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Chapter 2160: Past and Future

About a year later, Jest was leaning on the wall of a random building, feeling dizzy from drinking too much. It was hard for an Ascended to get drunk, but he had smuggled a bottle of special brew from the Dream Realm — it wasn't made from mundane stuff, so its effect was correspondingly outstanding.

He had fallen apart, a little, after his older son's death — not too much, but just enough to allow himself a day or two of drowning in self-pity every few months or so.

After all, Jest still had another son to take care of. His wife needed him, as well… and Warden, too, although now that all the enemies of the new world order had been eliminated, there was rarely a need to use his services.

That last fact was slowly changing as of late. Not because new external adversaries were rising, but simply because the new order had become robust enough, and had existed for long enough, that internal threats were.

Now, Warden had to put effort into maintaining if not control, then at least a decisive amount of influence over the unwieldy apparatus of human governance. Jest had to help from time to time — his work these days was usually less bloody, and he served as more of a scarecrow than an executioner.

…Usually.

'Ah, I'm sick of it. When will it end?'

When would he and Warden be able to get some rest? Work, work, work… for two decades, almost, they had done nothing but work tirelessly.

He imagined the two of them retired, sipping wine in some warm garden in Bastion while their grandkids played around, and giggled.

'Bah. With how stiff that guy is, I doubt he'll ever settle down.'

Jest grimaced, then took another sip of the bitter brew.

In front of him, in the distance, the workers were finishing constructing the Awakened Academy. Looking at the mighty wall defending the complex from a distance, Jest smiled darkly.

'Bastards. Took them long enough…'

Many things had changed in the last year. More of the children of the original Awakened had contracted the Nightmare Spell… some survived, some didn't. Of course, countless children had perished to the Spell already, but these ones were different.

Because they were the first infected who had been born after the descent of the Nightmare Spell, and grew up not knowing anything but its dire new world.

The Second Generation.

Looking at the gates of the Academy being hoisted up, Jest suddenly felt like he was back to that day when he returned to the barrack, only to find himself unable to walk through the broken door.

A dark, deep sense of futility overwhelmed him, and he hurried to wash it away with the bitter taste of alcohol.

'That's good. That's better…'

He wasn't watching alone, either. At some point, another figure appeared in the alley, walking past him without even noticing — well, it wasn't surprising. Jest was standing in the shadows, after all, and actively suppressing his presence. That was a habit he had developed after perpetrating numerous assassinations.

It was someone he knew, in fact. Awakened Orum… a nice enough guy. Not too powerful and not too ambitious, but solid and reliable. He, too, was a member of the First Generation, and since his Citadel was in the general area of influence exerted by Bastion, the two of them had fought side by side a few times.

Still, Jest would have preferred if no one disturbed his solitude.

When the gates of the Academy were installed in place, he sighed and let out a laugh.

"When the gods close a door, the Nightmare Spell opens a window."

Orum turned his head in surprise, only noticing Jest now. Internally, Jest shook his head.

'Eh, Orum… I really hope we never meet as enemies. You'd never see me coming.'

They exchanged a few meaningless words, with Jest playing a drunken fool, then continued to watch the construction. Eventually, the conversation turned to the Academy.

Little Anvil… who was not so little anymore… was going to attend it. He had been infected by the Spell just before turning sixteen, and survived the First Nightmare — thank the gods. Madoc was already eighteen, and still not showing any symptoms. In one more year or so, he would be safe.

Immortal Flame's daughter was going to attend, too.

They were the future of humanity now…

Jest hoped desperately that they would be. He would gladly become the past, if only they survived.

People were calling these kids Legacies as of late.

It was a bit disgusting, that word, but not as disgusting as parents who had become enamored by the gifts of the Spell and actually hoped for their children would contract it.

Was Orum one of those bastards, by chance?

If he was… Jest thought that he might just kill him right here and now, in this alley. There were no witnesses, and he could handle a mere Awakened in a matter of seconds. Losing one moderately competent would not affect anything major, either.

'Wait… he doesn't even have children, I think? But he's taking care of his niece and nephews…'

After staring at Orum for a bit, Jest smiled coldly.

"Your sister's children are what, around ten? You must be thinking about a lot of things right now, too. Huh, Orum?"

The man nodded.

"Yeah. I am thinking… I really hope that they won't become infected. Of course, I'll need to prepare them well, in case they do."

Just like that, without even knowing it, Orum had saved his life.

Jest grinned.

"...That is why I like you, Orum. Thank the gods you're still normal, at least."

There were sane people left in the world, too.

He took another seep of the bitter brew, which had loosened his tongue. So, Jest went on a little rant.

'Legacies. Ha, what a joke!'

That was not the kind of legacy they had wanted to leave. Their children becoming Awakened was not it!

This… the city around them… that was the real legacy Warden and Jest had spent their lives building. The clean air, the stable supply of electricity, the robust infrastructure. Public trams that arrived on time, warm water in the showers, and enough food to feed everyone — even the surplus population that had to be relocated to the outskirts of the city beyond the barriers.

That was what they had wanted to leave behind for their kids, not the bloody horror of the Nightmare Spell…

No matter the cost.

But what was the point if their children were taken away by the Nightmare Spell, anyway?

There was no point at all...

Jest let out a laugh.

"Orum, my friend, listen to this fool… abandon hope. In this era, the only thing worth believing in is the Nightmare Spell, and the Spell is a cruel bitch. Just… teach your kids well. Teach them really well, bastard."

