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Chapter 2180: Reasons to Live

Standing by his side, Nephis sighed and said quietly:

"You seem to know so much about me, but I... I barely know anything about you. I always hesitate to ask you about your past. Because I am afraid you won't answer."

She was still thinking about his knowledge of how deep her grudge against the Sovereigns went, it seemed.

And other things, as well. Nephis had never pried into his past and never mentioned the oddities of his existence, but she must have been aware of how strange their relationship was.

It was a relationship built on mutual attraction, passion, and affection... but it was also light and ephemeral, as if it would be dispelled by merely mentioning something they were both aware of, and therefore chose to never speak aloud.

Sunny hesitated for a few moments, then smiled.

"What's so good about the past? Ask me about the future, instead."

Nephis smiled slightly.

"Alright. What will you do once the war is over? Provided that we've won, of course... which we will, no doubt."

Sunny pondered for a few moments.

"Well, let's see..."

He considered his plans. Honestly, the war had preoccupied him fully, so he did not know what he would do and in what order, exactly.

But he had some thoughts, of course.

"First of all, I have to resolve the issue of my newest Shadow... one way or the other. Then, I want to forge a shadowbound Memory for myself. I hoped to do that before the final battle, actually — who knew that bastard, Jest, would throw a wrench in my plans."

Sunny scratched the back of his head.

"Then, I have to take care of a few people. Aiko needs stable employment... gods know she suffered in that regard enough already. Then there's my disciple, whom I need to introduce to a good sorcery teacher — actually, that disciple of mine is so much work! Not only do I have to invent a way for her to Ascend naturally, I also have to make sure that nobody kills her to prevent that knowledge from spreading. Its going to be a real mess, no doubt. There are a few other acquaintances I want to look after, too."

He looked into the distance, remained silent for a few moments, and said:

"But those are just minor issues. There are a few places I must visit and a few things I must find, as well. Each expedition will be a serious undertaking. I need to explore the ruins of true Bastion. I also need to delve into the Jade Palace and the ice caves below Ravenheart. Then, there is the Night Garden — I've never seen it with my own two eyes, but I am sure that exploring it would become a dreadful adventure, somehow."

Sunny winced.

"Finally... there is the Underworld. There is something I must find there, as well. This one will be the most troublesome — not only because it's one of the most frightening Death Zones in existence, but also because that place is more or less made to render me powerless."

He sighed.

"Oh, right... and I have to explore the Shadow Realm. But that is just a side project."

Saying that, he looked at Nephis and hesitated for a few moments.

"There is one more place, as well. I haven't decided if I really want to return there, though."

He was talking about the Tomb of Ariel, of course.

It seemed like he was destined to come back there, considering that he had met the future version of himself in the Estuary. But then again, Sunny was currently free of the chains of fate. So, his future could very well change...

Probably.

Nephis studied him for a while, a hint of amusement shining in her beautiful eyes.

"That is all? I see... you are an ambitious man, Master Sunless."

...But there was a hint of something else there, as well.

Dissatisfaction? Displeasure?

Sunny fumbled for a few moments, trying to understand what exactly he had said to make her displeased.

Then, it was as if a lightbulb turned on in his head.

'Oh!'

No, really... was he an idiot?

It was not what he had said... it was what he had not said.

Sunny put on his most handsome, charming smile.

"Oh, t—that... you must remember that I have eight bodies now! I can do many things at the same time. Obviously, I am also planning to stay with you... my lady. I will be right there by your side, helping you consolidate your power, govern the vast expanse of the Dream Realm, battle Nightmare Creatures, and prepare for the eventual assimilation of the waking world."

Nephis stared at him for a few moments and nodded with satisfaction.

Then, she looked away and asked:

"And prepare me delicious food?"

Sunny blinked.

"Why, of course."

She smiled.

"How about giving me massages?"

He coughed.

"I'm glad that you mentioned that. I was thinking of giving you one right now."

Nephis laughed quietly.

"What about romantic dates? Visiting theaters or going on boat rides. And sparring."

Sunny was a bit confused about how sparring had ended up between visiting theaters and rowing boats, but he wisely chose not to voice his doubt.

"Of course. We... will do all these things, and more, together. I wouldn't have it any other way."

Nephis nodded with a smile.

"Good."

As he looked into the distance, though, her smile slowly dimmed, turning faint and brittle.

After a while, she said:

"Make sure not to die then, Master Sunless. You promised."

Sunny wrapped his hand around her waist and pulled her closer.

Her body felt hot against his own.

"I am quite hard to kill, you know. Unless my soul is completely destroyed, I have plenty of spare bodies to retreat into."

She turned her head and looked into his eyes. Her alluring lips were entirely too close.

"Let us survive, then. Both of us. Shall we?"

Instead of answering, Sunny leaned forward and kissed her.

Their kiss was deep, intimate, and desperate...

That was the best answer he could give, anyway.

Who would want to die and never taste her sweet lips again?

Sunny wanted to survive. He had to survive, no matter what.

