1408 in a trance
Human sensitivity to pain nerves is limited.
When the pain reaches the extreme, even tearing the soul apart, then it loses its original meaning; or when the pain accumulates to the extreme, and gradually gets used to the existence of pain, and the brain and body begin to become numb, then it will also Lost its original meaning. Even... began to enjoy it.
For Renly, it's the latter. Or, he's getting closer to the latter..
The wound at the tiger's mouth was so hot and painful that it felt like it was smeared with chili oil. Thin needles the size of cow hairs had penetrated into the pores, slowly tearing the muscle tissue, and there was a sharp pain. One after another, one after another, they couldn't stop at all, so that the nerves began to gradually lose control of the palms and fingers..
For a moment, there was an illusion that the thumb seemed to have been separated..
He could clearly feel the continuous pain. The main muscles in his temples and spine were tightening bit by bit, like a ballerina dancing on them. The nerves were gently pulling and restraining his whole body. Every muscle in his upper and lower body began to tremble slightly uncontrollably..
But he is enjoying it.
It's not the kind of pain that makes you want to scream, nor the kind of numbness that makes you want to roll around, but a thrilling and bloody pleasure, as if the more pain, the happier it is, the kind of addictive stimulation. The feeling began to make the spirit become trance-like, and another world was isolated in the mind..
The real world and the two-dimensional world are independent of each other and do not conflict with each other..
In fact, not only did he not lose his mind or get distracted, but he became more focused. The subsequent reshoots were completed very smoothly, as if he had entered a state of selflessness, and the performance that came at his fingertips could quietly integrate with Andrew, showing his extraordinary It's so natural, he knows exactly what he's doing.
However, the two-dimensional world constructed in the mind is like a dream. The whole person seems to be gradually floating. Just tiptoe lightly to ride on the wind and spread your wings. Those bizarre memory fragments are like leaping springs. Generally, it is surging and beautiful, making people gradually get lost in it and unable to extricate themselves..
Renly had never tried drugs, but according to rumors, this was how he felt after taking an injection of heroin..
Now, Renly felt that the sea/loin was flowing through his veins..
The whole blood vessel is cold, and the sharp and biting cold is so sharp that even the bones begin to ache; but the blood is boiling, and the scorching and scalding temperature causes the body temperature to slowly rise, and even the whole body is almost burning. Get up. Two contradictory feelings blend together perfectly.
“Card！”
“Kakaka！”
“Renly, card！”
“Stop it, God damn it, stop it！”
“Card! Kakaka！”
“Damn it! Renly! Damn it！”
“……”
The entire practice room was filled with a strange and dark atmosphere. Damien kept grabbing his hair. The messy curly hair looked like even a pet dog wouldn't want to stay there. There was a thick look between his eyebrows. Worrying, he supported his right hand and kept biting his nails..
Damien has stopped filming, but Renly still hasn't stopped playing..
“Rub rub rub rub! Bang bang bang bang! Rub rub rub rub rub rub！”
The irritable and chaotic drum beats continued to stir in the room, sometimes turning into a mess, sometimes bursting with inspiration, sometimes having no structure again, and sometimes the speed increased to an incredible three hundred and twenty beats. At that time, it was good and sometimes bad. The beating of the drums is like a surging river, vibrating continuously. There is no elegance, no nobility, no texture, just pure... enchanting.
What's even more frightening is that the wound on Renly's right hand burst open again. This time, under the squeezing and impact of the surging force, the blood burst out directly, "chila", breaking through the blockage of the band-aid, splashing out, dark red The blood just fell on the drum, jazz drum and carpet, spreading like plum blossoms, and the drumstick in the hand was dyed with a touch of bright red..
Shocking.
Even if you were just watching, you would start to feel frightened. The feeling of horror would creep up your back, and you would start to shiver, one after another..
“Damien! Do something! "The other staff members standing nearby finally couldn't stand it anymore. This was simply too cruel..
Damien's face was also full of pain.
In the beginning, he was happy to see it happen, and even encouraged Renly. He needed this kind of obsessive and frightening performance quality to really make the character fall into madness. This would perfectly fit in with their previous discussion: killing his father..
Fletcher is forcing Andrew to escape into the darkness and fall into the abyss step by step, and he will do whatever it takes to succeed, even if he is sacrificed himself; and Andrew himself is also giving in to his own ambition and madness bit by bit, Putting on the wings of darkness amid the paranoid pressure, he slowly began to cut off all his worries and ties..
