1641 Unable to recover
“Morse code.”
Cooper forced himself to calm down, lest his disordered breathing disturb his thinking, so he held his breath and returned to the bookshelf in Murphy's room. All the thoughts in his mind were focused on Morse code. Above - space exploration, searching for planets, and saving mankind, all of it has been forgotten. Now the only thought is to "go home". He needs to return to Murphy and Tom..
he wants to go home.
Morse code.
Cooper held his breath completely, and the entire space seemed to be plunged into endless silence and emptiness. The soundless tranquility gave birth to an urgency and desire without warning, making all the noise in the world Everything calmed down, and then the only sound left in my ears was the beating of my heart..
Cooper didn't notice the silence at all. All his attention was focused on the bookshelf in front of him. His brain was completely cleared of all distracting thoughts. He was just thinking: Morse code. He unconsciously began to chant Morse code. "Dot dot dot, S; rod, T; tap rod, A; rod dot rod, Y.”
Cooper gritted his teeth and pushed the books behind the huge bookshelf, creating Morse code and pieced together the most important and simplest sentence in his heart, "STAY", stay, he needed to stay , he wanted to stay, and then hit the bookshelf hard with his body, knocking all the books he just pushed out..
The breath that had been held in his chest for a long time burst out with the force of the collision, and he screamed from the depths of his Dantian, "Stay！”
What seemed like a simple movement at ordinary times became very difficult due to the weightless state. Just after the impact, he began to pant violently, and the exhaustion and drowsiness burst out in the muscles of his limbs, "Huh, Huh." He could only continue to breathe, and his hands that tightly grasped the bookshelf were about to collapse..
He can't give up, he can't give up yet.
Cooper straightened his hands again, relied on the strength of his hands to regain control of his body, and once again kept his eyes parallel to the girl Murphy..
Through the bookshelf, Cooper saw Murphy turning around - because the book fell, Murphy was alarmed again, and the ghost in the room was trying to talk to her, so Murphy took out his notebook, Start recording.
This action rekindled Cooper's joy, "Come on. Come on, Murphy, come on!" Because he was wheezing so hard, he almost started to cough, which forced Cooper to bite down tightly. Jian Jian, control his emotions strongly - otherwise the oxygen consumption will be too fast, and he may not be able to carry on any longer..
Because of the action of clenching his teeth, Cooper's whole body was tense to the extreme, and even his nerves were tense. He just stared at Murphy intently, all his hopes and thoughts were placed on his daughter, and he murmured in a low voice, " What does it mean? What does it mean, Murphy? "Over and over again?".
Murphy didn't know why. She seemed a little uninterested because of the sadness and fatigue of her father's upcoming departure, but she still forced herself to cheer up and record the Morse code..
Cooper's breathing had gradually calmed down, but his emotions began to boil. His eyes fell deeply on Murphy, and he said softly, "Stay." He hoped that Murphy could interpret his massage. He hoped that Murphy could interpret his true wish, and he hoped that Murphy could leave him behind..
The urgency was surging on the tip of the tongue. Before he could fully express it, it disappeared into the throat. Unconsciously, the muscles began to exert force again, and the hands holding the bookshelf began to exert force, so that The upper body trembled uncontrollably, and I tried my best to hold my breath, but I could still hear the trembling air flowing through my breath, and even the deep eyes reflected in the dim light began to glow with waves..
So eager that you start to fear, so eager that you start to tremble.
There were no words, no movements, not even any expressions, but the obsession deep in his heart burst out with incredible energy. He just stared at Murphy, watching quietly, accompanied by the thoughts deep in his mind. Regret began to well up, and the bitterness on the tip of his tongue made his vision blur. The faint tears made his muscles tighten to the extreme..
He wondered if Murphy had solved his Morse code.
He didn't know whether Murphy understood what he conveyed..
He was floating in the air like this, unknowingly, getting closer bit by bit, just hoping to get closer, and then closer. Those eyes covered with faint tears fell on Mo gently and lightly. On Fei's body, the pain of longing was so turbulent and intense that it made the whole heart curl up. The sobs were stuck in her throat, and the silent sadness slowly slid down from the stiff shoulders..