If only Jest had taught his son better... then, maybe...

He finished his liquor and waved a hand.

"See you at the opening ceremony…"

Jest did see Orum at the opening ceremony a few days later, not that he cared too much to talk to the man.

He was more concerned about Anvil, who was supposed to enter the Dream Realm for the first time come winter solstice.

The boy had been acting strangely ever since returning from the First Nightmare…

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    Cassie froze for a moment, having finally found what she had been looking for.

    "The king's Flaw..."

    And what a cruel Flaw it was. No wonder he seemed cold as steel...

    It was not that Anvil was incapable of feeling emotions — he had simply taught himself not to. Since he was destined to lose anything he treasured, he replaced fondness and affection with indifference, thus saving himself, and those he was close to, from having to suffer the consequences of his Flaw.

    His intentions had been good... noble, even, all those years ago.

    But in the end, the path he had chosen only ended up turning him into a monster, twisting and destroying everything he touched. Because once he learned to value nothing, the tethers attaching him to his humanity had come undone. And, unmoored, his cold iron heart slowly drifted further and further away from all that was good and human.

    Morgan and Mordret were the most obvious victims of Anvil's inhuman detachment. But there were countless other victims, as well...

    Every soldier that perished in Godgrave, every civilian sacrificed to the Chain of Nightmares while the Great Clans waged an internal war, and everyone else who had become collateral damage to Anvil's callous pursuit of what he saw as the greater good.
    ...Broken Sword, the Immortal Flame clan. And Nephis, as well.

    The road to hell was paved with good intentions, and in this case, the hell itself had been forged by a single decision made by a determined young man.

    It would have been heartbreaking, really, if it wasn't so hideous and appalling.

    Just as Cassie thought that, the lumbering figure of Jest suddenly leaned forward, and his lips stretched into a ferocious grin, revealing his monstrous teeth.

    But he had not broken free of her gaze... at least not just yet.

    Cassie did not have a lot of time left, though. Luckily, she had already gotten what she wanted.

    But just then, another constellation of memories attracted her attention.

    It was so vivid and vibrant, but at the same time strangely unsettling. Like something that Jest desperately wanted to forget, but was unable to.
    Cassie paused, suddenly feeling intrigued. At this point, she had seen most of his formative Memories. The descent of the Nightmare Spell, meeting Warden, the birth of his children, the death of his son, the loss of his wife and his best friend...
    Cassie frowned as she rushed through the kaleidoscope of foreign experiences, feeling her hold on Jest's mind become more and more tenuous.

    ***

    Just as Anvil had promised, he put an end to the internal struggle in Bastion. Jest would have solved the problem by simply eradicating all the parasites — or at least some of them, to teach the rest a lesson. But the young heir of Valor went about consolidating his power in a less bloody, but arguably more ruthless way.
    There were ways to break people without making them bleed, and he did not spare the members of his extended family at all. His coldness and decisiveness even made Jest feel a little chilly.


    Many had perished the same way Warden had, though, and continued to lose their lives in the desperate pursuit of Transcendence. It was as though the great culling of the days before Immortal Flame conquered the Seed of Nightmare was transpiring once again, erasing more and more familiar faces from existence.

    In any case, for these reasons — and many others — Anvil was determined to challenge the Second Nightmare as soon as possible.
    His preparations were swift, but thorough. He barely slept, spending all his time either training, forging, or studying the secrets of runic sorcery —Broken Sword might have been the deadliest warrior of their cohort, but it was Anvil who was responsible for equipping his companions with the best Memories and gear an Awakened could dream of.
    He also frequently visited the forbidden realm hidden in the eerie mirror under Bastion, somehow managing to return alive each time. Every time Anvil returned from these perilous journeys, he would lock himself up in either the library or the forge, sometimes remaining there for weeks.
    For example, one day, Anvil ordered to destroy every mirror in Bastion, and punished those who failed to comply with the order severely. He also seemed to have become an obsessive perfectionist, as if harboring a deep hatred of the very concept of Flaws.

    Broken Sword, Smile of Heaven, and Anvil were already three of the most distinguished Awakened of their generation — or maybe even of all time. Not just anyone could stand side by side with them, however, he did manage to find two.
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    so, he is like Zeref from fairy's tail, if he loved someone, they will die
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    Currently stacking got 14 saved up. Waiting for the dream to end lol
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    It was on a rainy day two years later that Jest found young Anvil in the same underground hall, gazing at the same ominous mirror with bleak eyes.

    Beyond this dark and silent chamber, the young man was the valiant knight and hero of humanity, Sir Anvil of Valor — a warrior whose bravery was beyond reproach, whose feats boggled the mind, and whose voice carried weight no matter whom he spoke to.

    For all intents and purposes, he was the ruler of Bastion and the leader of perhaps the most influential Legacy Clan in the world.

    But here, he was just a boy in his early twenties... a boy who was now an orphan.


    There was no real proof and no bodies for them to bury, but enough time had passed so that no one could deny it anymore.

    His father, Warden of Valor, was dead. He had perished while trying to conquer the Third Nightmare.

    And Jest was now a widower, as well. Ever since his wife entered the Seed of Nightmare, leaving Jest behind, all color had slowly drained from the world for him. By now, the world was mostly colorless.

    There were only a few things that still seemed vibrant and vivid in its dreary expanse. One of them was his son. The other was the vermilion cloak Anvil now wore, which he had inherited from Warden.

    That cloak was now like a beacon in the darkness of the underground chamber.

