2128 Ask for help
Should Renly help Evans?？
Quietly watching the panicked Evans, deep down in his heart, Renly actually understood a little bit how Edith felt: that kind of wholehearted love, desperate like a moth to a flame, knowing full well that it was dangerous, But he still rushed forward, even showing his vulnerability in front of the enemy. This hot and scalding love is enough to melt people, and even the heart begins to tremble slightly..
But Renly remained calm.
“Are you sure you have chosen the right person for help? "Renly said calmly with a slight smile on his lips..
Evans was a little confused and looked at Renly with a puzzled face. He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence: shouldn't he come to Renly for help?？
Renly wanted to hold his forehead. After being accustomed to the masters' moves, he suddenly needed to explain his every word and action. This rhythm was really difficult to adapt to..
“Putting aside the fact that I don't like you, I am definitely on Edith's side: if you hurt Edith, then I will definitely not let you go; if you didn't hurt Edith, but If Edith chooses to shut you out, then I definitely support it. No matter what the situation is, I will never help you; what's more, I have told you a long time ago that I don't like you. So, are you sure now? Do you still want to continue asking me for help? Or, why do you think I will help you?？”
His slow words revealed a sense of coldness. He had obviously experienced a heat stroke that was close to heat stroke outdoors, but now he felt the biting cold of an extremely cold winter. Evans was so stiff that his whole body froze and his brain was completely frozen. Can't think at all.
“I..." Evans opened his mouth, but the words were a little difficult, "I just want to know if she is okay, that's enough." Evans raised his eyes and looked at Renly, his eyes full of sincerity. , the deep worry could not be concealed at all, "Is she... okay?？”
Renly admits that Evans gave the correct answer.
Deep down in his heart, he couldn't help but sigh softly, and mumbled: That guy Edith really...is he even leaving emotional issues to him to clean up the mess now? He is not the trash can of his close sister! I forgot to throw everything here, what the hell is going on? That guy owed her a favor. If she turned around, he would definitely cheat her hard..
“This question should be answered by herself. Why don't you tell me first, why doesn't she answer your call? "Renly was not moved so easily. Who knew whether Evans was using a bitter trick? He would not be easily fooled. He threw the question back with just a rhetorical question..
Evans was slightly stunned. He didn't expect that Renly would be unwilling to reveal even the most basic information - could it be that Edith had warned Renly in advance not to leak the information easily? Does this mean... Edith really completely blocked herself?？
Renly didn't know what Evans was thinking about, but he noticed that Evans's pupils were trembling slightly, and his whole thoughts were obviously very confused..
“……I..." Evans' words were a bit difficult. He turned around and looked around. Ryan and Paul were standing at the door of the lounge chatting. Their eyes drifted towards their position from time to time, just like Evans. He might bully Renly, with a clear warning in his eyes..
Evans smiled bitterly, but found that he couldn't raise the corners of his mouth. He really didn't have the mind to worry about anything else now. All his thoughts were worried about Edith..
“I'm worried about her." Evans' thinking is still not very clear. Recently, he has been unable to sleep at all. Last night he just lay there with his eyes squinted for forty minutes. When he got up in the morning, he was in a trance - He even considered whether to miss today's premiere, but he had to come. In order to support Renly, and to talk to Renly in person, no matter what the reason, he could not miss it..
“……She went to Turkey, she went to the forefront of chaos, and she put herself in a dangerous position... I know that everything she did was to seek justice, and I know all of these things... but... I There is no way not to worry about her, she is like dancing on a high rope, her life is in danger every moment... I don't know how to dissuade her... I am really, really worried about her.……”
“……After she came back from Turkey, she became very tired. I was worried about her physical and mental state. She needed help... But she told me that she might go there again at the end of the year. I don't know... I mean...I, I really don't know...why...she...why would she push herself into such a dangerous situation, why would she carry the whole world on her back?……”
“I mean, aren't you worried about her? She is risking her life and could die at any time! Do you understand? Do you know what it feels like to hear terrible news on the TV news, and her name could come up at any time? I know this is very selfish and stupid, but I don't want her to be a superhero, I just want her to be Edith, my Edith, I just hope she can live well.”
