1651 haven't seen you for a long time
Renly felt like a fool.
After two lifetimes, he thought he had seen through life, learned to be indifferent, learn to be calm, learn to forgive, learn to be open-minded, and learn to be strong... He could withstand any ups and downs and accidents, any difficulties and attacks; however, every time When night fell, the weight of life began to stagger his steps again. He didn't know how long he could hold on. Time and time again, he never learned..
“My friend, I haven't seen you for a long time. When we meet again, I will express my heartfelt feelings. Looking back on the past, it is a long road. When we meet again, I will talk all night long. When we meet again,.”
Paul, I'm tired. I'm really tired..
I know that you are tired too. No, I just know that you are tired, but I don’t know how tired you are. However, we can walk side by side and fight side by side, supporting each other and continuing to persevere, right? Chu Jiashu has disappeared and Heather has left. If even you give up now, what should I do?？
I know, I know, there are still many people around me, but why not you? How can you bear to let go so easily? I need your help. Paul, I am far from being as strong or tough as I look on the outside. Deep down, I am always a coward, afraid of separation, loneliness, and the unknown..
I need my friends back.
Dear Paul, if I stay where I am, are you willing to turn around and come back again? If you insist on moving forward, can you still find your way home? If you follow the guidance of warmth, can you escape the ice and snow and return to your home where the sun shines?？
“Alone and lost, cold and lonely with no place to stay, I will stick to the spot and wait for the day when you return. Move forward bravely, please give me the strong courage to move forward..”
Renly sat quietly, humming the melody softly, dancing lightly on the gurgling stream like moonlight. There was still a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, but his vision had long been blurred. The light flashed in the corners of the eyes, but it never condensed into tears. It just hid the bitterness, reflecting the loneliness, helplessness and the coldness of despair..
“Move forward bravely, please give me the strong courage to move forward bravely.”
Reincarnated as a human being, Renly forever possessed the great courage that ordinary people don't have. He ran, sprinted, and crashed all the way, overcoming obstacles and obstacles without hesitation, and passed through one difficulty after another. Even without the support of his family, even if his family stood on the opposite side, even if He is standing on the other side of the world, but he is still brave and fearless because he has another family beside him.
Matthew Dunlop, Edith Hall, Andre Hamilton, Eaton Dormer, Neil Toussaint, Stanley Charleson, Ryan Gosling, Rooney Mara, Jesse Ka Chastain, Tom Holland...and Heather Cross and Paul Walker. They are his family, and they are his biggest motivation to keep moving forward, no matter disaster or death, no matter poverty or setbacks, they They will never give up.
This is the motivation for him to keep moving forward, and this is the motivation for him to maintain his true heart in Vanity Fair..
Heather's death is still the biggest regret in Renly's life. When he dreams back at midnight, he will still think of those times together day and night, beautiful, sad, happy, painful, all of them are like this. Although he has accepted it calmly, he still cannot completely forget it; and now, he must face the same process again.
Looking at Paul lying on the hospital bed, Renly's mind once again flashed back to the winter two years ago. He was at a college public relations party, but unexpectedly received a call with the bad news, so he left early. Party, went to the hospital, and then saw Heather for the last time in that cold and dark ward..
He always thought, if he didn't say "goodbye", would it be possible to meet again? So, he kissed Heather's forehead and whispered "Good night"”.
Now looking at Paul in front of him again, he couldn't even say "good night".
“When family is my only bond, how can I forget the most precious existence? No matter the hardships and storms, you are always by my side, and now you accompany me through this last journey..”
Their journey is not over, not his, not Paul's.
“May a ray of starlight guide the way forward, may the memories of a lifetime accompany you forever, may the journey under your feet guide you home. My friend, I haven’t seen you for a long time. When we meet again, I will express my heartfelt feelings. Looking back on the past, it is a long road. When we meet again, I We will talk all night. See-You-Again）.”
All the words and all the sounds were stuck in his throat, falling into a choked pause. Looking at Paul quietly through the hazy halo, Renly was just thinking, if he stayed like Meadow Where he is, can he be the beacon guiding Paul home?？
Paul is always... Paul, like a ray of sunshine, lights up all their lives, and his bright golden smile never seems to disappear; but they forget that sometimes Paul also needs help. Now, let them Be the starlight that guides Paul home. I hope that Paul will no longer be lonely. I hope that Paul will no longer be tired. I also hope that Paul will not forget the way home..