    Jest approached the young man silently and gazed at the canvas covering the mirror. The clasps tightening it were unfastened, and a piece of the ancient frame could be seen.

    He lingered for a moment, suddenly feeling uneasy.

    "Have you been inside?"

    Anvil nodded slowly.

    "I went to explore. My father might not have mentioned it, but there are rare inscriptions left in the ruins on the other side. That was how we were able to master a bit of runic sorcery, in the beginning."

    Jest frowned, wanting to say how dangerous the Other Side was. But Anvil knew. He probably knew it much better than Jest did, in fact, which was why he had gone alone without taking anyone else with him.
    Jest sighed.

    "You might not have heard, since you were here preparing for the wedding. But out there in the waking world, a few overly ambitious fools have hatched a little scheme and officially pronounced Warden dead. They are clamoring to depose your clan and take its place as the main seat of power. I handled them, of course... but I can't handle the side branches of your own family. Madoc's in-laws are stirring trouble, too. You need to either put them all in their places or, better yet, clean the house. Your fiancé is such a nice girl, so she deserves a peaceful honeymoon, right?"

    Anvil remained silent for a while, then turned and looked at him indifferently.
    The strange coldness that had first shown itself after his First Nightmare was back now, stronger than ever.
    The young man studied Jest for a moment or two, then said evenly:
    "Yes, I heard. That they pronounced him dead."

    With that, he turned to the mirror again.

    After a while, though, Anvil suddenly said:

    "Uncle Jest... do you remember what you told me once? About how one should deal with their Flaw."

    Jest hesitated a little, surprised by the question, then nodded.

    "I talk a lot of nonsense, kid, but I do remember what I said. I stand by it."

    Anvil lowered his head.

    "These days, I often wonder... if my father died because of my Flaw."

    Jest raised an eyebrow.

    "How could he have died because of that? It's your Flaw, not his."

    The young man slowly shook his head, then smiled bitterly.

    "Is that so? Ah... but my Flaw, you see. Haven't I promised to tell you once?"

    Anvil stared at the floor for a bit, then said quietly:

    "It's that I must lose everything I cherish."

    He sighed.

    "I cherished my father, and now, I've lost him."

    With that, he looked at Jest and smiled bitterly.

    "I was too arrogant, Uncle Jest. I didn't listen to your advice at all. I tried to fight my Flaw, I tried to cheat it. But I never tried to change the way I thought about it."

    The bitterness slowly drained from his smile, and the smile itself soon disappeared, too.


    All that remained was cold, calm indifference. Anvil looked away.


    "I see now. The answer was quite simple. It's not that I must let the things I cherish go... it's that I should not have cherished anything, to begin with. I must not treasure anything, or anyone. That way, I would not have to lose anything, or anyone, ever again. I'll be free of my Flaw."

    Turning away from the mirror, Anvil looked at Jest evenly and said in a calm tone:

    "Thank you for dealing with those jackals, Uncle Jest. I will handle the branch families. I will handle Madoc's in-laws, too. My fiancé is indeed a very nice girl. And she does, indeed, deserve a peaceful honeymoon."

    With that, he nodded and left the underground chamber without looking back. Before his figure disappeared in the darkness, though, Anvil paused and added in the same calm, indifferent tone:

    "Oh... I heard your son has Awakened. Please accept my heartfelt congratulations. I am sure he will make you proud:'

    Soon, Jest was left alone in the silent hall.


    He felt strangely unsettled.

    After a while, he let out a heavy sigh.

    "Ah, that boy. He's so serious. What am I going to do with him?"



    Anvil had boldly proclaimed that he would turn himself into an unfeeling machine in order to defeat his Flaw. However, it wasn't that easy to strange your own heart — he was still a human, after all.

    Jest knew for a fact that Anvil would fail miserably despite his cold determination, and many times as well.


    But then again, he was Warden's son. Perhaps he would manage, somehow.

    Warden was gone, and Jest's wife was gone too. But their traces remained.

    Their children remained.


    And Jest was the only one left to take care of them. He had promised to.


    So, he was going to do anything and everything he could to not let them down.

    Glancing at the canvas covering the great mirror, Jest sighed.

    "Mirror, mirror on the wall..."

