1116 Can't help myself
He just looked at Heather.
Once upon a time, this face seemed to have gradually become blurry. Day after day work made those memories blurry. All memories gradually settled down. There was no sadness, but no joy, no pain. , but there was no happiness. He chose to say goodbye, and then buried all his emotions in the past.
But today, he saw Heather again.
The girl who kept fighting for her dreams, the girl who kept fighting for survival, she never gave up, even at the last moment of her life, she still refused to surrender. She kept her promise..
But he is trying to give up. Ryan Stone is trying to give up. Heather once had no chance, but she fought; and Ryan now has the chance, but he failed to persist. The intersection of reality and illusion is completely broken. The barriers of the fourth dimension are boiling in my mind..
He tried to look away, he tried to close his eyes, he tried to breathe again, but all the reactions were in vain..
He just looked at Heather blankly, and then in his sight, Heather's appearance gradually began to blur. It was Alex Kowalski, Rooney Mara, Ryan's younger brother. The faces are all intertwined together, and the surge of emotions makes people almost breathless..
“Yes, I know, it's beautiful here.”
She spoke, faced his gaze head-on, and calmed down. As their eyes met, silence was flowing slowly, and emotions were slowly surging. They could catch each other's reflections in their sights, and You can catch each other's throbbing. Silence is better than sound at this time.
She showed a bright smile and pointed to the dashboard in front of her, "You can turn off all systems and turn off all lights..”
Along with the words, she began to turn off the switches one by one, and the lights dimmed again. The dim light outside faintly outlined the silhouettes of the two people. Then, she turned her head and made eye contact again, "Close your eyes and ignore others, Wan Lai. Ju Jing, in space, no one can hurt you, it is extremely safe.”
Her frankness and honesty touched his softness and vulnerability, which revealed a trace of embarrassment in the depths of his eyes. He tried to avoid his eyes in a panic, but could only lower his eyes. Then he realized that he had nowhere to escape. , completely exposed to her sight, the naked feeling made him grit his teeth.
“I mean, why keep going? Why should we live? She tilted her head slightly, her smile faded, and a hint of softness flashed in her eyes, "You have completely lost contact with the world and are alone. What could be sadder than this?" But the key lies in what you should do. It was then and it is now.”
He avoided her sight, his slightly closed eyelids were trembling, and his rapid breathing revealed the panic in his heart. It seemed that the world was falling apart. The forbearance, the struggle, the pain, and the sadness were all gathering together. The collision turned into a desperate light, leaking out from a tear in the corner of the eye.
“If you decide to go back, then you should take action. You know, you still have a chance." Her words hit him hard in the heart..
His younger brother, always looking up to his younger brother, always waiting for his younger brother, always trying to get closer; and the child he has never met before, the child who belongs to his younger brother, the baby's footprints and cries are in his mind It started to reverberate...the world started to collapse into millions of pieces..
Heather doesn't stand a chance.
Heather didn't stand a chance.
However, Heather is still blooming wantonly. She has a life of her own, a short but brilliant life. Her only regret is that she has never been able to stand on the stage and sing loudly. She is working hard, she is Although she struggled hard, she never gave up. But he, Ryan Stone, chose to give up..
My heart was pounding hard, and the pain hit me hard like a storm. I was almost out of breath. A ball of sparks burst out of my chest, burning out all the oxygen. The feeling of suffocation was dull and fierce. The ground beat his chest so hard that his whole body began to curl up..
The hallucinations and lights and shadows are dissipating little by little, and the feeling of fear arises from deep in my heart..
He tried to open his palms and firmly grasp this little bit of light and shadow, but he could not get rid of the strong feeling of suffocation. The survival instinct seemed to have awakened again. He had already chosen to give up, to surrender, and to live forever. Sleeping forever, but now, he began to struggle again. It seemed that he had rekindled a glimmer of hope and struggled hard..
“Sit tight and enjoy the journey." Her voice came to her ears again, it was Heather's, Alex's, or Rooney's..
The cold and biting reality gradually became clearer, just like the fireworks began to disappear after they bloomed. I wanted to save them, but there was no way to do it. In the end, I could only gaze desolately and sadly at the wisp of smoke remaining in the sky..
“You have to stand on the earth with both feet and start your life again.”
