1622 only rely on
Renly suppressed the sadness deep in his heart and took a step towards Meadow..
The gray-haired grandfather just now was still standing nearby, holding a piece of chocolate in his hand, trying to comfort Mei Duo, but found that the power of words was too weak after all, so he put the chocolate next to Mei Duo and turned around. He turned around and patted Renly's arm gently to express his condolences..
“Thank you." When Renly spoke again, he realized that his voice was extremely hoarse, and that feeling of powerlessness was wrapping around every muscle in his body. It took him almost all the energy in his body to barely stand..
At this moment, even a little warmth from strangers can make Renly feel powerful again - at least not the coldness of those reporters, which makes people feel despair about the darkness of the world..
The old man turned around and left, sitting down on the bench on the other side. Renly didn't know his story. Every family member waiting in the lounge had their own story and their own sorrow, but he really didn't have the energy now. After taking care of the others, and nodding towards the old man with a smile again, Renly withdrew his gaze and looked at Meadow again..
Mei Duo curled up like this, like a hedgehog. When faced with danger, he curled up into a ball and used the spikes all over his body to resist the danger. Whether it was a friend or an enemy, as long as he stretched out his hand, he would be dripping with blood. Nathan sitting cross-legged next to him was like this.
After thinking about it, Renly slowed down his steps and slowly sat down next to Mei Duo, two positions apart. The pain in his waist and thighs became irritating again, and Renly had to grit his teeth. He calmly suppressed all the pain, and his years of etiquette training allowed him to maintain a calm state..
Renly sat quietly like this, letting the pain, emotions, suffering, and confusion slowly settle down. He picked up the chocolate that his grandfather had just placed on the sofa, opened it, broke it in half, and put it in In his mouth, it was sweet, cloyingly sweet, and the taste of milk and saccharin almost covered up the original taste of black cocoa, but now Renly only felt his mouth full of bitterness..
Turning around, Renly handed the chocolate over, "Meado, it's me, Renly.”
As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Renly choked up. The surge of emotions was so fierce that he lost control. He didn't know...he didn't know how to comfort the girl in front of him, and he didn't know either. How should he convince himself? He doesn’t know what to do, and he doesn’t know what will happen in the future. He doesn’t know anything, like a fool..
“Meadow." Taking a deep breath, Renly continued, "How did you get here? Why don't you wear one more piece of clothing? The weather is not that warm today. If you catch a cold, your dad will definitely be worried. Have you called your grandparents? Do you need me to call your mother? Maybe you could eat some chocolate to warm yourself up a little.”
For the first time, Renly felt that he was so clumsy. He couldn't even say words of comfort. He just talked about trivial things, trivial things that had no meaning..
He can't say it.
“Everything will be fine." "Your dad will be fine." "Your dad will get through it." "It's not as serious as you think." "Everything will pass eventually.”……
He couldn't say these words.
Because he is more afraid than Meadow, lest his words will not come true in the end, but will cause greater harm to Meadow. He is afraid that he will be the one who hurts Meadow. He is a cowardly coward. He I'm really, really scared right now, but I don't dare to show it at all..
There was finally a moment of tranquility in the family lounge..
Mei Duo seemed to have finally heard Renly's words. She quietly raised her head and looked around with her peripheral vision. Those big men with fierce looks finally disappeared. Then she saw Renly's face. She finally looked around again. He couldn't help it, and suddenly flew towards Renly, hugging Renly tightly, like a drowning man finally finding a piece of driftwood..
“Renly. Renly." After shouting a few words, Mei Duo finally couldn't hold on any longer, and she burst into tears, "Renly, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry." Mei Duo Duo just hugged Renly tightly, buried her head in that embrace, and cried bitterly, "If dad... dad... I haven't told him that I love him. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm really I love him so much, he can't leave, no, no! I was wrong, Dad, I was wrong.”
That heartbreaking cry, just repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again, one sentence after another, made Renly's heart twist like a knife. He could only grit his teeth tightly, otherwise his fragility and fear leaked.
He needs to toughen up. Paul and Meadow need him to toughen up.
