2179 Not worth mentioning
“Huhu. Huhu..”
The wind is sounding outside the car window, and you can capture the traces of the forest turning one side, and the traces of the wind. The dark green waves chase the car and keep running, just like in a Hayao Miyazaki animated movie. Like a certain scene in it, it freezes time.
“It's going to rain." Renly quietly caught the traces of the wind and raised the corners of his mouth slightly, "Don't you think this scene looks like 'My Neighbor Totoro'? The heavy rain is coming, and we are chasing the footsteps of the wind. Maybe, under the street lights on the street corner, Totoro is waiting for this.”
The slightly hoarse voice sounded in the tranquility of the night and the strong wind, with a hint of excitement and joy. Happiness overflowed so lightly that people couldn't help but look out the car window. Searching and exploring hard - before they realized how childish this action was, they had already started looking for traces of Totoro, just like children who had not grown up..
“Renly, you know that Totoro doesn't exist, right? "John laughed dumbly and broke the calm by speaking out..
However, Renly was not moved at all, "Because only those with pure minds can see Totoro.".”
Whishaw couldn't hold it back and burst into laughter. He looked around with his peripheral vision and saw Renly crawling beside the window like a child, looking up at the treetops. It seemed that Totoro was really hiding there. As if amidst the green waves of the strong wind, the scene from the movie could not help but appear in my mind.：
On a rainy day, the big chinchilla held an umbrella. Suddenly, large water droplets accumulated on the branches fell down and made a banging sound. It became happy and liked the sound very much. It couldn't help but jump to the top of the tree, shaking the branches and All the raindrops on the leaves fell one after another, playing a symphony.
That pure and beautiful innocence can no longer be found when you grow up.
“Renly, are you okay? Whishaw asked cautiously.
“Um? "Renly raised his voice, his attention still on the mighty green waves outside the window, and his reaction speed was slightly slower than half a beat, "Ha, are you talking about what just happened? I'm fine. Those words can't hurt me at all. Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to persist until now..”
Indeed, Renly always wears a perfect gentleman's mask, not to protect the people, but to protect himself. From the moment he entered this industry, he knew what price he would have to pay, and he was already prepared. It just so happens that aristocratic education gave him such abilities.
But few people know that before he became an actor, Renly had already put on a mask, because everyone in the Hall family wore a mask. He was used to keeping a distance and being unfamiliar, and carefully protected them. The non-existent family relationship maintains the bond and entanglement.
Over time, Renly got used to this way. It was his habit. He admitted that it was a bit hypocritical, but he did not think it was the wrong choice..
Truth, let alone complete truth, who can achieve most of the truth? Even if it is not in Vanity Fair, it is the same in real life. Everyone wears a mask to protect themselves and stay safe. This is why family, love and friendship are precious. Those people are the few who can glimpse their true face, and they are also the minority. A presence that can provide a warm haven. In addition, they all wear masks..
Randall's attack could not hurt Renly at all, and was not worth mentioning. Because Renly knew that those remarks were just an attempt to vent negative emotions, taking away all the sadness, pain, boredom, anger and frustration in their lives. Blaming it all on others will make their lives much easier - he doesn't have to pay for those negative emotions.
“I know...but...it's just...those misunderstandings and accusations, always malicious speculation and attacks, doesn't that make you question your job? Whishaw asked step by step.
John also withdrew his gaze, adjusted his sitting posture slightly, expressed his own opinions, and joined the discussion..
“I don't like it. They always seem to think that if I smile on the big screen, I should always be happy; but the problem is that I should be allowed to be sad and lost. This is my right. Even though this is us Part of the job, but this part is really terrible. I often question my choices, but it seems that besides that, I don’t know what else I can do, so I’m stuck here..”
Renly chuckled lightly, "Of course I don't like it either. I also have my own emotions and troubles, and I also have my own lows and troubles. This is also the reason why I like performing. When performing, I can always pretend to be someone else." A person, and this person's life can always find an exit - at least this is the case in American movies." Is this a complaint about the "perfect ending" of American movies?？
Whishaw and John both laughed happily, their bitterness and annoyance instantly relieved a lot..
“God you are such a special guy, do you love performing so much? Never tired of it? " John asked curiously.
