2203 Cold all over the body
Open. Take out. Organize. Place. Close. Package..
David's meticulous and solemn action of taking out the steak knife was very ritualistic, as if... just like a Japanese samurai still needs to complete a series of rituals step by step before deciding to commit seppuku - although this comparison is somewhat inappropriate, but here This is indeed the case for David at this moment..
What's more, David won't commit seppuku next, but he will cut his eyes out.
As a result, the serious and focused movements became terrifying, and even inadvertently leaked a trace of blood..
But David was not affected at all. He completed all the actions slowly and even arranged all the cups, forks and other objects neatly on the table. He grabbed the steak knife and adjusted the position to find the most appropriate position. parts, and then he raised his head with satisfaction.
“I'm going to use a knife." David explained his plan to the myopic woman..
There was an invisible pause in the myopic woman's body movements, and then she leaned her upper body forward slightly, "Do you want me to accompany you?" Her voice was still calm and natural, without any movement, and naturally there was no There is no flaw, not even the eyes are shaking..
“I don't want you to go." David shifted his gaze slightly, avoiding the woman's eyes - although he knew that the myopic woman could no longer see, subconsciously, he still didn't want her to feel his nervousness; but , his eyes still couldn’t bear to leave, so he wandered around the woman’s face.
“Don't worry." she said.
David could detect a slight tremor in the woman's voice, which made his eyes fall on the woman's eyes again..
Although the eyes still lost their luster, David still looked at the woman's eyes intently and seriously. He couldn't help but show a little reluctance. He knew that the woman was worried about him, just like himself, and their thoughts were In the same way, even if she can't see herself now, she can still feel herself. The love between them is sincere. This thought makes David's eyes become softer and softer..
“It's a little weird at first, but you'll get used to it.”
The myopic woman was talking, trying to comfort David and relieve David's tension and worry; but the content of her words made people feel chills on the back - she did not try to stop David, on the contrary, she told David that this was It's normal, it's no big deal, it's acceptable.
However, David was completely unaware. His eyes fell on the woman's face carefully, and he didn't even hear clearly what the woman was talking about. He used his eyes to trace the outline of the woman's facial features bit by bit. Tenderness and affection slowly outline the tenderness of the eyebrows.
The cold and solemn film noir is filled with a moment of tenderness at this moment, which is weak, trivial, thin, and just a hint of tenderness. It does not break the tone of the entire film at all, but is like a faint touch on the hazy sky. Like sunshine, it more and more reflects the vast gloomy clouds. Even if it is a wisp of gold, it only brightens the gloomy and cold blue of the entire movie, spreading out..
The more tender it is, the colder it is; the more warm it is, the more cruel it is.
“Then your other senses become more sensitive. Touch, for example, and hearing.”
The woman didn't seem to feel the warmth of David's eyes at all, and was still immersed in her own thoughts, but David found this look a bit cute - worried about her appearance, the smile on the corner of her mouth rose slightly again, and then He calmed down again, but still could not hide the irreplaceable joy and happiness. Even the firmness and determination between his eyebrows became sweeter, as if he was opening his arms to welcome happiness instead of dripping with blood..
“I know." he said.
David's eyes fell on the steak knife again. He knew what it meant, just like the Japanese samurai knew what hara-kiri meant..
He has fear, hesitation, and worry... These emotions are all human nature. He still has the most real and pure emotions deep in his heart, and he cannot kill as decisively as a cold-blooded animal. What's more, he When you are about to hurt yourself, those hesitations are inevitable.
But when his eyes fell on the steak knife, David realized that this was the door to "happiness". He only needed to cut this knife, and then the love he dreamed of would naturally come to his eyes, just like a dream come true - —And the vision is so dreamy, only the final touch is left.
He has no reason to refuse.
He shouldn't refuse either！
The collapsed focus and focus were slightly dazed, and the slightly turbulent eyes made it impossible to determine whether he thought of his ex-wife and brother again, or whether he thought of the lame man and his "wife" and "child" again. "Do you think of the big-tongued man who was abandoned in the forest again? Those memory fragments that slipped by in an instant, as well as the experience fragments of the hotel and the forest, surged and calmed down in an instant..
fleeting.
