body. There was a strong smell of blood that made onlookers start to suffocate..
“Renly! Philip! I need help! Philip! "Matthew firmly supported Renly's hands to the side, but his strength could not control Renly at all, and then the reinforcements came.
“Master Renly? ” Philip’s solemn and cold voice also became panicked..
“Philip, hurry! Renly is trying to hurt himself and I can't help him! "Matthew shouted anxiously. Philip rushed over without any hesitation and helped Matthew control Renly. However, the fear and sadness in the chaos were spreading in the boundless night..
The two tried their best to control Renly, but Renly was struggling like crazy, bursting out unbelievably powerful energy, just like Bruce Banner was transforming into the Hulk. Xiu and Phillip teamed up to almost be unable to suppress Renly..
“Renly! Wake up! Wake up! "Matthew roared uncontrollably at Renly. The hoarse and ferocious shout had released all the energy in his body. The deafening sound finally made Renly calm down..
This is a nightmare.
The cold shivers surged up one after another, and then, in an instant, the fatigue and weakness burst out from the depths of his soul, swallowing up Renly in the blink of an eye. Before he could react, a "boom" sound erupted in his mind, It directly destroyed those strong wills, and all the strength disappeared. It became weak, as if the entire spine was taken away in an instant. Renly curled up and kept mumbling, "I Very good. I am very good!！”
But in fact, he is not good.
He was like a kitten that had just been fished out of a drowning state. He was dying and kept in an awkward posture. His muscles were stiff due to excessive force. He could not get rid of it in a short period of time, and he could only freeze in the end. Staying there, forcing myself to breathe with big mouthfuls.
However, he did not continue to struggle after all..
Matthew and Phillip tentatively released their hands one after another, making sure that Renly would no longer hurt them, and then carefully began to withdraw their movements - but still did not dare to leave quickly, for fear that Renly would seize the gap again and repeat his same trick. But fortunately, Renly seems to have finally calmed down..
Looking at Renly who was soaked with sweat, it was as if he was fished out of the water. His whole body curled up into a shrimp little by little. Even breathing consumed countless energy, and his fingertips could not move, and then he died. He buried his face in his knees, and his shoulders were shaking uncontrollably. The fear was bursting out from the inside out, gradually eating away at his vitality..
This Renly, so fragile, as if he could disappear with just the slightest touch..
At this time, Matthew felt a wave of fear, his entire back was already soaked, and his hands began to tremble, but he forced himself to clench his fists, calm himself down, and spoke softly.：
“You know, it's not your fault.”
Matthew's voice was so difficult that he had to expend all his strength to squeeze every word out of his throat. Even the power of his own voice made him feel pain..
But Renly, who was curled up on the bed, looked smaller and more fragile than ever before. He just squeezed out a low voice from the depths of his throat, "I don't know." Then he paused for a moment, then repeated, " I don’t know. No... I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know.” Over and over again, with despair and pain, the darkness in the room blocked the sight, but still could not conceal the strong smell of blood..
The whole room fell into boundless darkness. The rich darkness was slowly rolling like mist. A coldness was slowly spreading, like clammy hands grabbing the ankles, and then climbing up little by little, that kind of coldness was slowly spreading. The impact of fear and crisis is spreading.
Matthew can feel Renly's helplessness and despair, those doubts and difficulties, and there is no right answer. Even if Edith is standing here, she doesn't know the right answer, because... life is inherently a place where there is no right answer. Exercise, everyone can only make their own choices and bear the consequences. Only by following the choice can they know the answers behind the "options". Even if they are not satisfied, there is no regret..
Renly like this seems to be broken at the touch of a touch. From Heather Cross to Paul Walker to Edith Hall, no one else knows about Renly's pain and suffering; but Renly bears it on his shoulders alone. After all the consequences, he moved forward step by step. Maybe, he was really tired..
Accompanying Renly to complete all the filming of "The Lobster" in Sneem, Matthew thought that Renly had cheered up. He thought that Renly had become the familiar Renly again. He thought that nothing could defeat Renly. Li, he thought Renly had found the answer to Edith, he thought... Renly had forgiven him.
But in those dark corners that cannot be seen, Renly is still burdened with unimaginable heavy pressure, his pain, his bitterness, his hardships, everything is eating away at all his energy, even a look or a word One movement could instantly destroy his mask.
Even care can become poison. On the surface, Elf's visit this afternoon seemed like nothing happened, but the wound was opened again - not to mention, there are also children who are trying to show their parental obligations. George and Elizabeth, what can Renly do?？
Realizing this, Matthew's heart curled up slightly and he was almost out of breath..
what should he do？
What should he do?？
Clenching his fists, Matthew calmed down his slightly trembling body, took a deep breath, turned to look at Phillip, and cast a glance. Phillip nodded slightly to show understanding, then turned and left the room - he Head to the bathroom to fill the tub, Renly obviously needs a hot bath.
Matthew walked towards Renly, but did not approach rashly. Instead, he stopped beside the edge of the bed, then squatted down to keep his eyes level. He just stared at Renly quietly, calming down. Gradually calm down.
At least he knew that no matter what happened, he would always be on Renly's side. "Renly, you know," he said..
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