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Mei Duo left and left with the team of movie fans. No one noticed anything unusual..
Megan was the only exception, but she was a little hesitant. She was not sure what happened. Her words were inevitably hesitant. She hesitated whether she should go forward and ask to make sure that there was no unpleasantness between Renly and the movie fans. Her footsteps Wandering in place, neither leaving nor stepping forward.
Then, Megan felt Renly's gaze. When she raised her head, she could see that Renly raised his right index finger, placed it on his lips, and made a silent gesture, "Shh..”
There was a childish and playful light in those light brown eyes, which revealed Renly's original appearance for an instant, but it was fleeting, and then returned to normal again - or in other words, entered the "Interstellar" crew Renly's usual posture since then, and then Renly nodded slightly with a slight smile, then turned around and left..
Megan still stood on the same spot, thinking seriously for a moment, and then her eyes showed a little surprise: the father and the boy. These two completely different images and temperaments were clearly presented in the movements of their hands. It was just a surprise. One glance at Hong overturned all the images of Renly in the crew during this period, making people marvel, "It turns out that this is the real Renly.".”
The shock was so overwhelming that I couldn't tell whether it was fear or admiration - it turned out that someone could really break the virtuality and reality of the performance, making it completely unrecognizable? So, among all the people in Hollywood, how many are real and how many are fake?？
Is this... is this possible?？
Megan is not sure what kind of emotion she is feeling now..
Renly had no way of knowing what Megan was thinking, but even if he knew it, Renly wouldn't care..
The boundary between reality and falsehood has always been something he has been exploring. After experiencing the "Exploding Drummer", he truly got rid of it - or had an epiphany. Su Shi once sang a thousand years ago, "Life "Like a dream, a bottle of wine brings back the moon." A game is like a dream. Even if there is no performance, how many people can stick to their own truth?？
Otherwise, how could Hollywood's Vanity Fair lose so many lonely souls? In the final analysis, it is just my true heart. If I keep it, it will give me a clear mind; if I lose it, it will be nothing but empty joy..
Turning around, Renly found Nathan first, got his cell phone, then left the working area of the set, walked towards the cornfield, and dialed Paul's number.
The phone rang for a while, and just when it was about to go to voicemail, it finally answered, "Hey, Renly.！”
“Oh, hey, Paul. I thought you were filming." Renly just needed to tell Paul the latest news, that is, Meadow is safe for the time being. That was enough. It didn't matter whether it was an assistant or a voicemail. He didn't expect Paul to actually I answered the call, but that’s fine, we can communicate directly..
Paul made no special words or actions. A faint sigh came from the receiver. It was not obvious. It was more like a long exhalation after exhaustion, but this little bit of information was enough, "Well, I just I finished shooting a scene and now I’m back to rest. My condition is not very good, and Fan is finding fault again. I don’t know what’s going on with him.……”
In just one sentence, Paul hit the emergency brake..
It was obvious that Paul was anxious and tired. Normally, he would almost never complain or complain, let alone say bad things about other people behind their backs. But now his whole body was in a tense state, and his mental state lacked the usual consistency. Patience, but despite this, he still couldn't say it.
He took a long breath again and said, "Sorry, I'm not in a good state." Paul took the initiative to apologize..
“Paul." Renly interrupted Paul's apology and said crisply, "I saw Meadow. She is fine. Everything is fine..”
“……”Paul was stunned, and then he exhaled again as if he was discouraged. He sat quietly on the other end of the phone without speaking for a long time..
Renly said nothing again.
Paul just sat quietly, murmuring, "It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay...it's okay..." As he spoke, all the words and sounds were choked in his throat. fell silent.
In that silence, it seems that even the sound of breathing has disappeared, but you can feel the mixed emotions being intertwined, sadness and joy, joy and relief, bitterness and happiness. It is really difficult to describe in words, all of them are... There was a heavy feeling in the chest, and it was surging..
Paul just needs a moment.
After waiting for a while, Renly faintly noticed that Paul's breathing gradually calmed down, so he spoke again and told Paul the ins and outs of Meadow's arrival on the set today, but Renly only talked about what happened on the set and did not mention it. Meadow's follow-up plans did not mention that Meadow was hiking in Banff National Park. This was Renly's promise to Meadow..
