2047 Hard-hearted
Escorting Renly to the welcome party, Philip did not follow him in, but returned to the car and waited patiently in the car..
This is the correct standby state for a butler or driver.
After Nathan noticed this detail, he felt a little uneasy. He always thought about whether he should go back to the carriage to wait instead of enjoying the party. He always thought about whether he was too incompetent and he should ask for help. Philip should learn the correct assistant skills.
In the end, Nathan really ran to the parking lot downstairs of the hotel, wanting to humbly ask Philip for advice on how to become a qualified assistant..
When he opened the car door, Nathan noticed that Phillip had just hung up the phone. He then realized that he had been a little reckless, but the deal was already done. He had no way to turn around now, so he could only bite the bullet and ask.：
“Philip...well, I just want to say...um...want to know how to behave better...that is, how to be a competent assistant and not continue to make mistakes that may cause harm...I'm not saying that I Not qualified, or wanting to give up, I just feel that I still have many, many things to learn... Do you know what I mean? Renly is very good to me, very, very good, and I hope to be able to help...I mean, I hope to take better care of Renly...because Renly really needs to bear a lot of pressure, and others don't understand, I And Roy couldn't be more clear...I, alas, I just want to help.”
Incoherent, real incoherent.
Nathan didn't know what he was talking about at all. He was already a little nervous, and he was not good at words. Under Phillip's eyes, his words became more and more fragmented. In the end, even he himself didn't know what he was saying. What are you talking about? What is your original intention is also blurred..
Phillip did not speak immediately, but paused for a moment. Matthew's words just now appeared in his mind: "He will be fine." Now he was looking at Nathan, who was so nervous that he was overwhelmed, with full eyes. There was a warm light, and the words revealed a warm temperature, slightly pressing against Phillip's chest..
“First of all, before every time you speak, give yourself one to two seconds to settle down. Being impatient and flustered will not help at all," Philip said patiently..
Nathan was stunned for a moment, and it took him a moment to react, "You mean, are you willing to teach me?" The joy between his eyebrows was full of joy, and he flapped like a butterfly's wings, and then he couldn't wait to sit in He got into the passenger seat, but immediately realized his recklessness, "Pause for two seconds, yes, I should pause for two seconds.".”
Under Phillip's gaze, Nathan deliberately kept his movements unchanged for two seconds. The look was really funny, but so sincere and adorable..
……
Matthew Dunlop also just hung up the phone and cast his gaze out the window. It was already close to midnight in New York, but the whole world was still dimly lit and noisy. This made Matthew's gaze slightly trance-like, and the light spots opened up. Come, and then the vision blurs into one piece.
“Matthew, I don't want Renly to be George..”
Philip is worried about Renly, because Renly finally decided to return to London, and because Renly finally decided to fight back, he is worried that Renly will gradually become like George and Elizabeth..
Is this the case for everyone?？
Day by day, he gradually became the person he once hated and hated the most. When he realized this, he could no longer tell the difference between himself and his parents. Is this reincarnation or retribution? Or is it fate? Unknowingly, we destroy ourselves like this.
The only thing Renly cared about was acting, and he devoted all his time and energy to it, but that was no longer the case: from Sisyphus Films to the Quixote Channel, and back to London Fighting back, these trivial matters are slowly distracting Renly's attention; as well as performances in commercial movies such as "Jurassic World" and "Rogue One", these plans are keeping Renly away from the track of polishing his acting skills, and in the long run , will one day Renly no longer be the same "Renly"?？
Philip was worried; Matthew was worried too.
When Matthew heard about the royal award, he knew that what was supposed to come would eventually come; when Matthew heard about the blank postcard, he knew that he still had to face it after all..
However, when Matthew received a call from Phillip, his worries slowly subsided: George and Elizabeth made the wrong choice, and they should not anger Renly - because that was Renly's reverse scale, no people! Literally, no one can touch Renly's reverse scales.
On the road of chasing Renly's dreams, emotional bonds are his biggest driving force. Maybe he will not give up the exploration of acting for the sake of emotions, but without the support of emotions, he will not be able to reach the heights he is now, step by step. Break down performance barriers and find a better version of yourself.
