1580 break boundaries
“My relationship with Rebecca..." Paul paused for a moment, and then sighed again. In less than ten minutes today, he sighed more times than he had in the whole year, "Nothing. It was a dramatic conflict, but things didn’t work out. We were both too young at the time, and we couldn’t continue after all, so we finally chose to break up peacefully..”
“However, Rebecca hopes to give Meadow a quiet environment to grow up instead of being surrounded by countless paparazzi in Los Angeles; while I hope to pursue my career as an actor. To be honest, besides being an actor, I don’t know what I can do. .I had no way to argue. So we reached an agreement, Meadow stayed in Hawaii, and I came back to Los Angeles..”
After a pause, Paul said in an annoyed tone, "I don't know if the decision I made back then was the right one. I missed Meadow's entire childhood. I always made wrong choices when I was young..”
Renly knew that Paul was now in a state of self-blame and couldn't extricate himself. He put all the faults on his shoulders. In fact, Paul never left Meadow's life and did his best to accompany her to grow up..
Of course, Paul's words are not completely wrong. With his separated parents and the distance between Hawaii and Los Angeles, Paul really can't help watching Meadow grow up all the time..
But, there are never right answers in life, right?？
“Suddenly at a certain moment, I realized that I couldn't read Mei Duo. I know, I all know, this is an inevitable result of the growth process, but I still can't help but worry, if she leaves forever like this ,what to do? "Paul said in a deep voice..
After being silent for a long time, Paul closed his eyes, his ups and downs of breath revealing his exhaustion and confusion, and sighed deeply, "Renly, I'm really panicked. I don't know what to do. It seems like whatever I do is wrong.”
“Paul, you should look at it from another perspective. No matter what you do, it is right or wrong. The only difference is whether you have told Meadow these thoughts? "Renly couldn't give the correct answer. His persuasion sounded like nonsense, but it was an insignificant God's perspective. Therefore, he still hoped that Paul and Meadow could communicate. The key to solving the problem still lies with them. own hands.
“Renly, I don't know how to communicate with Meadow." Paul's words were also a little irritating. His attempts and efforts were always going on, but Renly's words seemed to imply that he had not tried hard at all. My mood inevitably starts to get agitated..
“I don't know either. Because there is no right answer to this matter." Renly didn't care about Paul's attitude at all, and still responded positively without being humble or condescending, "There is only a suitable answer, an answer suitable between you and Meadow, even if Even Rebecca can't get involved. You should tell Meadow what you really think. This is not an easy task, but it is the best way to build a bridge between each other..”
After a moment of pause, Renly took a deep breath and said, "Paul, why did Meadow choose to come to Los Angeles to live? Have you seriously thought about this question?？”
Renly can have chicken soup for the soul at his fingertips, but what Paul needs now is not so much theoretical comfort, but real experience..
“Isn't it because she needs to go to college? "Paul said subconsciously: After coming to Los Angeles from Hawaii, life has become more colorful, and at the same time, he can have more choices. Meadow is still young, and Rebecca does not want to restrict her daughter's choices, but wants to let Mae do it. Let's go to Duo to have a career and find our own future. Paul thinks so too..
“Paul, think about it seriously." Renly said in a deep voice, "If you are willing, Meadow still has many choices. Rebecca's family also lives in the mainland of North America, right? The point is, Meadow hopes to come and stay with you. Not for future plans in college, but because she knows you love her..”
Paul's voice suddenly became obscure, "...really?"？”
“Fake." Renly complained mercilessly, and the sentimental atmosphere suddenly became joyful. Paul on the other end of the phone also became dumbfounded, "Paul, these are just my words. I don't know the truth. False, the only one who knows the answer is you. You need to have a frank talk with Meadow.”
“But...I can't let go. At least not now." Paul shook his head in frustration, but his tone became slightly more relaxed, and his mood seemed to finally become clearer..
“Worrying about their children is a lifelong job for parents, and there is no way to stop." After Renly finished speaking, he couldn't help but pause for a moment, and the figures of George and Elizabeth appeared in his mind, but they disappeared in an instant - every family has It's hard to recite the scriptures. This is true for the Walker family and the same for the Hall family. He already has many, many things and can no longer be so greedy..