Paul didn’t ask any further questions, he just nodded slightly to show his understanding, and repeated the meaningless but important words again, “It’s okay..”
This is the only thing that Paul cares about. As long as Meadow is safe, everything can be discussed..
“Paul." Renly was considering his words, thinking about how to speak..
According to the education of the Hall family in this life, he should not easily interfere in Paul's housework. In addition to respecting Paul's privacy, the most important thing is that he does not know the ins and outs of the matter, nor the status of Paul and Meadow. , the opinions he gives casually are very likely to be wrong at all. Not only are they not helpful, but they are also harmful..
But Paul is different after all, and Renly still hopes to help. However, this is not an easy task. When the words come to his mouth, he turns them over and over again, but still can't find a clear direction. No wonder everyone says "It is difficult for an upright official to interrupt household affairs”.
“You know we all grow up eventually, right? "Renly still chose his own way and said quietly, "This is how we came here, and so do our children. As we grow up, we need more space of our own. We will begin to have our own lives, and we will begin to have One's own secrets, not everything can be controlled by parents.”
“……I..." Paul opened his mouth and said one word.
Renly did not continue speaking in a hurry, but waited for Paul's words. They were equals. There was no condescension to impart experience or lessons, they just communicated with each other, so he waited for Paul's point of view and only communicated with each other. , can we find a solution to the problem.
But in the end, Paul was still unable to speak. He just sighed, and then fell silent again..
“Parents should learn to let go and understand. I don't know how difficult this is because I have never been a father, but I know it is definitely not an easy thing." Renly then continued, "Letting go does not mean goodbye. , but means maturity and independence between each other. Children need to have their own lives, and parents also need to create their own lives. But in the final analysis, family love is still the deepest bond between each other..”
This is Renly's own perception.
Regarding family ties, there is no right answer. Every family has its own hard-to-remember scriptures. Some people long for a deeper bond, while others long for more independence. But no matter what, family is family after all. In addition to blood ties, there are also things that accumulate over time. The emotional bond is always the most important harbor deep in the heart.
Even Renly is no exception. If Edith asks, then no matter what happens, no matter what is right or wrong, Renly will stand behind her unconditionally..
Paul still didn't speak. The sound of a lighter rubbing was heard from the other side of the receiver, and the sizzling sound of a lit cigarette slowly spread in the air..
Although Renly didn't say much, Paul is not an idiot. Meadow and Renly must have mentioned something, so Renly said what he just said. Paul must admit that he doesn't know how to get along with Meadow. , too cautious and too eager to desire, so that they worry about gains and losses, and make frequent mistakes..
“It seems that not long ago, Mei Duo was a baby in swaddling clothes. She was only as long as my forearm. She was so small and cute in my arms. I was worried that I might crush her if I exerted a little force. God, I really I believe that she is an angel from heaven, lighting up my life.”
Paul said quietly, and in his words you could faintly catch the happiness and contentment that raised the corners of his mouth..
“I used to always hear other people miss their children like this, and I thought they must be making a fuss. Children are growing up, and we are getting older. Isn't this a fact that everyone knows? But now, I really understand that feeling.”
“It’s not that we don’t know, it’s that we are unwilling to let go, so we begin to refuse to acknowledge the reality, indulge in those memories, and remember those most beautiful years. But in fact, how could it be so beautiful in those days? Those who were disturbed in the middle of the night The days when we wake up, the days when we have a splitting headache because of the baby's distress, those days when we learn to change diapers awkwardly, we are like a powder keg that can explode at any time. It's just that we beautify those memories and refine those happiness Just a moment.”
Paul was immersed in his memories, and his voice became lighter, as if he was mocking himself or sighing. Finally, he took a deep drag on the cigarette and coughed without thinking..
Although Paul can smoke, he actually has no craving for cigarettes at all. He rarely smokes at all, and a pack of cigarettes is still full for more than half a year. Today, it seems that he has not smoked for so long that he started to cough. But he couldn't tell whether it was because he was choking on the cigarette or because he was feeling restless..
“At a certain moment, we suddenly realized that we were getting old and our children had grown up and were gradually gone away." Paul sighed in a rare moment..
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