    Then, he shivered, frowned, and silently walked away.
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    Прошло почти три года с тех пор, как Академия Пробуждённых приняла первую партию Спящих Второго Поколения.
    Мир немного успокоился. В Царстве Снов человечество по-прежнему осаждали со всех сторон, но ни одна Цитадель не терялась уже довольно давно. Мир бодрствования всё ещё страдал от Врат Кошмара, но они уже не представляли экзистенциальной угрозы для человечества.
    Пока что.
    Юный Анвил стал грозным воином и почитаемым чемпионом среди тех, кто защищал Бастион. Вместе с Мадоком, покорившим Первый Кошмар через год после своего младшего брата, сыновья Стража теперь вели Рыцарей Валора в битвы с ужасными созданиями голодного леса.
    Он также часто сотрудничал со своими товарищами по Академии, Сломанным Мечом и Улыбкой Небес — все трое приобрели немалую известность, став самыми яркими звёздами нового поколения.
    Сила и престиж клана Валор и клана Бессмертного Пламени продолжали расти. Единственным кланом, который мог с ними соперничать, была коалиция выдающихся семей Пробуждённых, объединённых Ночным Странником, — Дом Ночи.
    Культура кланов Наследия стремительно укреплялась. Джест даже оказался главой собственного клана.
    Учитывая, что у него не было причудливого Истинного Имени, он в шутку назвал его Дагонет¹.
    К сожалению, никто, похоже, не понял, что это была шутка. Так что теперь люди на полном серьёзе называли его Мастером Джестом из клана Дагонет.
    Это было небольшое фиаско...
    Его единственному оставшемуся сыну было уже пятнадцать.
    Поэтому Джест не чувствовал себя спокойно, хотя всё вроде бы шло хорошо.
    Страж тоже оставался беспокойным.
    Однажды, посетив Бастион после патрулирования Зеркальной Реки, Джест застал его в подземном зале под замком, смотрящим на огромное зеркало, в тишине возвышавшееся над тёмным залом.
    В зеркале, разумеется, не было отражения, поскольку оно было закрыто холстом.
    Они обнаружили этот подземный зал несколько десятилетий назад, когда очищали замок от населявших его Кошмарных Существ. Зеркало тогда ещё не было закрыто, и они смогли мельком увидеть ужасающее царство внутри него.
    Многие члены первоначальной группы погибли, и с тех пор зеркало в основном оставалось закрытым. Только когда Страж стал Вознесённым, он осмелился вновь войти в зеркальное царство.
    Джест не был уверен, что именно нашёл там его друг, но его и без того грозные силы, похоже, значительно возросли после этого.
    «О, нет. У тебя это выражение лица».
    Заметив Джеста, Страж повернулся и улыбнулся. Проведя бок о бок два десятилетия, они уже настолько привыкли друг к другу, что их отношения вышли за рамки простой дружбы.
    Можно даже сказать, что способность терпеть Джеста после стольких лет была одним из самых удивительных подвигов Стража...
    Как бы то ни было, он поднял бровь.
    «Какое выражение?»
    Джест вздохнул.
    «Выражение 'я собираюсь навлечь на себя беду'».
    Страж немного поколебался, а затем кивнул.
    «Действительно».
    Он некоторое время молчал, а затем вздохнул и повернулся спиной к закрытому зеркалу.
    «Давай покинем это унылое место».
    Вскоре они оказались в главной башне Бастиона, рассматривая карты, разбросанные на большом круглом столе. На некоторых картах было изображено Царство Снов, но большинство, как ни странно, показывали знакомые континенты мира бодрствования.
    Страж мрачно уставился на них.
    «Все эти точки представляют собой Врата Кошмара — как действующие, так и те немногие, которые мы закрыли. Красные появились в этом году. О категории можно судить по размеру точки — Врата Третьей Категории больше, чем Врата Второй».
    Он сделал небольшую паузу, а затем указал на другую карту.
    «Эта карта была составлена до Кризиса Врат. Конечно, Шкалы Обеля тогда ещё не существовало, так что её точность не слишком высока. И говоря о Шкале Обеля, теперь, когда она работает стабильно, эффективность нашей борьбы с возникающими Вратами возросла в разы. В мире теперь спокойно... по крайней мере, настолько спокойно, насколько это вообще возможно».
    Джест некоторое время изучал карты, а затем мрачным тоном спросил:
    «Ты ведь не просто ради развлечения изучаешь карты, составленные до Кризиса Врат?»
    Во время Кризиса Врат Страж потерял жену, так что это была деликатная тема.
    Он покачал головой.
    «Конечно, нет. Я пытаюсь определить, когда откроются первые Врата Четвёртой Категории».
    Джест нахмурился, чувствуя, как на его сердце оседает тяжесть. Через некоторое время, уже зная ответ, он всё же задал вопрос:
    «...Так ты планируешь бросить вызов Третьему Кошмару?»
    Страж Доблести не стал отрицать, а просто спокойно кивнул.
    «Конечно, планирую».
    Он посмотрел на Джеста, в его стальных серых глазах светилась знакомая заразительная решимость.
    «Бессмертное Пламя стал Вознесённым через девять лет после нисхождения Заклятия Кошмара. С тех пор прошло двенадцать лет, а человечество всё ещё не сделало следующий шаг. Как ты думаешь, сколько ещё времени Заклятие будет продолжать щадить нас? Я думаю, что совсем недолго».
    Когда Страж снова взглянул на карты, его глаза внезапно потускнели, став усталыми и мрачными.
    «...В конце концов, это гонка. Мы живём этим словом. Это одна бесконечная гонка с ужасными ставками, в которой невозможно вырваться вперёд, как бы долго ты ни держался в лидерах. Вот почему нам не просто нужно покорить Третий Кошмар — мы должны покорить его. Мы должны!»
    Джест некоторое время молчал, чувствуя, как в его сердце бушует буря эмоций.
    Он чувствовал много чего. Но в основном он чувствовал страх.
    В конце концов он усмехнулся.
    «А... понятно. Так вот почему вы с моей женой проводите так много времени вместе за моей спиной. Боже милостивый! Я был так близок к тому, чтобы поверить, что у вас роман».
    Страж кашлянул, а затем тонко улыбнулся.
    «О чём... о чём, чёрт возьми, ты говоришь? Об интрижке? Нелепости! Мы просто сговорились бросить вызов Кошмару, оставив тебя позади».
    Джест сжал кулаки.
    Конечно. И он, и его жена были членами первоначальной группы, завоевавшей Бастион вместе со Стражем, — одними из самых верных и могущественных его последователей. Они оба также были Мастерами. И если Джест сыграл важную роль в построении мира, который представлял себе Страж Доблести, то его жена владела гораздо более разрушительным Аспектом.
    Поэтому неудивительно, что Страж захотел, чтобы она снова стала частью его когорты.
    Неудивительно и то, что на этот раз он решил оставить Джеста позади.
    Но всё же.
    Джест хотел услышать это из уст самого Стража.
    «Почему?»
    Страж Доблести вздохнул.
    Наклонившись над столом, он тихо произнёс:
    «Потому что ты не в лучшей форме? Потому что неизвестно, сколько времени займёт Третий Кошмар, а твоему сыну пятнадцать — значит, хотя бы один из родителей должен быть с ним, если Заклятие заразит его. Потому что мы потратили столько времени на создание этого мира, и мне нужно оставить кого-то, кому я доверяю, чтобы мир не развалился, пока меня не будет».
    Страж сделал небольшую паузу, а затем добавил:
    «Потому что Анвил и Мадок уже выросли, но, несмотря на то что они уже Пробуждённые, я всё равно хочу, чтобы за ними кто-то присматривал. В конце концов, в этом мире полно акул. И ты — моя лучшая акула».
    Джест долго молчал.
    Он многое хотел сказать... много горьких слов, которые жгли ему язык.
    Но в конце концов он просто ухмыльнулся.
    «По-моему, у тебя начинают проявляться симптомы слабоумия, старина. Я не акула. Я, очевидно, человек».
    Страж Доблести усмехнулся.
    «Ха! А вот это... действительно смешно».
    Затем он на мгновение застыл и покачал головой.
    «Нет, подожди. Я же действительно рассмеялся. Возможно, я и правда страдаю слабоумием...»
    Они оба рассмеялись.
    ...Вскоре после этого Страж взял с собой когорту своих самых сильных воинов, включая жену Джеста, чтобы бросить вызов Третьему Кошмару.
    Однако на этот раз никто из них не вернулся. Так закончилась легенда о Страже Доблести, блестящем щите, защищавшем человечество.
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    Примечания:
    1. Дагонет — рыцарь круглого стола из легенды о короле Артуре. Является придворным шутом короля Артура.

