1000 Another light
，for you.
Standing in the center of the stage, watching the surging and noisy crowd in front of me, filling up the entire Rockefeller Plaza, and spreading radioactively along the surrounding streets, like a vast ocean, at this moment, the world is so big, but And so small, as if your feet are standing at the center of the entire universe.
“Heather and I have a promise not to give up." The smile on Renly's lips rose, like a bud on the treetops, embracing the spring sunshine and blooming quietly..
They had promised each other that she would not give up her dream, and he would not give up his; she would not give up fighting and hard work, and he would not give up moving on; she would not give up the meaning of life, and neither would he. Give up chasing hope. This is a secret between Heather and Renly, a secret between Chu Jiashu and Renly, a secret that spans time and space..
“Heather kept her promise, and now it's my turn." Renly chuckled and said in a brisk tone. The faint sadness slowly settled in his heart, and he regained the hope of life, "So, I stand Come here and fulfill my promise. Heather Cross is my friend. Apart from me, I don’t think anyone here knows her; but, I hope she can be a beginning, a way for more people to pay attention to skin. The beginning of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis.”
Opening his mouth slightly, Renly tried to say something more, but his words were too pale and weak to express one ten thousandth of his inner emotions; he was a little embarrassed..
So, Renly turned around, came to the sofa, picked up the guitar, sat on the high stool, meticulously adjusted the height of the microphone stand, and adjusted the strings unhurriedly. His unprecedented concentration made him The entire Rockefeller Plaza fell silent, and even the sunlight slowed down, as if you could hear the gurgling sound of time..
The whole world is quiet.
The slender fingertips gently outline the strings, without extra accompaniment, relying only on a guitar. The clear and translucent strings are like tinkling spring water, traveling through the heat and restlessness of midsummer, as if you can see The musical notes flapped their wings, flying up and down between the staffs composed by the golden sunshine, hitting the chest lightly and powerfully, making a muffled sound..
The gentle and quiet melody is so strange, so strange that I have never heard it before; yet it is so moving. The warmth and sadness that comes from it are flying in the fingertips. Inexplicably, there is a faint sourness on the tip of the tongue. , like pebbles falling into a lake, causing gentle ripples, spreading slowly, slowly.
“Should I stay, any tips, or am I ignoring it? Can I reach out and shield you from endless harm? When the world is quiet, we see the brilliance. There are some things we once had, but we will eventually be separated..”
The mellow voice is humming softly, the hoarseness deep in the throat outlines the sadness and loneliness in the song, and the cautious vulnerability pervades the lyrics..
Before I realized it, the tears had blurred my vision. They never fell, and I never cried. Everything was so calm and gentle, as if it was a quiet night, looking up at the starry sky, sighing at the greatness of nature, and marveling at it. I am insignificant, but my words and emotions have lost their original meaning. I just quietly appreciate the magnificent and magnificent universe and quietly touch the pulse of the earth..
Birth, old age, illness and death are eternal issues in life. Everyone must learn. No one can escape, but no one can understand. Among all living beings, in the vast sea of people, life is so small, and a journey has not yet come. The beginning is already over. No one can comprehend the unexpected parting..
Touching and sad, like smoke, like poetry.
“If they say, who cares that another light goes out, under the billions of stars in the sky, it is twinkling, and keeps twinkling; who cares that someone's time ends, if we are just a drop in the ocean, let's hurry up, hurry up; who cares Another light goes out, yes I care.”
In the cycle of life and death, the end point is already determined at the moment life is born. Parting will eventually come, and no one is an exception. Therefore, everyone is working hard to shine brightly in the limited journey and prove that they once existed. But, not everyone can do it and leave their own traces on this world..
Life is born every day, and life disappears every day. However, only a very small part of it is the dazzling giant star in the night sky, while the rest are all weak and insignificant light, ordinary, ordinary, The light of inaction, their disappearance, does anyone really care?？
“yes i care.”
There was a hint of loneliness and helplessness in the calm and indifferent voice, which sparsely fell into Renly's sparse eyebrows, as if the whole world had stopped forever at that moment, and that insignificant ray of light disappeared. One moment, that moment that no one cared about, completely overturned his world, falling apart and shattered. The heavy pain could never be repaired..