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    pedriito11
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    Sunny is definitely going to die
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    Hollow042
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    Quote: samy dakiche
    The challenge is to prove oneself and one's own ideology.
    For Sunny, he has to prove his will (controlling shadows and death), for me I think he has to tame his new shadow to "prove himself" as the ruler of shadows and the heir of the Shadow God.
    But again, who is he proving himself to? Who is the witness to this?
    The world itself?
    In this case, we need Rain, she is contacted to the world,the Closer one to it, I wouldn't be surprised if her "will" was the will of the world.
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    Evinie
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    Ngl, I still don't understand. Why doesn't he just vaguely explain "I was erased from the world so everyone that hears about my past forgets about what they heard". It's vague enough to make her understand and not forget I think? If it isn't, he could be even more vague...
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      samsooma
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      doesn't matter how he goes about it, if it could cause them to remember something, anything, they'll always forget
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    Raunak Nair
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    This massive of a deathflag confirms it, doest it ? I guess we are defying an absolute law then..
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    NotTheDiddler
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    This chapter is a huge Sunny death flagg fr
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      ÐIABLÔ
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      Dyggg😭
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    samy dakiche
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    The challenge is to prove oneself and one's own ideology.
    For Sunny, he has to prove his will (controlling shadows and death), for me I think he has to tame his new shadow to "prove himself" as the ruler of shadows and the heir of the Shadow God.
    But again, who is he proving himself to? Who is the witness to this?
    The world itself?
    In this case, we need Rain, she is contacted to the world,the Closer one to it, I wouldn't be surprised if her "will" was the will of the world.
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    ArMiks
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    So there are a lot of theories about their last step going around these days, amd i've been rereading some juicy bits and came across this:

    Chapter 1693: Convincing Lie.

    Very soon, Sunny personally delivered a portion of his nearly immaculate waffles to Nephis, complete with a scoop of vanilla ice cream and some freshly cut strawberries.

    «I think I've outdone myself this time! If I do say so myself

    He was in a great mood. Sunny wasn't sure what had come over him, but he was especially inspired today while making the waffles. It almost felt like he was on the verge of breaking through the bottleneck of his culinary skill.

    Perhaps the missing ingredient was not the waffles themselves, but the customer for whom he was making them?


    What if sunny's final act of defiance is by creating the most perfect cake/waffles/pancake all along, and not just killing powerful opponents? 🤣😂 his domain isn't the domain of shadows or death, but of the kitchen!
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      Neoryu
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      bro you were cooking but in the end you left me hungry, I think in that case it would be more like creating something that is beyond his abilities with the spell like the key of the estuary
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    Ombrage
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    I have a question that comes to mind. We agree that the Mad Prince was a Transcendent—well, a Corrupted one, a Corrupted Titan, I believe, right? So where did his Shadows go? Not Nightmare, Saint, etc., but his own Shadows. How did he use his transformation ability?
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      Turnc4406
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      The Mad Prince no longer existed in the timeline. Sunny had taken his place thousands upon thousands of times. The Sin of Solace was showing the memory of the Mad Prince, but was not truly him. His transformation ability was never explored in depth, because he had been replaced by Master Sunny, rather than having a second version of himself. The Sin of Solace, being only a memory, would have been unable to transform in that way. The others showed their transcendent transformations, but the Mad Prince did not, because he did not exist in their current timeline. Any knowledge of his previous incarnations as a Transcendent was known only to the other corrupted cohort.
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        Ombrage
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        Precisely, my question is: what did his incarnations do in the nightmare?
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          Lost from sight
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          Why are you asking this? Whatever his shadows were doing/used in the nightmare they disapeared when mad prince became sunny. As for how he used them, maybe some were exploring the river, others were used to make research about weaving...
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    Lost from sight
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    I wonder if rain will ascend naturally, it s what sunny wants, but if her friends choose to challenge the 2de nightmare i doubt she let them behind. Also sunny is overprotecting her.
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    EVOLT
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    Honestly what has me anxious is when people start to remember Sunny. I NEED it to happen, as seeing each member’s reactions would be priceless, but what if his True name comes with him as well. If someone were to say his name, wouldn’t they instantly bind him. While I trust everyone in the crew won’t do that, mordret knows about it and that’s what scares me. I just know G3 is cooking something, and I just have to wait
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      Lost from sight
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      Probably he would be bind to nephis again. If that happened it would be all for nothing, almost, after all without being forgotten he woulndnt have be able to move freely.
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        EVOLT
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        I can see that, but I’m hoping if that’s the case, sunny gives it to her similar to like a wedding vow rather than forced to. But even that will be towards the end of the novel so I’m not sure if
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          Lost from sight
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          I dont think it will wait until the end of the novel. author said it s hard to become a supreme without a true name, then i m sure it s indispensable for a higher rank. also i doubt the thieving bird will stay passive until the end. It is said to have a lot of greed for anything connected to weaver. I hope it become sunny last shadow.
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            samy dakiche
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            It's the future version of Sunny who was stationed at the mouth of the river, I believe that the moment it stole master Sunny's name, Saint Sunny would be there to catch the bird.
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              Lost from sight
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              The bird is supposed to have left the nightmare that s the point of stealing sunny's fate but maybe it is still trapped in ariel's tomb, that would be a reason for sunny to return there. But it would be disapointing if the bird is simply trapped there. Also Sunny is already a saint, maybe you meant sacred? But again i don t think sunny can reach this rank without his true name.
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