1154 turn back time
“This is how it should be……”
“……current situation……”
“I think we have to speed it up……”
The back door of the Pioneer Village opened, fragments of broken words leaked out, and steaming heat hit his face. A thin and tall figure walked out quickly, wearing a navy blue vertical striped shirt, lined with a white bottoming shirt, and a Wearing a dark pea-colored woolen suit jacket, it has a strong 1960s style, but it complements the bar behind him..
The cold air suddenly swarmed in like a tide, and the collision of hot air and cold air began to surge. The back door closed gently, and the long alley suddenly became quiet, and all the noisy discussions were blocked outside the door panel. , the sudden drop in temperature caused a large number of goosebumps to appear on the surface of the skin, making people pull on their coats, trying to find a trace of warmth..
But then, Renly realized that he had just come out after forgetting to put on his coat..
After turning around, he still did not go back. There was a dark and turbulent noise in his ears, surging in the rich night and cold air. Not only did it not appear noisy, but it also highlighted the quietness and depth of the alley. , couldn't help but raised his head and looked in the direction of the source of the sound..
At the end of the alley, you can see a bustling crowd, slapping the team excitedly and excitedly, each one gesticulating and chatting happily. The long team cannot see the beginning or the end, just a section of it. It is a short paragraph, but it can easily depict the turbulent crowd. In the night, the excited and excited faces turned into vague symbols..
In the alley, the street lights are in disrepair and seem to have been abandoned. The flashing neon outlines the skyline of the city. Even at night, it still looks like day. The blue-gray building walls are looming in the night, and the light is light. After the ground slides by, it casts a large shadow, hiding all the figures and secrets in the deep alley..
The hazy rain and fog have an apocalyptic beauty and decadence in the halo.——
The busier it is, the lonelier it is; the more crowded it is, the lonelier it is.
He lowered his eyes slightly, and then he saw this familiar alley: wet ground, dark red brick walls, dirty trash cans, rusty fire escapes, and scrap metal piled in the corner.……
Time flies, the world has changed, but it seems that this corner has been forgotten. Everything is exactly the same as in memory. It seems that it has not changed since the first day he came to work. Even the large area outside the glass window diagonally opposite No change can be seen in the spider webs. They are still shivering in the cold wind, with tiny drops of water hanging there..
The memory began to go back bit by bit, returning to the years when I first arrived in New York..
So far away, yet so close; So blurry, yet so clear.
He took out the cigarette box from his pocket, took out one, and held it in his mouth; he subconsciously leaned on the wet wall, preparing to light it with a match, but before he could open the match box, something came from behind. I felt a chill and shivered involuntarily. I reflexively shrank my neck and started jumping on the spot..
He glanced at the back of the suit, unsure whether it would affect the subsequent performance; he looked back with a slight frown, only to realize that he was standing in the wrong position, and then shuddered again..
After realizing what he had done, he was stunned for a moment, and then the smile on his lips rose absurdly..
He recalled his childhood in this life.
Because, for aristocratic gentlemen, jumping, trembling, and shrinking the neck are absolutely not allowed. Only servants and working people will feel the threat of cold weather. Those upper-class gentlemen always stay in Warm as spring interior, maintaining elegant demeanor.
For nobles, even if they go out, they must straighten their backs, open their shoulders, and look calm. It seems that they cannot feel the magical attack of the weather at all, and they must face any challenge with an elegant and calm attitude. Even if they really feel the cold , they can only wear gloves and politely rub their hands to keep warm..
Not to mention George and Elizabeth, even if Elf saw what she had just done, she would definitely stop him with a stern look..
After leaving London and coming to New York, time passed so quickly that he had not recalled those childhood moments for a long, long time. After the performance in London's West End, he had not thought of those family members again for a long, long time - Arthur and Yi. Edith is a special case. Sometimes, he doesn't think Edith is a Hall..
But at this moment, those memories came back again, so vivid. It was like when I first arrived in New York, I had just left London, just left the shackles, and had just gained freedom. I raised my head again and looked around, and this sense of trance gradually changed. It becomes clear that there seems to be no gap in the passage and reversal of time..
Everything is so familiar, the familiar pioneer village, the familiar back door alley, the familiar performance night...and the familiar dilemma of dreams, the familiar waiting, the familiar feeling of loss...everything is too much It was so real that Renly couldn't tell the difference, and he was instantly transported back to three years ago..