David's eyes fell apart for a moment, then regrouped. He exhaled long and steadily, transporting the turbid air hidden in his chest bit by bit, and then his whole aura and temperament followed suit. Once it settles down, that determination becomes indestructible..
Then he looked at her: That was all the reason, and that was enough.
“I'll be back soon." David said, just like a parent's affectionate instructions to their children, affectionate and gentle, and an invisible bond was forming..
After saying that, David moved his body bit by bit and left the booth, but his eyes always fell on the myopic woman. He just wanted to stay a little longer, and a little longer, until he stood up, his eyes Then reluctantly left, then turned around and walked forward with strides.
David's back was so firm and so steady. As he moved forward, his spine straightened, his shoulders opened, and his chest straightened. An emotion called "courage" was breaking out deep in his heart, and then grew vigorously, transforming the whole person. A person’s temperament is opened up and he truly stands upright..
From the moment he arrived at the hotel until just now, between stumbling and stumbling, David's back and chest had never really opened up. He was always a little shy and hesitant, always a little introverted and ignorant, and it seemed that He was seeking shelter and blessing. But... his brother left, his ex-wife also left, and then David was alone. No one was with him, and he lost his direction..
It was precisely because of this that he had doubts and went in the wrong direction, but in the end, he found his place again and truly found his inner faith - so he stood up bravely, straightened his back, and used his The shoulders support the weather, for her and for him.
This determination gave David an unprecedented strength in his footsteps and spine. Love makes people strong and great..
His stupidity, his blindness, his innocence, his purity, his enthusiasm... reached their peak at this moment. If a person's stupidity is the beginning of disaster, then there is only one person left in the whole society who is willing to stick to this Stupidity is the beginning of the end of the world. When comedy reaches its extreme, sadness begins; when excitement reaches its extreme, loneliness begins..
David's stupidity, like a moth to a flame, shines brightly at this moment, making every onlooker feel cold all over - what kind of society is this that can make love turn into a poison? , cold and cruel, bloody and vicious, the so-called emotions have been completely dissolved by reason.
Desolation. Anger. Sadness. Pain. Fear. Numbness.
All the emotions were surging in the chest, but they did not burst out. They were just surging secretly. That kind of complex and profound reflection derived different emotions in different brains, and then fell silent like this - because no knew how to react or even whether to stop david：
It’s really blocked, so what should I do? Destroy David's illusions about love? So, has the last trace of innocence in society really been wiped out?？
If he stood idly by, would he let David live in lies for the rest of his life? He still firmly believes that he is deeply in love with the myopic woman, and he is also deeply loved; but the fact is that the myopic woman controls everything, and he is just a controlled body.？
Is the former more cruel or the latter more tragic?？
If the last performance made the staff on site feel unbearable sadness, and the impulse to prevent the tragedy from happening surged fiercely in their minds; then this performance made all the staff on site feel unbearable. They were all caught in a dilemma, and they couldn't even find an accurate adjective for their complicated emotions - even they themselves were trapped in the quagmire, how could they help David?？
The charm that the performance gives to the character, and the weight that the character gives to the story, reach their peak at this moment, as if the character "David" truly has vitality, breaking away from the control of the script and the frame of the camera, interpreting the story by himself, and then Different possibilities are derived in the minds of each audience.
Even though this kind of control and interpretation has been rare in the entire history, Renly really did it, really did it.！
“Card！”
Ogus's voice echoed over the set, but the crew was not as loud and noisy as they imagined. Silence was spreading in the filming location..
Compared with the shock and fear of the previous time, this time the shooting was more restrained, calm and calm, and even gave a calm indifference and comfort - of course, it was also colder, but beyond this, reflection and chewing were Even more turbulent, like an undertow, one invisible but real whirlpool is spinning around. The thoughts in everyone's mind are slightly different, and then they start to think carefully, and then develop derivatively..
There are no stormy waves, but turbulent undercurrents, but the latter has a more profound aftertaste than the former, truly chilling the whole body..
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