How did this happen? How on earth did he get himself into such a situation? If he could turn back time, could he change everything now? If he could go back to the past, he would not leave, he would never leave. His only thought now is that Murphy should not leave his side and never let go.！
Murphy was drowsy and sleeping on the bed because he was tired from crying. His thin body seemed to be broken at the touch of a touch, and his lonely and lonely figure was making a silent protest..
Suddenly, he saw Paul Walker lying on the white hospital bed..
“god oh god！”
If he had always stayed by Paul's side, wouldn't the accident have happened? If he had not been so arrogant and had sincerely warned Paul, could the outcome of the accident have been changed? If he had left Paul and Meadow in that paradise in Iceland, could Paul have escaped? If he was more eager, if he worked harder, if he was more positive...would things be different now?？
But, there is no if.
Now Paul is trapped in that white world, unconscious. What if... what if Paul can never wake up? It's like Cooper can never come home..
Just thinking about this possibility, my breath was cut off like this.
“Leave.”
He murmured in a low voice that he needed him to stay, "stay." All the sounds were stuck in his throat, leaving only vague fragments of speech that could not be distinguished at all. The fear and fear deep in his heart grabbed his ankles and pulled him fiercely towards the bottomless abyss. No matter how hard he struggled, he could not get rid of it..
what to do? what should he do！
That feeling of powerlessness made him lean lightly on the bookshelf, his shoulders drooping feebly, and then his whole body floated in the weightless space, as if he would drift forever with no end in sight, lost in time. On this occasion, at a certain moment, the thought of "giving up" flashed through my mind, but before it could arise, it was immediately extinguished.——
Cooper shows up.
After Murphy fell asleep, Cooper carefully opened the door to the room, found a small gap between the desk and the door panel, and then squeezed into the room..
He just stared at himself quietly, watching himself come to the bedside, trying to comfort his daughter. He used his hands to move his body, slowly following his footsteps, watching himself and his daughter intently, but he But his body can hardly feel much power anymore. Every move is consuming more energy, and the heavy dragging feeling is making him sink slowly..
“Tell him, Murphy. Let him stay..”
The cry between his lips and teeth is struggling: tell him, Renly, let Paul stay. Renly, tell him, danger, don't leave, let him stay..
The desperate urgency caused his voice to tremble slightly, "Let him stay. Please! Let him stay." From praying to earnestness to pleading, his voice became weaker and weaker like this, "Stay.".”
If he could go back to the past, he hoped that he could stay. As long as he stayed, the story would be different. He was obviously so afraid of such an ending, he was obviously so afraid of such a future, and he obviously had the opportunity to change the past, but he He opened his hands like an idiot. Idiot! The world's stupidest fool！
How could he? How could he let go? How could he just let go and let Paul go?？
Leave.
Please, please! Please stay！
Get up, get up, Paul, get up, grab him, don't let him go, don't leave！
Because it was so urgent and sincere, the voice could hardly come out, it just trembled slightly in the depths of the throat. That kind of fear and vulnerability completely defeated all defenses, completely revealing the weakest and truest self. The sadness and despair flashing in the depths of those eyes make people breathless..
But, he didn't succeed. He still didn't succeed after all..
Murphy lay down angrily, covered his head tightly with the quilt, and refused to talk to his father. This made his father look disappointed. He sat on the edge of the bed like this for a long time, never leaving, but also Without speaking, the overwhelmed sadness slowly flowed out.
what to do？
what should he do？
What else can he do?？
“Stay, let him stay. Stay! "This was the only thought in his mind, but his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't say it out at all. He just repeated it over and over again, which was meaningless, but he hoped that his repetition could convey his thoughts. , change the past.
Then... I saw myself standing up again. My eyes fell on the bed. I took a deep look at the figure who turned around, then turned and took steps..
“No, no no no, no no no.”
Renly only felt that the darkness in his sight was swallowing up bit by bit, just like the tide covering him. He watched his every move quietly, but could not say any words and could only continue to deny the status quo. , denying oneself.
It shouldn't be like this, it can't be like this, he can't leave! he can't leave！
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