That winter, that pioneer village, that New York.
At that time, "War in the Pacific" had just finished filming, and he returned to New York exhausted and exhausted from filming and vacation. In fact, after the filming of the series was completed, he stayed in Australia for a while, learning to surf and relaxing; although In this way, leaving the scorching sun in Australia and rushing into the cold and humidity of New York is still hard to adapt to..
During the filming of the series, he truly felt the joy and happiness of acting for the first time, and once again confirmed his dreams and persistence down-to-earth. His talent was initially recognized, and he also took a solid step forward. One step forward, looking forward to the future, looking forward to development, full of confidence and pride.
However, "Pacific War" has not yet been officially broadcast, and I am inevitably a little uneasy deep in my heart. I am looking forward to the feedback from professional film critics and the audience's reaction. Success is so close yet so far away, and I always worry about gains and losses. Ups and downs, a little bit of uneasiness, a little bit of excitement.
On the one hand, I firmly hold my dream and sprint towards my goal with all my strength; on the other hand, I inevitably doubt myself whether my talents and talents can really impress the public, whether I can really find a soulmate, and whether I can really find a soulmate. Can you really create a world? Or even, do you really have the talent?？
On the one hand, witnessing the friends around me who were auditioning together and looking for opportunities, one after another began to receive audition notices, and even further got the opportunity to perform, winning the opportunity in their own way, it was inevitable that a trace of envy would grow deep in my heart. On the other hand, they refused to compromise. They just stubbornly stiffened their necks, refused to go with their flow, and stubbornly insisted on themselves..
On the one hand, he devotes himself wholeheartedly to polishing and researching professional skills, immersing himself in his own art world, and firmly believing that his own ideas are correct; on the other hand, he begins to panic, whether the balance between art and business has fallen out of control. In the rut of escaping, he will eventually become a speck of dust in the torrent of the times..
Even if we are two people, the unknown issues in life still need to be slowly explored and explored..
It was during that winter that Renly Hall and Le'Veon Davis overlapped.
They are the same. They have talents, firm beliefs, and dreams. They stick to an ideal a little stupidly, but they are still noble and proud. They are quietly waiting for their own opportunities and patiently waiting for the moment when their dreams take root and sprout. .Although the contradictions and conflicts deep in their hearts have never really disappeared, they still raised their heads proudly and moved forward stubbornly..
In the face of Andy Rogers's three visits to the thatched cottage, he was full of sincerity, but he always put on a high profile, even though he had nothing, he was still picky. Compared with the breakthrough and development of his career, he was more worried about himself as an artist. The pursuit of literati’s nobility and arrogance lingers, they refuse to compromise, and they think they are aloof..
Faced with the invitation to audition for "Thor", he never really considered it. He just read it as a learning opportunity, and then put it aside and refused to pay attention. He was obviously a newcomer and had no choice, but he still asked for a lot. Holding a pure and speechless idealism, running rampant in Hollywood.
Faced with the opportunity to perform "Buried Alive", he tried his best and made a desperate move, because it was the best choice in his mind, so he rushed forward like a moth to a flame, ran barefoot without caring about himself, and pursued this work with all his strength. , but deep down in his heart, he is not sure whether he is qualified for this job, let alone whether this opportunity can realize his artistic persistence..
Contradictory and stupid, naive and stubborn.
Such a story is too familiar and too real. He is like this, and so is LeVine..
She was critical of Jim's commercial performance, envied Troy for being appreciated by his agent, despised the vulgarity of the quartet, and ridiculed her sister for her ignorance of art... She had to choose to bow her head for quick money, and joined Jim's ranks, singing a commercial. Song, but he wished that his name would be completely eliminated from the list of producers, gave up the copyright, and chose cash... For the last chance, he traveled all the way to Chicago to give it a try, but came back disappointed..
This is Llewyn's story, and this is Renly's story.
Even the excitement and turmoil at the entrance of the alley in front of them are the same. They may have heard the names of "Renly Hall" or "LeVeon Davis", but they are just joining in the fun and have never really understood him. Talent and creativity; they may not care who “Renly Hall” or “Le’Veon Davis” is and just want to enjoy a night of relaxation and entertainment.
They gathered bustlingly at the entrance of the pioneer village, but they had nothing to do with him..
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