1402 Groundless worries
“Hey, gentleman, why are you hiding in this corner alone? Could it be that the crew was too enthusiastic, so they had to hide themselves during the break and look for a quiet place?？”
A light joking voice came to his ears, but Renly was like a frightened bird. His muscles instantly tensed up, and a powerful aura that prohibited strangers from entering suddenly burst out from deep in his heart. In a trance, he felt as if he had entered. We have created a sterile space, guarding every corner, and every gap is like a formidable enemy. The atmosphere of tension and panic fills every detail of every move..
However, Renly soon realized his stupidity and clumsiness.
He doesn't even need to raise his head, he just needs to calm down and listen carefully to describe the bright smile and warm eyes, and then outline the appearance and image of the person..
But he didn't. He didn't raise his head, and kept his chin lowered. His whole body was as alert as a hedgehog with spikes. He carefully raised his sight, glanced around in front of him, and then caught a pair of people wearing white canvas clothes. Shoes and light blue jeans, the pupils immediately shrank, and the feeling of repulsive alienation became more and more alert..
he is panicking.
Having just experienced the fear of having his self-confidence and dignity completely destroyed, he is now on full alert. Any slightest disturbance may cause him to flee; but what is even more tragic is that he is now standing in a corner, It seems that I have trapped myself in a dead end with no escape..
what should he do？
He reluctantly pulled the corner of his mouth, trying his best to hide the confusion and unbearable feeling in his heart, forcing himself to raise his chin and meet the visitor's eyes, but this was really not an easy task, and his eyes began to dodge involuntarily..
As expected, the visitor is Rooney Mara.
But now he couldn't look directly into Rooney's eyes, "Hey.”
After a brief hello, the words stopped like this, with no follow-up and no tricks. Instead, Rooney was stunned. She spread her hands and expressed her surprise, but still did not get a response from Renly. She hesitated slightly. He stood up and said, "Oh, I'm sorry, did I interrupt you? Are you preparing for the shooting now? Oh, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..”
Rooney and Renly had just collaborated on "Gravity" not long ago, and they really understand Renly's habits..
Subconsciously, Rooney took half a step back, opened the distance slightly, kept enough space, and looked around, "Well, I came here specially to visit the crew. If the timing is not right, where is the crew? Direction? I'll go meet them first..”
“No. It doesn't matter. I'm fine." Renly's words were so dry that there was no moisture at all, and the sentences were completely separated. His usual ease had completely disappeared, and he seemed to have become a completely different person..
Rooney was stunned for a moment, and then she suddenly realized. She thought of the experience before "Gravity" was launched, the way Renly put himself into the performance and the state he presented, which are still vivid and vivid in her mind..
At this moment, Rooney noticed Renly's hesitant steps. He seemed to be preparing to leave this corner, but did not want to have more contact with her, so he was looking for a reliable route, just like in football or basketball. The offensive players are looking for holes in the defense. Somewhat funny..
Rooney couldn't help laughing happily, and then took the initiative to move to the side and moved her position..
Immediately afterwards, Renly nodded quickly and left quickly through the gap; it could be seen that his footsteps paused for a moment at the corner, as if he was about to turn around and say something, but he was tense But the back showed a hint of hesitation. After all, he chose to give up because he was hungry, took steps again, and walked away..
Rooney did not follow immediately, but stayed where she was and thought about it carefully..
She had not read the script of "Breaking Drummer", but had once watched Renly learn the drums in the practice room. His stubbornness was so stubborn that it was almost paranoid, and there was a faint burst of restless anger. The momentum of a moth flying into the flame is really scary. I would rather be broken into pieces than destroyed. This is the most appropriate description..
There are only two endings for such a personality: either leading to glory in success, or heading to destruction in failure..
no other possibility.
To be honest, Rooney was a little confused as to whether it was Renly or Andrew. The stubbornness in the two people's bones was so similar and so similar. They would release all their energy and give their best without reservation for their dreams and goals. , especially when practicing drums, there is no performance and no camera. It is clearly Renly, but he reveals an aura of Andrew, gradually blurring the boundaries..
Today, facing the situation just now, Rooney gradually tasted the difference.