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      drodyakov
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      Глава 2163: Железное Сердце

      On Russian
      Use Translate

      Дождливым днём два года спустя Джест нашёл юного Анвила в том же подземном зале, смотрящим в то же зловещее зеркало мрачными глазами.
      За пределами этой тёмной и безмолвной комнаты юноша был доблестным рыцарем и героем человечества, сэром Анвилом из Валора — воином, чья храбрость была вне всяких сомнений, чьи подвиги поражали воображение, и чей голос имел вес, с кем бы он ни говорил.
      Во всех отношениях он был правителем Бастиона и главой, возможно, самого влиятельного клана Наследия в мире.
      Но здесь он был всего лишь мальчиком двадцати с небольшим лет... мальчиком, который теперь был сиротой.
      Не было ни реальных доказательств, ни тел, которые можно было бы похоронить, но прошло достаточно времени, чтобы никто уже не мог этого отрицать.
      Его отец, Страж Доблести, был мёртв. Он погиб при попытке покорить Третий Кошмар.
      И Джест теперь тоже был вдовцом. С тех пор как его жена вошла в Семя Кошмара, оставив Джеста позади, все краски постепенно исчезали из его мира. К этому времени мир стал практически бесцветным.
      Лишь несколько вещей по-прежнему казались яркими и живыми в его унылых просторах. Одним из них был его сын. Другим был алый плащ, который носил Анвил, унаследованный им от Стража.
      Теперь этот плащ был словно маяком в темноте подземного зала.
      Джест молча подошёл к юноше и взглянул на холст, закрывающий зеркало. Застёжки, стягивающие его, были расстёгнуты, и можно было увидеть часть древней рамы.
      Он задержался на мгновение, внезапно почувствовав беспокойство.
      «Ты был внутри?»
      Анвил медленно кивнул.
      «Я ходил исследовать. Мой отец, возможно, не упоминал об этом, но в руинах на той стороне остались редкие надписи. Именно так мы изначально смогли освоить немного рунического колдовства».
      Джест нахмурился, желая сказать, насколько опасна Другая Сторона. Но Анвил знал. Возможно, он знал это гораздо лучше Джеста, поэтому и отправился один, не взяв с собой никого.
      Джест вздохнул.
      «Ты мог и не слышать, поскольку был здесь и готовился к свадьбе. Но там, в мире бодрствования, несколько чересчур амбициозных глупцов разработали небольшую схему и официально объявили Стража мёртвым. Они жаждут свергнуть твой клан и занять его место в качестве главного центра власти. Я с ними, конечно, справился... но я не могу справиться с побочными ветвями твоей собственной семьи. Родня жены Мадока тоже создаёт проблемы. Тебе нужно либо поставить их всех на место, либо, что ещё лучше, убраться в доме. Твоя невеста — такая милая девушка, так что она заслуживает спокойного медового месяца, верно?»
      Анвил некоторое время молчал, а затем повернулся и безразлично посмотрел на него.
      Странная холодность, впервые проявившаяся после Первого Кошмара, вернулась, причём сильнее, чем когда-либо.
      Юноша мгновение-другое изучал Джеста, а затем ровно сказал:
      «Да, я слышал. Они объявили его мёртвым».
      С этими словами он снова повернулся к зеркалу.
      Через некоторое время Анвил вдруг произнёс:
      «Дядя Джест... помнишь, что ты мне однажды сказал? О том, как нужно справляться со своим Недостатком».
      Джест немного замешкался, удивлённый вопросом, но затем кивнул.
      «Я говорю много глупостей, малыш, но я помню, что говорю. И я остаюсь при своём мнении».
      Анвил опустил голову.
      «В последнее время я часто задаюсь вопросом... не умер ли отец из-за моего Недостатка».
      Джест поднял бровь.
      «Как он мог умереть из-за этого? Это же твой Недостаток, а не его».
      Юноша медленно покачал головой, а затем горько улыбнулся.
      «Правда? Ах... но, видишь ли, мой Недостаток... разве я не обещал рассказать тебе о нём?»
      Анвил некоторое время смотрел в пол, а затем тихо произнёс:
      «Он заключается в том, что я должен терять всё, чем дорожу».
      Он вздохнул.
      «Я дорожил своим отцом, а теперь я его потерял».
      Затем он посмотрел на Джеста и горько улыбнулся.
      «Я был слишком самонадеян, дядя Джест. Я вообще не прислушался к твоему совету. Я пытался бороться со своим Недостатком, пытался обмануть его. Но я никогда не пытался изменить своё отношение к нему».
      Горечь медленно исчезала из его улыбки, а вскоре исчезла и сама улыбка.
      Осталось лишь холодное, спокойное безразличие.
      Анвил отвёл взгляд.
