1078 Awakening from a long dream
Renly felt that he had had a very long dream. The dream was so long that it traveled through time and space and the universe, wandering freely in the long river of time..
He dreamed of Chu Jiashu and Ding Yanan; he dreamed of Renly Hall and "Gravity"; he dreamed of Heather Cross and "The Beast"”……
Rebirth, time travel, two lives, changing fate against the will of heaven, reincarnation of fate, the chaos and chaos in the time and space tunnel burst out with incredible energy, everything was disrupted, mixed, blurred, and hazy, as if Everything is real, but it seems everything is false, as if——
It's like walking through the vast universe, standing at the height of the Creator, overlooking the birth and transformation of human beings, the birth and death of living things, and the rise and fall of the earth. He is so small, but so so majestic.
Smallness and majesty are a pair of contradictory antonyms, but they blend together harmoniously, opening up a new horizon..
Renly's memory was a little blurry, and he wasn't sure which book he read it from, whether it was an ancient Greek philosopher, an ancient Roman astronomer, or an ordinary person, but he had learned about such a point of view：
The universe is endless and vast, and it is impossible to reach the limit; and the only thing that can complete the exploration is the human mind.
Those ignorant and ordinary human beings who firmly confine their thoughts to one world and refuse to accept the grandeur of the world and the vastness of the universe will be destined to become insignificant specks of dust in the long river of time; only by truly opening their horizons Only by opening your mind can you find eternity.
Renly could understand the core idea of this statement..
Because he himself is experiencing it personally. Only by witnessing the turbulence of the sea can one understand the vastness of the earth; only by experiencing cultural differences can one understand the diversity of nations; only by experiencing group differences can one understand the complexity of the world..
Just like amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, it never really goes all the way. It is always just a "special disease" in the news or rumors. You can never empathize with it, let alone understand it. It is real. Black people are like this , this is true for gays and lesbians, this is true for women, and it is also true for patients with rare diseases.
Prejudice comes from ignorance and from confinement.
Renly deeply understood this. However, it was not until today, when he truly felt the vastness of the world, the emptiness of the sky, and the vastness of the universe, that Renly completely opened the door to his thoughts and glimpsed the height of another dimension..
“If you don’t go out and see it, you will think this is the whole world.”——“Cinema Paradiso””.
The dream was too real, and the reality was too illusory, completely breaking all the barriers of time and space, so much so that Renly got lost in the gap between time and space, unable to find a way back..
Slowly opening his eyes, he didn't know how long he had been unconscious - or rather, how long he had been asleep, or that he had always been awake, and now he was just going from one dream to another, just like "stealing a dream" The layer-by-layer dream structure in the space is like a general one, and it is completely impossible to judge..
“Renly, you wake up！”
Nathan's chubby face came into view, and he was holding a piece of cheesecake in his hand. The aroma of black tea was faintly wafting in the room - not the best black tea, just Lipton's black tea bags. That’s all, the faint aroma is almost negligible.
Nathan's face showed an expression of rejoicing and joy, he was about to jump with joy, and his eyes that were overwhelmed with excitement were even more lifelike. If it weren't for the cake crumbs at the corner of his mouth, Renly might have been moved. burst into tears.
“Roy, Renly is awake! Roy！”
Nathan turned his head and called towards the door, then turned back again and asked urgently, "Are you hungry? You must be hungry. You have been asleep for so long, and now there is nothing in your stomach." , those nutrient solutions don’t work at all. What do you want to eat now?？”
Involuntarily, the corners of Renly's mouth curved into a light arc. Even though his mind was still groggy and he couldn't sort out his thoughts or even think, he still couldn't help laughing..
First it was Roy, then Alfonso, then the doctor... In less than three minutes, the whole room was filled with people; but then in less than two minutes, Roy and Nathan began to rush. People, the crowd left the room bustlingly, and finally only the doctor was left..
Even if he was just lying on the bed in the room without witnessing it with his own eyes, Renly could hear the commotion outside the door and picture the scene in the corridor in his mind. It seemed that the entire photography base was agitated, and everyone was at the same time. They gathered at the door of his room. Such a lively scene was truly spectacular..