Evans was a little incoherent, and his fragmented words could not express his meaning clearly, but they could convey his truest feelings..
Renly tried to refute. He could find countless loopholes in Evans' words, and he could refute every sentence. But he finally held back and let Evans finish all the words. He didn't want to stand on the side of Evans. Examine Evans from a "critical" perspective, because this is ultimately a matter between Evans and Edith. Whether his intervention will become an unknown factor in this relationship, he is not sure, and he does not hope so..
But Evans still felt the emotion in Renly's eyes. The condescending judgment touched Evans' sensitive nerves, and he suddenly became excited..
“Don't judge me with that look! don't want! Don't think you are a superior god! I know my thoughts are too selfish, but if something happens to Edith, wouldn't it be okay with you? Is this acceptable to you? tell me! Tell me, if Edith really never comes back, you can accept it calmly? If you supported Edith on her way to the front and she left forever, you would have no guilt at all？”
Evans' excitement and excitement made him lose control, and he suddenly stepped forward towards Renly. Then Ryan and Paul rushed over immediately, "Renly！”
“I'm fine." Renly waved his hands towards Ryan and Paul, "I'm fine, we're just... I'm fine." Evans stared at Renly with red eyes, which gave Renly no time to explain too much. Duo asked Ryan and Paul to step back and face Evans without any sign of weakness. They remained silent like this..
After Ryan and Paul retreated and left, Renly finally responded..
“I.I.I.I,I,I,I." Without too many words, Renly said calmly, with a sharp sarcasm flashing in his eyes, "Have you noticed? Your words are all about 'I'. You take into account your emotions, your moods, your worries and your anger. So, where is Edith's?？”
“I must correct you on one point: Edith is not yours, nor mine, nor the Hall's, she is her own! You are not qualified to bind her because of your love, and you are not qualified to bind her because of your attachment. Just because of your love, she must live? Just because you are worried, she must live a well-behaved life? It doesn't matter if I become a soulless Barbie doll？”
One sentence after another, Renly's words hit Evans hard on the chest: he was angry, he was really angry..
Because now he finally understood Edith's tiredness and distress. Thinking back to Edith's demeanor on the day she returned to London, he couldn't help but feel angry. He had to use all his strength to restrain himself from shaking his fist. The impulse toward Evans—that damn selfish bastard.！
“How dare you! "Evans also gritted his teeth and pressed towards Renly with red eyes. At this time, he had completely forgotten about Renly's intimidation. He just pressed forward with his body to create physical pressure, "Don't say that. What the hell are those! Tell me, do you want Edith to die like this? ah? tell me！”
“No! I don't want to! But I won't keep her in a cage just because I'm afraid of her death! She is not your canary, understand? "Renly also hit back without showing any weakness, and stood in front of Evans with even more powerful momentum, instantly making this "Captain America" extremely small..
“I'm scared! I'm scared! When she put herself in such a dangerous environment, I was worried all the time! But I know that it was her choice! That's her life! That's her dream! She needs our support! Do you think she wouldn't be afraid when she was fighting alone on the front line? Do you think she wants to bury her life like this? No, she needs help and support too！”
“Yes, you are right! She needs help! So, where were you when she needed help the most? Tell me, where are you? I know the answer - you turn your back to her and tell her that you don't support her dream! You don't support her choice! You hope she can become mediocre again! And now, you come to seek my support? What on earth are you thinking? Do you think I would stand against Edith for you? Do you think I would strangle Edith's soul for your selfishness? I thought you shouldn't be so stupid！”
Renly's words were like sharp blades, and they fell on Evans one after another, cold-bloodedly and cruelly leaving deep invisible wounds that were dripping with blood and scarred..
Evans collapsed a little, his pupils were shaking violently, trying to say something, trying to call for help, but found that all the sounds were stuck in his throat, and in the end he just fell into a panic helpless and confused, " But...but...she is no longer alone. She still has me, her family, and her responsibilities. Aren't these important? Shouldn't she consider this?？”
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