Finally, her eyes could no longer bear the weight of tears. Hot tears fell down, wetting her cheeks and scalding her fingertips. Jennifer Lawrence lowered her head in embarrassment and covered her mouth firmly with her right hand, keeping all the sounds out. in the chest, but the tears burst completely, and the right hand trembled uncontrollably..
Paul, who was standing next to him, handed over a handkerchief, and Jennifer took it in a panic. She tried to express her gratitude, but her choked voice only came out with a bunch of vague syllables. All the defenses and armor on her body were removed, and then she covered it with her hands. Covering his cheeks, he was completely plunged into darkness.
Who cares if another light goes out? Yes, she cares too.
It is precisely because I care that I am timid, flustered, silent, refuse to open my heart, refuse to exchange ideas, and refuse to hurt each other. The musical notes and the melodies fall gently in my heart, but they remain. indelible mark.
“Memories of the past, separated from reality, unable to stand; in the kitchen, an empty chair, an extra place. Oh, you are furious, of course, it is unfair; just because you can't see it, it doesn't mean that he doesn't exist.”
In a daze, Tessa Breeden returned to the "One Person Concert" in February, the concert dedicated to Don Quixote and Heather Cross. Renly was just quiet. Standing on the stage, singing loudly, chasing dreams, embracing freedom, running barefoot, like a child.
But, Heather left. Just left, caught off guard.
At this moment, I look back again at the hustle and bustle in February, the acceptance speeches at the Grammy Awards, the tough responses during the "Hypegate", the emotions at the Oscars... those angers, those sighs, those indifferences , everything, everything became clear. It was only now that Tessa truly realized what the young master had experienced and what he had carried..
More than just a "Don Quixote".
For the first time, Tessa truly sees the soul beneath the skin..
Tessa never hides it. She only pays attention to Renly because of his appearance. At the Toronto Film Festival, she likes such a man. He is not the handsome and handsome type that makes people jealous, but he always has a kind of look that makes people look at him. But now, Tessa has truly fallen in love with this man. In the way fans love idols, she fell deeply in love with the man standing on the stage. He hummed softly, "Yes, I care."”.
Tessa's eyes were filled with tears, but her mood couldn't help but start to soar, soar high, soaring in the wind over Manhattan. At this moment, she also became Heather Cross, and she also became She shed an insignificant light, and she became every Don Quixote who worked hard for their dreams..
“If they say, who cares that another light is extinguished, under the billions of stars in the sky, it is shining and shining; who cares that someone's time ends, if we are just a drop in the ocean, let's hurry up, hurry up; who cares Another light goes out, yes I care.”
The starry sky spreads out over Rockefeller Plaza. The brilliance and dazzlingness of billions of stars are thrilling and thrilling. Even the rising sun is eclipsed. The magnificent picture constructs a brand new world; and look up at the starry sky. The tens of millions of lives are just a drop in the ocean, as insignificant as dust, not even worth mentioning.
But in Renly's song, every ray of light shines, weak and brilliant, small and magnificent..
In his hazy vision, Renly seemed to see Heather Cross again. She was standing among the bustling crowd. She was so insignificant that it seemed that she might be swallowed up by the surging crowd at any time, but she remained unswervingly. Standing there, raising his chin high, his bright eyes flashed with perseverance, and then said word by word, "I will not give up..”
She said she would not give up; but she left after all.
In the slowly flowing melody, Renly closed his eyes tightly, letting his emotions rage and collide, tearing his throat, and roared wildly and unrestrainedly, "Yes... I care."……”
The slightly trembling voice burst out with unprecedented energy in the slow melody. The negative emotions suppressed deep in the heart and the mixed emotions hidden deep in the soul were released heartily, without any reservation. That sound After roaring, his eyes were instantly filled with warmth, so surging that he couldn't resist and was helpless..
Robin in the crowd was so embarrassed, with tears mixed with snot, dirty and slovenly, and he could not express his emotions. He just opened his mouth stupidly. He knew, he knew, he knew everything, even the weakest. A ray of light is real and illuminates the entire night sky; even the most ordinary life is a part of life and cannot be replaced..
In that torn voice, Robin truly felt Renly's heartfelt voice, which was heavy and sad and indescribable. He understood it, he truly understood it..
There were countless words but no way to express them, so Robin took out his mobile phone, turned on the lights, and projected a beam of light towards the stage. That was the light in his heart..
Note: One-More-Light——Linkin-Park om，.
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