The doctor did a simple examination and confirmed that Renly's physical condition was not serious. He suggested that he start eating some liquid food now and wait until his stomach got used to the food before starting to eat solid food. Other than that, there was no problem. , everything is fine, and Renly can get back to his daily work as soon as he feels he is ready..
To be honest, Renly had a lot of objections to what Westerners defined as "liquid food". It looked like it was rice cereal or oatmeal. It was as sticky as vomit. Not to mention swallowing it, it was just used. Stir it with a spoon, as if a golden cudgel is stirring your stomach.
However, if you think about it carefully, after spending ten years in a hospital bed, the liquid food in the ward was also difficult to swallow. Renly had no more complaints about the food in front of him, but...he Why eat liquid food? Isn't he in good health? No questions? Liquid food? This is too exaggerated？
“If you continue to stir like this, I believe it will not become easier to swallow, but will only make the situation worse." A cold voice came from the door of the room, raised his head, and then saw a man wearing a Rooney Mara, who was wearing a light yellow sweater, had a faint smile on her face and her eyes were bright and deep, which reminded him of the stars in the sky..
Renly raised his head and stared at Rooney quietly. He didn't say anything. He just took a spoonful of liquid food and raised it high. Then he saw the thick food filling the spoon bit by bit. Overflowing and sliding down, the appearance is really difficult for people to get close to, let alone stuff it into their mouths..
Rooney couldn't help but smile, frowning slightly, shaking her head in horror, and then pointed at Renly, "You are the one who needs to eat, not me. I think your stomach has begun to protest now. Are you done?" There was a hint of gloating in the voice, but after laughing, the corners of his mouth slowly calmed down and he did not continue to speak..
Renly did not continue to resist, but scooped up the liquid food and put it into his mouth. The taste buds on his tongue seemed to have fallen asleep and could not taste a trace of taste. This once again awakened the memories in his mind, those about Chu Jiashu The taste of memories is really too familiar. Therefore, it is still unclear to distinguish between dreams and reality, past and present..
Rooney watched Renly's movements quietly. Even as a bystander, the unexplained food made people frown, but as a person involved, Renly completed the eating as if he was used to it. He was in a trance. Suddenly, he had the illusion that he had long been accustomed to this terrible liquid food..
“So, has Ryan Stone found the purpose of survival and the meaning of life?？”
Rooney's question was gentle and peaceful, with a focused and excited look in her eyes, but it was like thunder exploding in Renly's ears, and a torrent of memory fragments surged in, filling his entire brain in an instant. , then broke the balance and broke through the constraints. The chaos between reality and dreams all dissipated, and the sense of reality returned to the body..
Reality.Dream.Past.Present.Chu Jiashu.Renly-Hall.
Everything became clear, and his fingertips couldn't help but curl up slightly, feeling the warmth in his palms: he was once Chu Jiashu, and now he is Renly Hall; the ward, the universe, that was a dream. , crew, light box, this is reality. The endless dream just now has finally awakened..
Renly, he is Renly. The Renly who is an actor, the Renly who pursues artistic dreams, the Renly who embraces freedom. After experiencing despair and difficulties, he gained a new life again, just like Ryan-S. Tong broke through the shackles, re-understood the meaning of life, and found the origin of life again..
In the story of "Gravity", Ryan went through three stages, from fighting, to giving up, to fighting hard.
In the vastness of the universe, desperate loneliness killed all possibilities of survival, and Ryan chose to give up; but when he was dying, he once again found the starting point of life, which came from his family, himself, dreams, and life. meaning, which made him break through the shackles and embark on a desperate escape, just to feel the gravity of the earth again..
The transition from the second stage to the third stage is extremely complex, extremely profound, and extremely important. It is precisely in order to understand this that Renly trapped himself in the "space universe" created by the light box.
After a long period of struggle and pain, Renly became Renly, or to be more precise, Renly became Renly. In the two characters, Renly truly felt the resonance, not only Method acting is so simple, but it comes from the deep imprint of the soul, breaking the barriers of time, space and illusion, and integrating into one..
After calming down, all the experiences came to life again, and people couldn't help but taste them carefully. Then, the corners of the mouth slightly raised, even though the liquid food in the mouth was still sticky and tasteless, it came from the soul. The pure joy from deep still begins to erupt.
“Yes, I found it." Renly met Rooney's gaze and expressed his affirmation with a smile..
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