He shook his head gently, denying reality and illusion. He didn't even know what he was denying, he just wanted to grab something, "How did you get here?" Why Heather Cross? ? Why did Heather appear in the rescue capsule? Why did Heather break the dimensional wall and enter the story? Why？
“I told you, it's hard to say." But she still didn't let go, "Hey, Ryan！”
“What's wrong? "He replied reflexively, but the feeling of suffocation was making his body weaker and weaker. Even the movement of shaking his head seemed to have no strength to support it. He could only vaguely see his chin shaking unconsciously..
She paused and said in a bright and steady voice, "It's time to go home..”
The baby's cry was loud and clear, getting louder and louder, reverberating on the eardrums, reverberating again, and the lingering sound gradually matched the rhythm of the heart; then it turned into an alarm bell, The beeping sound is annoying and reawakens the nightmare in the memory.——
I had a childhood nightmare of taking care of my younger brother. I woke up in the middle of the night because of the baby's cry. After rubbing my eyes, I curiously looked at my younger brother in the cradle opposite. His small body burst out with incredible energy, which seemed to be enough to shake the whole world. room.
Suddenly, Ryan opened his eyes and turned around, trying to find Heather's figure, but there was nothing, nothing. He was the only one in the entire escape cabin, and the annoying police officer was there. The ringtone is getting louder and louder, which is annoying..
Breathing, he breathed heavily, but he couldn't capture much oxygen, which made his throat dry and burning. He lightly tapped his chest, trying to relieve the burning in his lungs, but with little success..
He sat upright, his whole limbs became extremely heavy, found the button on the dashboard again, turned on the oxygen, and watched the oxygen fill the entire space little by little, and finally, he turned off the alarm bell..
The world finally calmed down.
Ryan leaned back on the chair again, breathing heavily, then took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and tightened his muscles to the extreme. Then he relaxed and simply moved his neck joints, slowly Slowly regained its status.
Closing his eyes, his brain felt the oxygen again and gradually began to move, "Landing... landing also requires propulsion." Ryan tried to carefully understand the meaning of this sentence, trying to awaken the details in his mind, "I said ..." But this is not an easy task. The whole brain still seems to be in chaos..
But this time, Ryan was not in a hurry, and thought about it quietly. Finally, he took a deep breath, straightened his waist, and sat upright again. After opening his eyes again, the light in his eyes glowed. Feeling a completely different vitality, he turned on the lights in an orderly manner, and then found the landing operation manual nearby.——
This is a Russian device. The buttons and operations are still different after all. He needs to start with learning and understanding..
In the environment of extreme hypoxia and extreme cold, his muscles began to stiffen, and every movement seemed extremely slow. The pain could be clearly felt between the slightly frowned brows, but his eyes did not waver at all. Start reading it in detail and carefully.
“Yes, this is it...Okay...the soft landing thruster switch will automatically turn on three meters above the ground.……”
As he talked, he really got into the manual..
There are no superfluous words, no superfluous movements, or even superfluous expressions, just the gestures and eyes, but they deeply reveal a firmness, an unstoppable and unstoppable firmness, and a strong belief and desire for survival. , filling his face with holy light.
One look defeated all the uneasiness and anxiety, and cleared away all the hesitation and sadness. After the desperate situation, Ryan was reborn and transformed into someone so familiar yet so unfamiliar. It seems...just like the immature boy standing at the starting point of his dream.
“Card！”
Alfonso Cuaron's voice finally rang out, and then everyone stood up and began to applaud excitedly and excitedly. The thunderous applause echoed throughout the studio, completely cutting off all illusions. In one fell swoop, Renly was dragged from the movie to reality. The pull brought by the strong gravity amplified the exhaustion of dehydration to the extreme..
Renly smiled at the staff in front of him, then struggled to stand up, but his knees couldn't help but weaken, and he almost fell down again. A right hand appeared in his sight, wearing a space suit. , raised his head, Rooney’s sweaty face came into view..
One was above and the other was below. Their eyes met in the air. There was a moment of pause and a moment of brilliance. Then, Rooney showed a big smile, grabbed the right hand handed over by Renly, and helped Renly stood up.
“Well done." Rooney's voice rang in her ears..
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