1642 air cage
“No. No no no. No no.”
Renly repeated this over and over again. He was watching the disaster repeat itself. He was watching himself turn around and leave Paul. He was watching Paul step by step towards the abyss of death. But he was Arrogant and arrogant, he chose to stand by and watch.
No.
Things shouldn't be like this. He has already sent away Heather, and he has no way to send Paul away again. He can't do it, he really can't do it. This is really too difficult..
don't want.
The heartbreaking pain burst out from the depths of my mind, completely submerging the entire head with lightning speed. The sharp and surging pain instantly reached the limit of pain nerves, and that mountain roar and tsunami The pain was so intense that before the screams could even roar out, all feelings of pain were cut off, leaving only a ringing in the ears, just like the "beep" sound after the heart stops beating.……”
Then, the whole world fell into darkness.
“Don't let me leave.Murphy! His voice finally broke through the restraints, and he shouted choked, "No, no, no, no, no, don't let me leave. Please!" Please, don't let me leave." If he turns around and leaves like this, disaster is about to happen; if he turns around and leaves like this, it may be a farewell; if he turns around and leaves like this, he may regret it for the rest of his life..
“Don't let me leave! don't want! don't want! "He just shouted desperately, the hot tears had completely blurred his vision, and he couldn't even care about the snot and saliva. He just whispered over and over again, but...it didn't help in the end. He Or just turned around and left the room..
asphyxia.
He almost suffocated.
Repeating the same mistakes. He once again watched helplessly as fate returned to its original trajectory. Nothing had changed, so cold and so cruel..
Seeing his figure taking steps again, his anger and despair could no longer be suppressed, and he used all his strength to launch a final counterattack. Like a trapped animal, he raised his right hand, clenched it into a fist, and fiercely He slammed the bookshelf in front of him, "No! No! No! Stay! You idiot! Stay! Stay！”
He kept roaring like this, and his clear eyes could clearly and accurately capture the scarred and bruised soul roaring desperately, like a wounded lion, bursting out all its energy in the desperate situation. People couldn't help but began to hit the time and space barrier in front of them..
No.
don't want.
don't want！
In his sight, he seemed to finally feel the powerful force and stopped. Before leaving the room, he turned around and glanced at the figure lying on the bed, and then glanced at the direction of the bookshelf..
He and himself looked at each other like this.
Across the shackles of time and space, they looked at each other like this: Stay, please stay, otherwise you will regret it for the rest of your life. You will be burdened with this regret and will never be able to get rid of it. Stay, Paul needs you to stay, That lonely and helpless Paul needs you to stay by his side. Don’t leave.！
“Leave! Idiot, stay! "He just shouted silently, with tears and nose dripping down. His voice had completely disappeared in the pain. He just kept repeating, "Stay" word by word. If possible, he would rather replace it with his own disappearance. Paul's staying. He couldn't bear it anymore. He couldn't bear it anymore..
He is a coward.
He always used various excuses to cover up his vulnerability and fear, but deep down, he was always a coward. He didn't dare to face his past self, his own mistakes, or even be alone. Facing the fear of loneliness.
But because of him, Paul stood on the edge of the cliff again.
God.
“Leave! "Please stay, okay?"？
But... the sight of the two was eventually interrupted, and then the former self in the sight finally left, and the figure completely disappeared behind the door panel..
He just stood still in place, looking at the silent door, completely cutting off the hope of survival, and then the whole world fell into silent darkness..
His eyes widened like this, and the focus in his pupils began to fade away little by little. Big tears fell silently, but no cry could be caught. Even the sobs were gone. It seemed that his brain had stopped. It's running normally, and now there's only one thought in my mind：
He failed to change history. He failed to keep him. He failed to save him..
He is a fool, he is the most arrogant and stupid fool in the world. He had the opportunity, but he foolishly let it go. He is a fool, he is a fool.！
Stay, please stay, okay?？
……
The whole crew was silent.
Although Renly was in mid-air, his performance could not be observed at close range. They could only feel the power of the performance through the monitor screen, but the struggle, regret, despair and pain were so sad that they couldn't cry. I can't make a sound, it's like there's a ball of cotton stuffed in my chest, it's so uncomfortable.
It's just a play.