“Maybe, once, when I was filming 'Fighting Cancer'." Renly thought for a moment and said honestly, "At that time, I began to question my choices and my own status, as if I was really trapped. Like being in a cancer prison, I have the urge to run away.”
“But other than that, it's never been there." Renly continued, "However, I don't spend all my time performing and on set. I also enjoy outdoor sports very much - you know, just letting myself relax. Body and mind, stand in front of nature and feel your own insignificance.”
“Oh, yes, I have heard of rock climbing, skydiving, and hiking." John's face was full of resistance, and he used his whole body movements to express his rejection. Even Whishaw showed a surprised and shocked expression, "God , what on earth are you thinking, don’t you know, these sports could kill you?？”
“Who knows? Maybe letting these accidents happen will help you feel the weight of life and let you learn to cherish life." Renly laughed happily..
But John was still full of disgust, "But, the accident really happened.？”
“Then maybe it is fate, sad, regretful, and regretful, but real enough." Renly said briskly, "Everyone has a way of experiencing life, just like some people always vent their negative emotions to other people, and Some people choose to stay away from the constraints of city life.”
“Aha! You still care about that young man’s attack just now, after all! "John seemed to have grasped Renly's handle. He couldn't help but lean forward. He leaned out from between the driver's seat and the passenger seat, looked at Renly, and said with great excitement..
Renly couldn't help laughing, "I'm not a goldfish, I only have seven seconds of memory. Although I don't care, I still remember. What I mean is that I won't let him affect my lifestyle..”
Then Whishaw calmly added, "At least, you showed that you care and mind, which means that the point of view is wrong, you are not cold, which is a good thing." This is completely complaining. Renly's hypocrisy of "pretending not to care even though he clearly cares".
Renly instantly captured the profound meaning of Whishaw's words, but he did not answer or refute. Instead, he tilted his head slightly and asked curiously, "Did I miss something? Why do I always feel that the entire crew They're all trying to corner me, Olivia is like this, Rachel is like this, and you're all like this, wait, did I miss a certain part of a session?？”
Whishaw and John exchanged glances through the rearview mirror, then shifted their gazes at the same time, pretending that nothing had happened..
“Hey, anyone? I'm here." Renly had to wave his hand to break the silence, "You should know that refusing to answer makes you look more suspicious, right?？”
“no no no.”
“No, definitely not.”
“It's all your wild imagination.”
John and Whishaw were like two children who had been caught. Their clumsy and poor concealment skills were completely exposing themselves. This made Renly reveal a meaningful smile in his eyes, but Renly's next reaction was... Very unexpected：
He did not pursue further.
“Well, it must be my misunderstanding." Renly actually retreated his troops so easily.？
John and Whishaw had a vague feeling that something was wrong. They always felt that Renly was digging a trap, but they didn't know what was going on. This feeling of fear was really uncomfortable. So, what should they do now? Are you looking for Rachel, Olivia and others to hold an emergency meeting?？
Wait, are you saying this is a trap? Once they have a meeting, Renly shows up out of nowhere? Or should they hold a secret video conference? But what if Renly sees through their ploy? Gee, what on earth were they supposed to do? What's going on now？
It's like standing on the guillotine, the guillotine fell halfway, and then took it back, but you don't know when it will fall next time. This kind of uneasy feeling is really indescribable. It is better to just fall down, and it will be over. There's no need to be nervous anymore.
but……
No wonder they say Renly is the great prankster! They clearly have the upper hand, but they always feel that the initiative is in Renly's hands. This feeling is really uncomfortable..
Whishaw continued to drive attentively. John glanced at Renly quietly, but he felt guilty. Then he suddenly saw Renly turning his head. This shocked John, and he almost peed. As a result, Renly seemed to Nothing happened, and he showed a smile, "It seems like it's going to rain soon.".”
Rumble！
Just as Renly finished speaking, there was lightning and thunder outside the car window, and the whole world became brighter. The huge roar startled John, and he jumped up in the back seat and hit the car directly. I got on the roof of the car, and my funny actions were so embarrassing that I couldn’t help but rub my head hard..
Then, it rained.
The mighty torrential rain continued in one piece, and the dark night was dyed cyan. Amidst the violent wind and rain, the world shrank to the size of a carriage. Only the exhaust sound of the heater was moving slightly, and then it became quiet again. come down.
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