      «Теперь я понимаю. Ответ был очень прост. Дело не в том, что я должен был отпустить то, чем дорожу... дело в том, что я вообще не должен был ничем дорожить. Я не должен дорожить ничем и никем. Тогда мне больше не придётся ничего и никого терять. Я буду свободен от своего Недостатка».
      Отвернувшись от зеркала, Анвил ровно посмотрел на Джеста и спокойным тоном сказал:
      «Спасибо, что разобрался с этими шакалами, дядя Джест. Я разберусь с побочными ветвями. И с родственниками жены Мадока тоже. Моя невеста действительно очень хорошая девушка. И она действительно заслуживает спокойного медового месяца».
      С этими словами он кивнул и, не оглядываясь, покинул подземный зал. Но прежде чем его фигура исчезла в темноте, Анвил остановился и тем же спокойным, безразличным тоном добавил:
      «О... я слышал, что твой сын стал Пробуждённым. Прими мои искренние поздравления. Уверен, он заставит тебя гордиться им».
      Вскоре Джест остался один в безмолвном зале.
      Он чувствовал странную тревогу.
      Через некоторое время он тяжело вздохнул.
      «Ах, этот мальчик. Он такой серьёзный. Что же мне с ним делать?»
      Анвил смело заявил, что превратит себя в бесчувственную машину, чтобы победить свой Недостаток. Однако не так-то просто заставить своё сердце измениться — в конце концов, он всё ещё был человеком.
      Джест точно знал, что Анвил потерпит поражение, несмотря на свою холодную решимость, и не раз.
      Но ведь он был сыном Стража Доблести. Возможно, он как-нибудь справится.
      Стража больше не было, и жены Джеста тоже. Но их следы остались.
      Остались их дети.
      И Джест был единственным, кто мог позаботиться о них. Он обещал это сделать.
      И он собирался сделать всё возможное, чтобы не подвести их.
      Взглянув на холст, закрывающий большое зеркало, Джест вздохнул.
      «Зеркало, зеркало на стене...»
      Затем он вздрогнул, нахмурился и молча пошёл прочь.
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        JustCat
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        Chapter 2163: Iron Heart

        On a rainy day two years later, Jest found young Anvil in the same underground hall, staring into the same ominous mirror with somber eyes.

        Outside this dark and silent room, the young man was a valiant knight and a hero of humanity—Sir Anvil of Valor, a warrior whose bravery was beyond question, whose feats inspired awe, and whose voice carried weight no matter whom he spoke to.
        In every respect, he was the ruler of the Bastion and the head of what was arguably the most influential Legacy Clan in the world.

        But here, he was just a boy in his early twenties... a boy who was now an orphan.

        There was no concrete evidence, no bodies to bury, but enough time had passed that no one could deny it any longer.
        His father, the Warden of Valor, was dead. He had perished attempting to conquer the Third Nightmare.

        And Jest was now a widower as well. Ever since his wife had entered the Nightmare Seed, leaving Jest behind, the colors had slowly faded from his world. By now, it had become almost entirely monochrome.
        Only a few things still seemed bright and vivid in its dreary expanse. One was his son. Another was the crimson cloak Anvil wore, inherited from the Warden.

        Now, that cloak was like a beacon in the darkness of the underground hall.
        Jest silently approached the young man and glanced at the canvas covering the mirror. The clasps holding it shut had been undone, and part of the ancient frame was visible.

        He hesitated for a moment, suddenly feeling uneasy.
        “Have you been inside?”

        Anvil nodded slowly.
        “I went to investigate. My father may not have mentioned it, but there are rare inscriptions left in the ruins on the Other Side. That’s how we were originally able to learn a bit of runic sorcery.”

        Jest frowned, wanting to say how dangerous the Other Side was. But Anvil knew. Perhaps he knew far better than Jest did, which was why he had gone alone, taking no one with him.

        Jest sighed.
        “You might not have heard, since you were here preparing for your wedding. But back in the waking world, a few overly ambitious fools cooked up a little scheme and officially declared the Warden dead. They’re eager to overthrow your clan and take its place as the primary seat of power. I dealt with them, of course... but I can’t deal with the offshoots of your own family. Madoc’s in-laws are causing trouble too. You need to either put them all in their place or, better yet, clean house. Your bride is such a sweet girl, so she deserves a peaceful honeymoon, right?”