Paul, can we meet again?？
The moonlight is like water, gurgling in the ward, and the cold and bright halo slides through the fingertips, as if you can feel the lines of the air and halo, and the whole world becomes quiet..
“Hey... long time no see……”
A hoarse voice sounded in the quiet ward, like a dishwasher rubbing against a blackboard. It was sharp and harsh. It was particularly obvious in the surging night, but this made Renly freeze in place. Hell, he couldn't be sure if this was his auditory hallucination..
It was as if... it was as if Paul appeared on his porch or on his couch with a bright smile again, as comfortable as home, waving hello in the sunshine, and then hugged him with his signature warm embrace, patted him on the back and greeted him cheerfully：
“Hey, long time no see.”
Renly slowly sat up straight, widened his eyes, and carefully cast his gaze in the direction of the hospital bed. Then he saw the swollen face with his eyes slightly opened, and the corners of his mouth were trying to move gently. But he didn't expect that it seemed to be a wound, and his facial features wrinkled up like this, and he couldn't help but grin..
This is real, this is all real, it is happening for real！
“I just heard you say, go home? "The voice like sandpaper said intermittently, and the words still seemed a bit broken..
Renly just nodded lightly in response, but did not dare to make any sound, lest his voice would break the beautiful dream and return to the cruel and cold reality..
The tears just broke through the shackles of the eyes, flowing down in large drops, wetting the face, chin, and collar. He looked as embarrassed as a five-year-old child. He stood there helplessly, not knowing what to do. He couldn't even make a sound, he just kept nodding his head stupidly..
Paul wakes up.
Paul finally wakes up！
Paul escaped the claws of death, Paul changed the trajectory of his destiny, and Paul got a chance to live a new life! Paul finally came to his senses again！
Paul lives. Paul lives. Paul lives..
That crazy joy and happiness rushed over, and all the defenses and masks were completely broken. He just kept nodding like an idiot, but forgot that Paul did not turn his head and could not see his movements at all, but Renly I was helpless. After all the grievances and joys burst out, I was completely powerless to resist..
“Renly? "Paul turned his head slowly, slowly, his vision was still a little blurry, but it was slowly focusing..
Renly finally released the seal at this time, stood up, and nodded repeatedly, "...Long time no see! Welcome home!" As soon as the words broke free, he became more and more embarrassed, and his tears couldn't stop at all: Paul It's good to be alive, God, Paul is alive! So he repeated again, "Long time no see. Really long time no see.".”
It feels like a long time no see.
But the reunion happened after all. This is the most important thing！
Paul looked at Renly, who was like a child in front of him, and raised the corner of his mouth slightly, "I just seemed to hear... you said, there are many, many more stories to tell me.？”
Renly just nodded, like a fool. Apart from nodding, all reason and calmness disappeared without a trace..
Paul just looked at Renly quietly, "...You will definitely regret it in the future...You have something in my hands now. You look really embarrassed. God, I can't believe it." ..." Paul couldn't help but chuckle, and there was a muffled sound in his chest, but the result was that his sore and stiff muscles were once again involved, and his facial features became tangled again..
“Are you sure you don't want to look at yourself before speaking? "Renly finally found his voice and said with a tearful smile, "You look like you fought Tyson for three rounds now..”
“You mean, I lasted three rounds? Oh, good! This means that my body is still stronger than I imagined... Phew, stronger than I imagined." Paul's voice rose slightly, expressing his joy in this way, but it was not smooth because of the pain, but the words Before he could finish speaking, Paul had to clear his throat, "Water... I'm sorry, can I drink water now?"？”
“Of course. Of course! "Renly was a little confused..
After turning around, I first looked for a water cup, and then a kettle, only to find that there was no hot water at all, only mineral water. After opening the mineral water, I thought about it again, and then I remembered that the hospital bedside table was equipped with basic utensils. Found the straw.
After a period of chaos and chaos, Paul's needs were finally met. He closed his eyes slightly and exhaled a long breath, "Renly, where's Roger?"？”
Roger Rodas.
Note: See-You-Again——Charlie-Puth, Piano-Demo-Version）
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