Andrew has low self-esteem in his bones, but Renly's soul is sunny. Faced with the same dilemma, they may choose to deal with it in the same way, but the difference in mentality and emotion is destined to have a different outcome, just like the difference in coins. Two sides of one body, but two completely different independent individuals, each with its own complete personality.
Now, what Rooney is worried about is, can Renly tell the difference clearly? Or, is Renly willing to tell the difference? For the sake of performance and role, is Renly deliberately blurring such boundaries, and then allowing himself to confuse the real with the fake, escaping into chaos, and then gradually losing himself?.
“There was no problem with Renly being fully committed during the filming of "Gravity" because the ending of the movie is bright..
What about "Crack Drummer"? If Andrew's ending is dark, does that mean Renly may be too deeply involved in the drama to escape? Just like Heath Ledger in "The Dark Knight"？
Thinking of this, Rooney's palms began to sweat..
“Hey, girl." A cheerful and sunny call came from behind. Rooney was instantly startled and suddenly woke up from her thoughts. Then she saw Paul Walker approaching quickly, "What are you doing? If you don't go in, you won't be waiting for me here, right? I shouldn't be late... Rooney, you don't look good. What's the matter? God are you okay?？”
Paul's worried look made Rooney's tense heartstrings relax a little, and the corners of her mouth also turned up slightly, "I'm fine." She was indeed fine, but she just looked a little worried. After thinking about it, Rooney added , "I'm a little worried about Renly. I accidentally bumped into him at the door just now..”
Paul then looked around, looking for Renly..
“He has already entered." Rooney quickly explained, "He seems a little reserved, and seems to be too involved in the role. You should know him..”
Paul immediately understood and nodded his head slightly in agreement, "Yes, every time he gets involved in a role, he has no reservations, which is really worrying." Paul once watched Renly perform "Transcendence" and "Transcendence" live. He can understand the meaning of Rooney's words through the two works "Drunk Country Ballads".
“However, I think Renly knows what he is doing." Paul said lightly, not indifferently, but full of confidence, "He has always been like this. He takes every role seriously, starting from getting the script. After finishing filming, he devoted himself wholeheartedly to the role. He clearly knew what he wanted and the direction he was going. All we need to do is cheer him on..”
Rooney was stunned for a moment, and then she couldn't help but chuckle. She nodded gently, then gently nodded again, and her nervousness slowly relaxed..
She let out a long breath and kept trying to persuade herself not to think wildly, not to think divergently, not to make assumptions in advance. Now she didn't know anything and was just relying on some fragmented fragments to piece together the whole story. This was not true. It was right and unfair that she should trust Renly, just like Paul..
Instead of making malicious speculations here and scaring yourself, the more you think about it, the more frightened you become and the darker you think about it; why not calm down and go into the crew to find out what's going on?.
Originally, their mission today was to make a special trip to visit the class..
So Rooney also put away her thoughts and asked curiously, "Where's Ryan? Isn't he in New York? Why is he the last one to arrive at the scene today?"？”
Today’s visit stems from an inquiry from Ryan Gosling.
Ryan, who just finished his vacation recently, returned to New York. During this time, Ryan has been preparing for his first self-written and directed work "Misery". He completed the script writing during the vacation - with the help of on his own, but now, he needs more input and perspective.
Renly is the obvious choice.
So, Ryan asked Paul about Renly's whereabouts. When he learned that "The Big Bang" had just started filming, he took the initiative to bring up the agreement to come to visit, and then called Rooney, so that the trip could come true..
“In recent days, he has been running around film companies, looking for investment, and contacting the Screen Actors Guild, hoping to find suitable actors. I guess he is still quite busy." Paul said uncertainly, "Only after he actually serves as a producer Only then did I realize how difficult it is to make a movie.”
Rooney nodded in agreement..
“Yes, I have begun to regret it now." As he spoke, Ryan also appeared in sight, hurriedly hugging Rooney and Paul respectively. It can be clearly noticed that the wrinkles Baba's shirt and messy hair reveal how busy and sloppy Ryan has been these days. "I keep thinking, why do I put myself in such a predicament?"？”
Rooney and Paul exchanged glances, and both chuckled..
Ryan was stunned, "Why, did something happen that I don't know about?？”
“After entering, you can have a good communication with Renly. I think you will definitely be able to resonate with each other, and maybe you can find the answer." Rooney teased meaningfully..
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