        Anvil was silent for a while, then turned and gave him an indifferent look.
        The strange coldness that had first appeared after the First Nightmare had returned, stronger than ever.

        The young man studied Jest for a moment, then said flatly,
        “Yes, I heard. They declared him dead.”
        With that, he turned back to the mirror.

        After a while, Anvil suddenly spoke again.
        “Uncle Jest... do you remember what you once told me? About how to deal with my Flaw.”

        Jest hesitated, surprised by the question, but then nodded.
        “I say a lot of foolish things, kid, but I remember what I say. And I stand by it.”

        Anvil lowered his head.
        “Lately, I’ve been wondering... if my father died because of my Flaw.”

        Jest raised an eyebrow.
        “How could he have died because of it? It’s your Flaw, not his.”

        The young man slowly shook his head, then smiled bitterly.
        “Is it? Ah... but you see, my Flaw... didn’t I promise to tell you about it?”
        Anvil stared at the floor for a while, then said quietly,
        “It’s that I must lose everything I care about.”
        He sighed.
        “I cared about my father, and now I’ve lost him.”

        Then he looked at Jest and smiled bitterly.
        “I was too arrogant, Uncle Jest. I didn’t listen to your advice at all. I tried to fight my Flaw, tried to outsmart it. But I never tried to change how I felt about it.”

        The bitterness slowly faded from his smile, and soon the smile itself disappeared.
        All that remained was a cold, calm indifference.

        Anvil looked away.
        “Now I understand. The answer was very simple. It’s not that I had to let go of what I cared about... it’s that I shouldn’t have cared about anything at all. I shouldn’t care about anything or anyone. Then I won’t have to lose anything or anyone. I’ll be free of my Flaw.”

        Turning away from the mirror, Anvil looked at Jest evenly and said in a calm tone,
        “Thank you for dealing with those jackals, Uncle Jest. I’ll handle the offshoots. And Madoc’s in-laws too. My bride really is a very good girl. And she really does deserve a peaceful honeymoon.”

        With that, he nodded and left the underground hall without looking back. But before his figure disappeared into the darkness, Anvil paused and added in the same calm, indifferent tone,
        “Oh... I heard your son has become Awakened. My sincere congratulations. I’m sure he’ll make you proud.”

        Soon, Jest was alone in the silent hall.
        He felt a strange unease.

        After a while, he sighed heavily.
        “Ah, that boy. He’s so serious. What am I going to do with him?”

        Anvil had boldly declared that he would turn himself into an unfeeling machine to overcome his Flaw. However, it wasn’t so easy to change one’s heart—after all, he was still human.
        Jest knew full well that Anvil would fail, despite his cold resolve, and not just once.

        But he was the son of the Warden of Valor. Perhaps he would manage somehow.

        The Warden was gone, and so was Jest’s wife. But their traces remained.
        Their children remained.

        And Jest was the only one left to look after them. He had promised to do so.
        And he was going to do his best not to let them down.

        Glancing at the canvas covering the large mirror, Jest sighed.
        “Mirror, mirror on the wall...”

        Then he shuddered, frowned, and silently walked away.
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      JustCat
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      Chapter 2162: Shield of Humanity

      It has been nearly three years since the Academy of the Awakened accepted its first batch of Second Generation Sleepers.
      The world had calmed down somewhat. In the Dreamrealm, humanity was still besieged on all sides, but no Citadel had been lost in quite some time. The waking world still suffered from Nightmare Gates, but they no longer posed an existential threat to humanity.
      For now.

      Young Anvil had become a formidable warrior and a revered champion among those who defended the Bastion. Alongside Madoc, who had conquered the First Nightmare a year after his younger brother, the sons of the Warden now led the Knights of Valor into battle against the horrors of the Hungry Forest.
      He also frequently collaborated with his fellow Academy graduates, Broken Sword and Sky Smile—all three had gained considerable fame, becoming the brightest stars of the new generation.

      The power and prestige of the Valor Clan and the Immortal Flame Clan continued to grow. The only clan that could rival them was the coalition of prominent Awakened families united by the Night Wanderer—the House of Night.
      The culture of the Legacy Clans was rapidly solidifying. Jest had even become the head of his own clan.
      Given that he didn’t have a fancy True Name, he jokingly named it Dagonet¹.
      Unfortunately, no one seemed to get that it was a joke. So now people were seriously calling him Master Jest of the Dagonet Clan.
      It was a bit of a fiasco...

      His only remaining son was now fifteen.
      So Jest didn’t feel at ease, even though everything seemed to be going well.

      The Warden remained restless as well.
      Once, while visiting the Bastion after patrolling the Mirror River, Jest found him in the underground hall beneath the castle, staring at the massive mirror that silently loomed over the dark chamber.
      The mirror, of course, held no reflection, as it was covered by a canvas.
      They had discovered this underground hall decades ago while clearing the castle of the Nightmare Creatures that infested it. The mirror had not yet been covered back then, and they had caught a glimpse of the terrifying realm within.
      Many members of the original group had died, and since then, the mirror had mostly remained covered. Only after the Warden became Transcendent did he dare to enter the mirror realm again.
      Jest wasn’t sure what exactly his friend had found there, but his already formidable powers seemed to have grown significantly afterward.