From Heather Cross to Paul Walker, from Ryan Gosling to Jessica Chastain, he is always surrounded by a group of unwavering friends who are the source of Renly's motivation; Rooney Mar Ra's support and affirmation is one of the most wonderful things in his life, because Rooney and Renly are the same kind of people. She can support Renly's decision. Even if they can't stay together because of their acting work, she can No complaints, she was happy with it, because she herself would make the same choice. The kind of heart-to-heart soul response allowed him to continue running wildly..
Friendship. Love. And then... and family affection.
There's Arthur, there's Edith, there's Philip.
Renly's violent reaction to the Philip incident just proves his emphasis on and attachment to emotional bonds, as well as his firmness and protection of his inner beliefs. This is also the biggest difference between Renly and George and Elizabeth, and even Renly The biggest difference from the other three siblings.
From the perspective of George and Elizabeth, Elf, Arthur and Edith are all turning into another Renly little by little; but from the perspective of Matthew, the three of them are all becoming their true selves little by little - -It's just that they adopted Renly's method and felt Renly's influence. From this perspective, the Hall family is indeed evolving into the "Renly-Hall" Hall, and all this is happening in real life..
But, "Renly Hall" will not become "George Hall"”.
Matthew has faith in Renly.
Having said that, Matthew knew that this would not be easy for Renly either..
In fact, deep down in his heart, Renly always held a glimmer of hope for George and Elizabeth - even if it was not the hope of family warmth, at least he still retained a soft place and was unwilling to kill them all; It goes on and on, but Renly never actually attacks..
Maybe, this is the moral bondage：
The powerful power of the word "parents" is firmly trapped in the souls of children, just like Sun Wukong's curse, which cannot be broken away no matter what..
Even if they make mistakes again and again, even if their emotions are completely destroyed, even if they are hated to the bone, all those emotions are still the consequences of being watered and grown from the soil of love and attachment. , going around and around, unable to let them go, nor can I let myself go..
revenge？
counterattack？
hate？
Those strong emotions only reflect your helplessness and helplessness after all, because you are worried about exposing your inner desires and eventually become your weakness..
Everyone says that parents can never win against their children; but how can children ever truly win? In this war that shouldn't happen, there are no winners or losers.
Perhaps, in the eyes of many people, Renly was hard-hearted and ruthless, and even pointed the gun at his own parents; but they could never see or be able to see the scars under Renly's armor. Some wounds are so tragic and bloody that they cannot be healed to this day, and may never even heal..
The so-called cold-bloodedness and cruelty are just the self-protection that he had to do while growing up; the big boy who laughed heartlessly because of his pranks is the real Renly..
George and Elizabeth were wrong, they were really wrong. They should not use Philip to threaten Renly, and they should not use Arthur or Edith to attack Renly - even if it is just an idea, once Renly knows it , then they must face Renly's thunderous wrath.
Their judgment was correct: Philip was Renly's weakness; but their assessment was wrong: they underestimated Philip's importance to Renly, also underestimated Philip's determination and decisiveness, and even more underestimated Renly's reaction.
The current Renly is not someone they can compete with..
In fact, even in the past, when Renly was not able to break out of the world, they had never been able to control Renly; but now it is even more impossible. It is definitely a very, very unwise move to anger Renly. .They thought they had grasped Renly's hand, they thought they had controlled Renly's weakness, but they forgot that when the dragon's reverse scale was touched, they must be prepared to suffer the consequences.：
Maybe broken into pieces.
But... George and Elizabeth will not admit their mistakes. The only possible mistake is Renly: because Renly refuses to obey their orders, because Renly refuses to sacrifice himself for the honor of his family, because Renly refuses to reappear in Hall. The family's glory because Renly refused to be their puppet.
If possible, Matthew doesn't want Renly's hands to be stained with blood - just like Philip, because that is not what Renly really looks like; but now, this battle is inevitable, George and Elizabeth have sounded the battle horn, then There is still no turning back after the work has started. He will accompany Renly and wield his sword. Even if they join forces to fight against the whole world, he will fight to the end with blood..
After taking a long breath, Matthew took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.
There are some things he doesn't mind getting his hands dirty.
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