What's more, they all know that Cooper finally formed a communication with Murphy, and Murphy finally interpreted the Morse code left by Cooper and successfully saved Cooper..
But at this moment, every staff member present truly felt the same, and all the chaotic emotions had settled down. They just looked at Renly quietly, feeling the sadness of powerlessness and helplessness, and the despair of sadness. It was as if my heart was tearing apart bit by bit, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't speak..
“Card! "Christopher stood on the ground, picked up the loudspeaker, and shouted, "Renly, very good, very good, let's adjust the position of the camera and continue filming the next scene. Next……”
Christopher's voice could not continue, but was interrupted by Emma Thomas. Christopher cast his eyes towards his wife for no apparent reason, but Emma shook her head gently, with a layer of bitterness in her eyes, that kind of The uncontrollable pain almost made her unable to make a sound, Emma just gestured to the monitor.
Christopher subconsciously cast his gaze, and then saw Renly in the camera..
His hands were trying their best to grab the bookshelf, but the strength in his fingertips was still slowly passing away. He pressed the helmet of his spacesuit against the bookshelf and closed his eyes tightly, but his painful cries were still suppressed. He couldn't help but overflow from his mouth, and big tears kept falling from his eyes. The heart-gnawing sadness was defeating all his defenses, and he was just hanging in the air, helpless and fragmented..
Christopher was stunned like this.
Emma couldn't bear to turn her head away, and she endured it again and again, but in the end she still couldn't hold back her embarrassment, and her tears just burst out..
……
The image of Paul unconscious in the hospital once again appeared in his mind. The white sky seemed to be completely swallowing him up at any time, and then leaving him forever..
He once grabbed Paul's right hand, he once had the opportunity to keep Paul, but...he still let go, he still let go stupidly.
Now he regrets it, but there is nothing he can do and can only resign himself to fate..
Leave.
Paul-damn-Walker! Please stay, okay? I need you to stay. I need you.
He finally couldn't hold on any longer, and just fell apart. All his strength, all his reason, and all his calmness were completely shattered. He just collapsed completely, and then burst into tears, with that kind of fear clinging to him. My heart is contracting hard and hard, and I can't breathe at all..
It was so painful that he lost control of his body. He could no longer hold on to the bookshelf, and then his whole body gradually drifted out. He was only held together by a wire, hanging in mid-air, with no way to leave. There is no way to hide, no way to cover, and no way to control. I am trapped in a cage in the sky with nowhere to escape..
Just like Paul who is trapped in a hospital bed now.
He closed his eyes tightly, but his emotions had completely overflowed, and he began to cry completely out of control. The piercing regret and despair dragged his ankles down, and the boundless darkness surged like a rolling tide. At this point, the thought of "giving up" emerged deep in my heart..
Should he give up too?？
“Hey, hello, first time meeting, I'm Paul Walker.”
“He shouldn't do this! He shouldn't treat you like this.”
“Renly, I'm sorry, I should have tried my best to fight for you..”
“Renly, are you okay? Can you still persist?？”
“I'm always on your side.”
“Renly, thank you.”
The Paul who is always positive and optimistic, the Paul who always has a smile as bright as the sun, the Paul who is pure, simple and sincere and enthusiastic, the Paul who stands by his side no matter what the crisis is, the Paul who quietly enjoys life away from the public eye Paul, the Paul who opened his arms to embrace nature, embrace life, embrace life……
That Paul, that vibrant and energetic Paul, is now helplessly trapped on a small hospital bed, unconscious, and may never even wake up, just like he is now trapped in a It was like being trapped in a cage in the sky, just like Chu Jiashu was trapped in a hospital bed..
He couldn't help but start to doubt himself, had he done something wrong?？
If Paul could evolve into eternity at speed, would that be considered a well-deserved death? If his selfishness destroys his desire for freedom, is that going against himself? If his hesitation and hesitation become a stumbling block for Paul's "life is as gorgeous as a summer flower", does that mean he is denying himself? If Paul was trapped in a hospital bed forever, then where would the meaning of life begin?？
When life becomes survival, or even survival, do freedom and dreams really exist?？
Did he do something wrong?？
What should he do? What else could he do? He is now like an ant, suspended in mid-air, firmly in the palm of the God of Destiny, with nowhere to escape..
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