      “Oh no. You’ve got that look on your face.”
      Noticing Jest, the Warden turned and smiled. Having spent two decades side by side, they had grown so accustomed to each other that their relationship transcended mere friendship.
      One could even say that the Warden’s ability to tolerate Jest after all these years was one of his most astonishing feats...

      “What look?” the Warden raised an eyebrow.
      Jest sighed.
      “The ‘I’m about to get myself into trouble’ look.”
      The Warden hesitated for a moment, then nodded.
      “Fair enough.”
      He fell silent for a while, then sighed and turned his back to the covered mirror.
      “Let’s leave this dreary place.”

      Soon, they were in the main tower of the Bastion, examining maps spread out on a large round table. Some of the maps depicted the Dreamrealm, but most, oddly enough, showed the familiar continents of the waking world.
      The Warden stared grimly at them.
      “All these dots represent Nightmare Gates—both active ones and the few we’ve closed. The red ones appeared this year. The size of the dot indicates the category—Third Category Gates are larger than Second Category ones.”
      He paused briefly, then pointed to another map.
      “This map was drawn before the Gate Crisis. Of course, the Obelisk Scale didn’t exist back then, so its accuracy isn’t great. And speaking of the Obelisk Scale, now that it’s functioning stably, our efficiency in dealing with emerging Gates has increased exponentially. The world is calm now... as calm as it can be, at least.”

      Jest studied the maps for a while, then asked in a somber tone,
      “You’re not just studying pre-Gate Crisis maps for fun, are you?”
      During the Gate Crisis, the Warden had lost his wife, so this was a sensitive topic.
      He shook his head.
      “Of course not. I’m trying to determine when the first Fourth Category Gates will open.”
      Jest frowned, feeling a weight settle on his heart. After a moment, already knowing the answer, he still asked,
      “...So you’re planning to challenge the Third Nightmare?”
      The Warden of Valor didn’t deny it, simply nodding calmly.
      “Of course, I am.”
      He looked at Jest, his steel-gray eyes shining with that familiar, infectious determination.
      “The Immortal Flame became Transcendent nine years after the Nightmare Curse descended. It’s been twelve years since then, and humanity still hasn’t taken the next step. How much longer do you think the Curse will continue to spare us? I don’t think it’ll be long.”
      When the Warden looked back at the maps, his eyes suddenly dimmed, becoming weary and grim.
      “...In the end, it’s a race. We live by that word. It’s one endless race with terrible stakes, where you can never pull ahead, no matter how long you stay in the lead. That’s why we don’t just need to conquer the Third Nightmare—we must conquer it. We have to!”

      Jest was silent for a while, feeling a storm of emotions raging in his heart.
      He felt many things. But mostly, he felt fear.
      Finally, he smirked.
      “Ah... I see. So that’s why you and my wife have been spending so much time together behind my back. Good heavens! I was this close to believing you were having an affair.”
      The Warden coughed, then smiled thinly.
      “What... what on earth are you talking about? An affair? Preposterous! We were just plotting to challenge the Nightmare and leave you behind.”
      Jest clenched his fists.

      Of course. Both he and his wife had been members of the original group that conquered the Bastion alongside the Warden—some of his most loyal and powerful followers. They were both Masters as well. And if Jest had played a key role in building the world the Warden of Valor envisioned, his wife possessed a far more destructive Aspect.
      So it was no surprise that the Warden wanted her to be part of his cohort again.
      And it was no surprise that this time, he decided to leave Jest behind.
      But still.
      Jest wanted to hear it from the Warden himself.
      “Why?”
      The Warden of Valor sighed.
      Leaning over the table, he said quietly,
      “Because you’re not in your best shape? Because we don’t know how long the Third Nightmare will take, and your son is fifteen—meaning at least one parent should be with him if the Curse infects him. Because we’ve spent so much time building this world, and I need to leave someone I trust to keep it from falling apart while I’m gone.”
      The Warden paused briefly, then added,
      “Because Anvil and Madoc have grown up, but even though they’re Awakened now, I still want someone to watch over them. After all, this world is full of sharks. And you—you’re my best shark.”

      Jest was silent for a long time.
      He wanted to say many things... many bitter words that burned on his tongue.
      But in the end, he just grinned.
      “I think you’re starting to show signs of dementia, old man. I’m not a shark. I’m obviously a human.”
      The Warden of Valor chuckled.
      “Ha! That... that’s actually funny.”
      Then he froze for a moment and shook his head.
      “No, wait. I actually laughed. Maybe I really am suffering from dementia...”
      They both laughed.

      ...Soon after, the Warden took a cohort of his strongest warriors, including Jest’s wife, to challenge the Third Nightmare.
      This time, however, none of them returned. And so ended the legend of the Warden of Valor, the brilliant shield that had protected humanity.

      —————————————————————
      Notes:

      Dagonet—a Knight of the Round Table in Arthurian legend. He serves as King Arthur’s court jester.
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    Ну раз нету глав, то я и не буду читать. Удачи автору с его книгами!
    На крайняк сам придумаю себе истории, если скучно будет
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      The Priest of Negari
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      God, the person who leaked the chapters to us was banned. Stop panicking, my God. I could have read the comments below, they probably mentioned it. What's wrong with you
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    For all thoes who don't know, the channel that ranobes has been getting thier chapters has been blocked so we won't be getting chapters for a while crybaby forwhat
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    Can someone please buy privilegedand bless us 😭😭, I am to deep into porvety man
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    Darrell Amp
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    no chapters?
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    kotletki
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    с нашим идолом G3 что-то произошло?
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