This is a two-way process. Before you come and I go, slowly and slowly complete the blackening..
Therefore, Damien hopes that Renly can interpret the kind of persistence that continues to beat the beat drum even after the filming is interrupted; but Damien obviously ignores Renly's own strength-or, in other words, Damien's The actor’s performance style and rhythm still lack sufficient understanding.
Renly's interpretation and analysis went even further than Damien. In a trance, Andrew truly became alive, and their cameras were witnessing the process of Andrew's darkening step by step. This kind of breakthrough The process of moral restraint is truly bloody and cruel, challenging everyone's moral bottom line..
Even Damien himself was beginning to suffer..
Now, the only thought in Damien's mind is: Has the demon been unleashed? So, can it go back again? Or, will it go back obediently? Can it be controlled? If it doesn't work, then... what should I do?？
Just then, the drumbeat stopped without warning.
From extremely noisy to extremely quiet, the sudden change made the air in the entire practice room freeze..
Facing the shocked and panicked expressions of everyone, Renly, as the person involved, had a relaxed look on his face. He raised his head and looked at Damien calmly, "The shot just now, is it okay?？”
Quiet.
quiet.
All the staff present felt that they had been hit hard by a hundred thousand points. There was a huge gap between Renly's calmness and calmness, which made people shudder invisibly. Many people even looked away, not daring to look directly at Renly again. eyes, and the silence at the scene spread like this, filled with an aura of death..
“how? Not good enough? Do you want me to do it again? "Renly paid full attention and asked again..
“No, no no no." Damien finally came to his senses and waved his hands repeatedly, "Very good! The shot just now was very, very good! Everything is perfect, we can finish today's work early." Damien smiled repeatedly and couldn't wait to give his approval, fearing that the scene just now would happen again..
There was a pause, and then Damien came back to his senses, "Is your wound... okay?" But then he remembered his joyful mood, and couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed. He coughed twice and explained, "I What I mean is that there will be filming next. Are you sure your wound is okay? Otherwise, it will be infected, which will be terrible..”
“Don't worry, I will take good care of myself." Renly raised his right hand. He couldn't see the specific condition of the wound with his half-clenched fist, but he could clearly see the rich blood. The patient who suffered from haemorrhage must have fainted now. It was time; but there was a faint smile on Renly's lips, "After all, this is a tool to success, and it must not be treated casually..”
The first person subject of this sentence is...Andrew？
Then, Renly stood up and let out a long breath.
The intertwined feeling of two worlds existing at the same time is still so real. Every move can be felt by two people doing it at the same time. The tangible texture of overlapping and synchronizing brings a faint sense of heaviness, as if one body is carrying two people. The weight of the soul is average——
But this description is not very accurate, because the two-dimensional world is floating outside like a bubble. The slightest disturbance will start to turn things upside down, and it seems that it may fall apart at any time..
Renly felt vaguely in a trance..
He knows what he is doing, and he is able to control his behavior. After polishing so many works, he is no longer the rookie who was lost in the true, false, and illusory reality; but every move is as if it is nothing. Shaking like a duckweed, this is the so-called "trance"”.
Renly guessed that, on the one hand, it was because he was exhausted, and the full sprint performance really required too much physical strength; on the other hand, because of the stimulation brought by the wound, his spirit began to become tired. He was now What is needed is a rest. Whether it is Renly or Andrew.
Just rest and you'll get better.
Renly told himself this.
Then, Renly saw his friends who appeared on the set, "Hey guys, why are you here?"？”
Catching the worry and hesitation in the eyes of the three people, Renly curled up the corners of his mouth habitually, showing a familiar smile. At the same time, he raised his right hand and shook it slightly, "I'm going to the hospital for disinfection now. And how about the bandaging treatment? Are you going to go to the hospital to watch it together, or are you going to wait until I finish bandaging it?？”
The relaxed and joking words made the three of them calm down a little. This is still the Renly they are familiar with. The aura belonging to Andrew is slowly ebbing. This is good news..
“People are watching, I want to take photos and post them on the photo wall to tell everyone that I am dating Renly." Ryan was the first to raise his right hand to sign up, but then he discovered that Rooney and Renly Paul didn't even respond, and looked over with a disgusted expression. Ryan spread his hands innocently, "Why, don't I have the potential to become an internet celebrity?"？”
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