Renly continued, "You will always worry about Meadow. But you still need to learn to let go. What Meadow needs, what Meadow expects, these things can only be discovered by you. I believe that she still has no regrets about her choice. Come to Los Angeles, otherwise, she wouldn’t have come to the set and been discovered by me, right?？”
this is a white lie.
Renly still hopes that Meadow can tell Paul personally, "I love you, Dad." Such words still require a conversation between the parties involved, and the third party's narration seems to have lost the warmth of the words..
Renly's words worked. Paul chuckled and shook his head slightly, "Is she begging? You'd better not let me know.".”
“Yes." Renly admitted frankly, which made Paul smile even more happily, "But I told her, I have no choice, I am always on your side..”
“Haha, she must be furious." Paul laughed heartily, as if the image of Meadow stomping her feet in anger appeared in his mind..
Renly's mood relaxed a little, and he said in a complaining tone, "Now, you can finally breathe a sigh of relief and concentrate on your work, right?"？”
“Huh... don't worry, I'm fine, everything is fine with me." Paul replied nonchalantly, "Those dangerous stunt scenes and shots are all handled by professionals, don't worry about me..”
But Renly couldn't help it.
November 30th was getting closer and closer, and Renly was getting more and more anxious. He couldn't settle down, but he didn't know what to do..
He knew that the accident in his previous life happened outside the crew. When Paul and his friend Roger-Rodas were traveling privately, they lost control because they were going too fast, which led to the heartbreaking scene. broken accident.
But he couldn't keep enough reason and calmness. As November 30th approached day by day, the tension and anxiety became more and more turbulent. He told himself that his little butterfly had changed the trajectory of history. The historical trajectory will no longer develop according to the pattern of the previous life, but he still can't convince himself after all - or in other words, he doesn't dare to take risks, and he can't forgive himself even if there is even the slightest possibility of repeating the same mistakes..
He knows that he is very, very selfish, but the reality is that he has already missed Heather Cross, and there is no way he can miss Paul Walker again. He needs Paul to live, he needs this friend to still be by his side, and he needs him Keep moving forward with yourself.
He wants to be selfish for once.
“Paul..." Renly's voice was hesitant and hesitant. If you listen carefully, you can even catch a slight tremor at the end of his voice, revealing his anxiety and uneasiness..
“Um? " Paul asked doubtfully.
“Can you please stop driving a Porsche? Even if it is driven by a friend, you should not sit in the passenger seat." "Can you please stop racing cars for the next month, even if it is a sports car?" "Can you please stop driving in a sports car at ten? On January 30th, stay at home and don’t go anywhere.”……
Those words were swirling on the tip of my tongue, but in the end I still couldn't say them out, "Paul, after the filming has come to an end, can you come to Iceland to visit the team?"？”
If Renly remembers correctly, the filming of "Fast and Furious 7" will be divided into different periods. All filming in the Los Angeles area will end this week, followed by a slight adjustment period, and finally some finishing touches. As well as reshooting scenes, we have to rearrange the schedule and complete the filming..
The accident in the previous life happened during this rest period.
“I'm going to travel around Iceland by car. I heard that the landscape there is very magical and magnificent, but as you know, my driving skills are really... What do you think, do you have time? Renly pretended to be relaxed and said, if Paul had left the Los Angeles area and stayed away from Roger Rodas, would that tragedy have been avoided?？
“Wow, Iceland? Paul exclaimed, "Why do you suddenly think of traveling around Iceland?" "But Paul didn't delve into it. His personality is that he doesn't like to doubt others. "I don't know. I need to meet with Meadow to see. I still don't know what Meadow's condition is..”
“If Meadow is willing, you can bring her here with you." Renly added, "Just in time, you can travel together and communicate..”
Paul was stunned for a moment, "Of course. Of course! I will ask Meadow...ah, I forgot about it." Meadow still refused to answer his call, "How about this, you ask Meadow. If she If you like, of course I have no problem.”
“Ha, I will send an email to Meadow." Renly's tone remained relaxed and he said jokingly: It's an email, not a text message..
Paul exhaled again, and the heavy feeling in his chest seemed to have finally been relieved, "Renly, thank you..”
Renly knew that he was despicable. He took advantage of the problems between Paul and Meadow. He also took advantage of Meadow's trust in him. More importantly, he crossed that line and manipulated Paul in his own way. His life is like God, trying to use his power to control the power of life and death..
He knows, he knows everything.
But after all, he still couldn't stand by and watch. After all, he still couldn't do it.
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