“Dad will be fine, right? Right! Renly! How could dad do this! He said yes, he said he would grow up with me! He promised to teach me how to ski! He promised to personally hand me over to my prom partner! He said yes! How could he keep his word and not keep it! He lied. Renly, he lied. He couldn't leave like this! He can't! He promised me, how could he, how could he lie to me! Didn't he say that he would be a good father? He promised. He clearly promised me.”
Mei Duo's voice was muffled and heavy. It was so fragmented that she couldn't hear the whispers clearly, but it completely released the tormenting pain..
The shouts hit my heart like a heavy hammer, making me breathless..
Renly raised his hands and gently, slowly and tenderly took Mei Duo into his arms, protecting Mei Duo under his wings like a gentle harbor, "I am here. Mei Duo , I'm here, don't worry, I'm always here.”
Paul Walker, you damn guy! If you dare to give up easily, I swear! Even if I get to hell, I will chase it myself! You can't give up! I won't allow you to give up! I really can't bear it again! I can't help it. Paul Walker, I need you to hold on, please.！
Meadow's hug was so hard that the bruises on her waist began to hurt again. Every muscle in her body was protesting, but the bone-piercing pain made Renly's brain wake up. The energy of pulling made Renly straighten his shoulders again, supporting the fragmented sky above Mei Duo's head..
Renly hugged Meadow tightly, and his voice gradually became firmer, "Meido, everything can still turn around. Do you know? Everything can still turn around. Your father hasn't given up yet, and we shouldn't give up either.！”
In his last life, Paul's injuries were so serious that he died before he could even reach the hospital..
In this life, the situation is different after all. Paul was escorted to the hospital, and things are still looking better. They can't give up, and it's not the time to give up yet.！
The trajectory of fate has changed. They can't give up, they absolutely can't give up！
“Meadow, do you know? Your dad is the strongest person in the world. He knows that you are still waiting for him. He knows that he wants to grow up with you, so he will not give up easily. Promise me, we will not give up easily, okay. ? "Renly repeated in a low voice over and over again, seeming to be convincing both Meadow and himself..
Mei Duo slowly raised her head, her little face now looked like a tabby cat, her eyes were completely swollen, she looked at Renly helplessly, but she couldn't make any sound..
Renly gently retracted his chin, "I know, you love him. But, you still need to say this to him in person, you know? He is waiting, he has been waiting, and did not hear this Before saying that, how could he be willing to give up? Mei Duo, you tell me, right?" As he spoke, Renli choked up again, but this time Renli controlled it and gave a slight smile to Mei Duo. A smile brings a hint of warmth.
Mei Duo looked at Renly blankly, but in the end she didn't say anything. She fell into Renly's arms again, her crying gradually became calmer, and she curled up in Renly's arms weakly and exhausted. In his arms, he was like a kitten lost in a storm, trying hard to find a trace of warmth in the ice and snow..
This kind of plum blossom looks like a delicate and fragile porcelain doll. If you are not careful, it will fall into pieces..
Since entering the hospital, Meadow and Renly have gained a brief period of peace. Two timid and injured souls rely on each other. The darkness does not seem so scary, but the peace is only very, very short-lived. Before they have time to relax, they must Don't get tense again.
The night is still not over.
“Paul Walker's family? "A doctor in a white coat appeared in the family lounge and shouted:.
Renly patted Meadow on the shoulder lightly, and the two of them stood up one after another; Nathan, who was sitting cross-legged on the ground, also stood up awkwardly and followed step by step..
“I'm Derek Shepperd, the neurologist who will be responsible for Paul Walker's head surgery, and I'm looking for... uh, Renly Hall? "The person who came here looks like he is in his mid-forties, and he should be considered a young man among the doctors. Obviously, he does not know much about Hollywood, and he does not show any difference because of the names of Renly and Paul..
Renly nodded in response, "The nurse just said that there are some consent forms that I need to sign..”
“Yes, the patient's medical insurance has signed a relevant agreement. If there is an emergency and his immediate family cannot rush to the scene, then the relevant situation will be handed over to Renly. This includes the surgery agreement and the extraction. No matter the agreement and so on." Derek said simply, "But the situation is not that serious right now. We can discuss the details later. Let's discuss the surgery first..”
Meadow had reached the limit of her challenge and couldn't bear to listen any more. She was almost unable to support her body and could only stand with the help of Renly's support..
This is a torture for Mei Duo.
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